less immediately there. The silence invited the
bishop to speak.
"In the light of this
vision, I see my church
plainly for the
little thing it is," he said.
He wanted to be
perfectly clear with the Angel and himself.
"This church of which I am a
bishop is just a part of our poor
human struggle, small and
pitiful as one thinks of it here in the
light of the
advent of God's Kingdom, but very great, very great
indeed, ancient and high and
venerable, in
comparison with me.
But
mostly it is human. It is most human. For my story is the
church's story, and the church's story is mine. Here I could
almost believe myself the church itself. The world saw a light,
the nations that were sitting in darkness saw a great light. Even
as I saw God. And then the church began to forget and lose itself
among
secondary things. As I have done.... It tried to express
the truth and lost itself in a maze of
theology. It tried to
bring order into the world and sold its faith to Constantine.
These men who had professed the Invisible King of the World,
shirked his service. It is a most terrible
disaster that
Christianity has sold itself to emperors and kings. They forged a
saying of the Master's that we should render unto Ceasar the
things that are Ceasar's and unto God the things that are
God's....
"Who is this Ceasar to set himself up to share mankind with
God? Nothing that is Ceasar's can be any the less God's. But
Constantine Caesar sat in the midst of the council, his guards
were all about it, and the poor fanatics and trimmers and
schemers
disputed
nervously with their eyes on him,
disputed
about homoousian and homoiousian, and grimaced and pretended to
be very very
fierce and exact to hide how much they were
frightened and how little they knew, and because they did not
dare to lay
violent hands upon that usurper of the empire of the
world....
"And from that day forth the Christian churches have been
damned and lost. Kept churches. Lackey churches. Roman, Russian,
Anglican; it matters not. My church indeed was twice sold, for it
doubled the sin of Nicaea and gave itself over to Henry and
Elizabeth while it shammed a
dispute about the sacraments. No one
cared really about transubstantiation any more than the earlier
betrayers cared about consubstantiality; that
dispute did but
serve to mask the betrayal."
He turned to the listening Angel. "What can you show me of my
church that I do not know? Why! we Anglican
bishops get our sees
as footmen get a job. For months Victoria, that old German Frau,
delayed me--because of some tittle-tattle.... The things we
are! Snape, who afterwards became Bishop of Burnham, used to
waylay the Prince Consort when he was riding in Hyde Park and
give him, he boasts, 'a good loud cheer,' and then he would run
very fast across the park so as to catch him as he came round,
and do it again.... It is to that sort of thing we bearers of the
light have sunken....
"I have always
despised that poor toady," the
bishop went on.
"And yet here am I, and God has called me and shown me the light
of his
countenance, and for a month I have faltered. That is the
mystery of the human heart, that it can and does sin against the
light. What right have I, who have seen the light--and failed,
what right have I--to
despise any other human being? I seem to
have been held back by a sort of paralysis.
"Men are so small, so small still, that they cannot keep hold
of the
vision of God. That is why I want to see God again.... But
if it were not for this strange drug that seems for a little
while to lift my mind above the
confusion and personal
entanglements of every day, I doubt if even now I could be here.
I am here,
passionate to hold this moment and keep the light. As
this
inspiration passes, I shall go back, I know, to my home and
my place and my limitations. The littleness of men! The
forgetfulness of men! I want to know what my chief duty is, to
have it plain, in terms so plain that I can never forget.
"See in this world," he said, turning to the globe, "while
Chinese merchants and Turkish troopers, school-board boys and
Norwegian fishermen, half-trained nurses and Boer farmers are
full of the spirit of God, see how the priests of the churches of
Nicaea spend their time."
And now it was the
bishop whose dark hands ran over the great
silver globe, and it was the Angel who stood over him and
listened, as a teacher might stand over a child who is
learning a
lesson. The
bishop's hand rested for a second on a
cardinal who
was planning a political intrigue to produce a
reaction in
France, then for a moment on a Pomeranian
pastor who was going
out to his well-tilled fields with his Sunday
sermon, full of
fiercehatred of England, still echoing in his head. Then he
paused at a Mollah
preaching the Jehad, in doubt whether he too
wasn't a German
pastor, and then at an Anglican
clergyman still
lying abed and thinking out a great
mission of Repentance and
Hope that should
restore the authority of the established church
--by incoherent
missioning--without any
definite sin indicated
for
repentance nor any clear hope for anything in particular
arising out of such activities. The
bishop's hand went seeking to
and fro, but
nowhere could he find any religious teacher, any
religious body rousing itself to meet the new dawn of faith in
the world. Some few men indeed seemed
thoughtful, but within the
limitation of their vows. Everywhere it was church and creed and
nation and king and property and partisanship, and
nowhere was it
the True God that the priests and teachers were up
holding. It was
always the common unhampered man through whom the light of God
was breaking; it was always the creed and the organization of the
religious professionals that stood in the way to God....
"God is putting the priests aside," he cried, "and reaching out
to common men. The churches do not serve God. They stand between
man and God. They are like great barricades on the way to God."
The
bishop's hand brushed over Arch
bishop Pontifex, who was
just coming down to breakfast in his palace. This pompous old man
was dressed in a
purplegarment that set off his tall figure very
finely, and he was
holding out his
episcopal ring for his guests
to kiss, that being the
customary morning greeting of Arch
bishopPontifex. The thought of that ring-kissing had made much hard
work at lower levels "worth while" to Arch
bishop Pontifex. And
seventy miles away from him old Likeman breakfasted in bed on
Benger's food, and searched his Greek Testament for tags to put
to his letters. And here was the familiar palace at Princhester,
and in an
armchair in his bed-room sat Bishop Scrope insensible
and
motionless, in a
trance in which he was dreaming of the
coming of God.
"I see my futility. I see my
vanity. But what am I to do?" he
said, turning to the darkness that now wrapped about the Angel
again, fold upon fold. "The implications of
yesterday bind me for
the
morrow. This is my world. This is what I am and what I am in.
How can I save myself? How can I turn from these habits and
customs and obligations to the service of the one true God? When
I see myself, then I understand how it is with the others. All we
priests and teachers are men caught in nets. I would serve God.
Easily said! But how am I to serve God? How am I to help and
forward His coming, to make myself part of His coming?"
He perceived that he was returning into himself, and that the
vision of the
sphere and of the
starry spaces was fading into
non-existence.
He struggled against this return. He felt that his demand was
still unanswered. His wife's face had suddenly come very close to