vinegar to his nostrils and he recovered
consciousness. Nevertheless
his
haggard eyes were so
devoid of life and
intelligence that the
surgeon said to the officer after feeling Prosper's pulse,--
"Captain, it is impossible to question the man at this moment."
"Very well! Take him away," replied the captain, interrupting the
surgeon, and addressing a
corporal who stood behind the prisoner. "You
cursed
coward!" he went on,
speaking to Prosper in a low voice, "try
at least to walk
firmly before these German curs, and save the honor
of the Republic."
This address seemed to wake up Prosper Magnan, who rose and made a few
steps forward; but when the door was opened and he felt the fresh air
and saw the crowd before him, he staggered and his knees gave way
under him.
"This
coward of a sawbones deserves a dozen deaths! Get on!" cried the
two soldiers who had him in
charge, lending him their arms to support
him.
"There he is!--oh, the villain! the
coward! Here he is! There he is!"
These cries seemed to be uttered by a single voice, the tumultuous
voice of the crowd which followed him with insults and swelled at
every step. During the passage from the inn to the prison, the noise
made by the tramping of the crowd and the soldiers, the murmur of the
various colloquies, the sight of the sky, the
coolness of the air, the
aspect of Andernach and the shimmering of the waters of the Rhine,--
these impressions came to the soul of the young man vaguely,
confusedly, torpidly, like all the sensations he had felt since his
waking. There were moments, he said, when he thought he was no longer
living.
I was then in prison. Enthusiastic, as we all are at twenty years of
age, I wished to defend my country, and I commanded a company of free
lances, which I had organized in the
vicinity of Andernach. A few days
before these events I had fallen plump, during the night, into a
French
detachment of eight hundred men. We were two hundred at the
most. My scouts had sold me. I was thrown into the prison of
Andernach, and they talked of shooting me, as a
warning to intimidate
others. The French talked also of reprisals. My father, however,
obtained a reprieve for three days to give him time to see General
Augereau, whom he knew, and ask for my
pardon, which was granted. Thus
it happened that I saw Prosper Magnan when he was brought to the
prison. He inspired me with the profoundest pity. Though pale,
distracted, and covered with blood, his whole
countenance had a
character of truth and
innocence which struck me
forcibly. To me his
long fair hair and clear blue eyes seemed German. A true image of my
hapless country. I felt he was a
victim and not a
murderer. At the
moment when he passed beneath my window he chanced to cast about him
the
painful,
melancholy smile of an
insane man who suddenly recovers
for a time a
fleeting gleam of reason. That smile was
assuredly not
the smile of a
murderer. When I saw the jailer I questioned him about
his new prisoner.
"He has not
spoken since I put him in his cell," answered the man. "He
is sitting down with his head in his hands and is either
sleeping or
reflecting about his crime. The French say he'll get his
reckoning to-
morrow morning and be shot in twenty-four hours."
That evening I stopped short under the window of the prison during the
short time I was allowed to take exercise in the prison yard. We
talked together, and he
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related to me his strange affair,
replying with
evident truthfulness to my various questions. After that
first conversation I no longer doubted his
innocence; I asked, and
obtained the favor of staying several hours with him. I saw him again
at intervals, and the poor lad let me in without
concealment to all
his thoughts. He believed himself both
innocent and
guilty.
Remembering the
horribletemptation which he had had the strength to
resist, he feared he might have done in sleep, in a fit of
somnambulism, the crime he had dreamed of awake.
"But your
companion?" I said to him.
"Oh!" he cried
eagerly. "Wilhelm is
incapable of--"
He did not even finish his
sentence. At that warm defence, so full of
youth and manly
virtue, I pressed his hand.
"When he woke," continued Prosper, "he must have been terrified and
lost his head; no doubt he fled."
"Without awaking you?" I said. "Then surely your defence is easy;
Wahlenfer's valise cannot have been stolen."
Suddenly he burst into tears.
"Oh, yes!" he cried, "I am
innocent! I have not killed a man! I
remember my dreams. I was playing at base with my schoolmates. I
couldn't have cut off the head of a man while I dreamed I was
running."
Then, in spite of these gleams of hope, which gave him at times some
calmness, he felt a
remorse which crushed him. He had, beyond all
question, raised his arm to kill that man. He judged himself; and he
felt that his heart was not
innocent after
committing that crime in
his mind.
"And yet, I AM good!" he cried. "Oh, my poor mother! Perhaps at this
moment she is
cheerfully playing boston with the neighbors in her
little
tapestry salon. If she knew that I had raised my hand to murder
a man--oh! she would die of it! And I AM in prison,
accused of
committing that crime! If I have not killed a man, I have certainly
killed my mother!"
Saying these words he wept no longer; he was seized by that short and
rapid
madness known to the men of Picardy; he
sprang to the wall, and
if I had not caught him, he would have dashed out his brains against
it.
"Wait for your trial," I said. "You are
innocent, you will certainly
be acquitted; think of your mother."
"My mother!" he cried
frantically, "she will hear of the accusation
before she hears anything else,--it is always so in little towns; and
the shock will kill her. Besides, I am not
innocent. Must I tell you
the whole truth? I feel that I have lost the virginity of my
conscience."
After that terrible avowal he sat down, crossed his arms on his
breast, bowed his head upon it, gazing
gloomily on the ground. At this
instant the turnkey came to ask me to return to my room. Grieved to
leave my
companion at a moment when his
discouragement was so deep, I
pressed him in my arms with friendship, saying:--
"Have
patience; all may yet go well. If the voice of an honest man can
still your doubts, believe that I
esteem you and trust you. Accept my
friendship, and rest upon my heart, if you cannot find peace in your
own."
The next morning a
corporal's guard came to fetch the young
surgeon at
nine o'clock. Hearing the noise made by the soldiers, I stationed
myself at my window. As the prisoner crossed the
courtyard, he cast
his eyes up to me. Never shall I forget that look, full of thoughts,
pre
sentiments,
resignation, and I know not what sad,
melancholy grace.
It was, as it were, a silent but intelligible last will by which a man
bequeathed his lost
existence to his only friend. The night must have
been very hard, very
solitary for him; and yet, perhaps, the pallor of
his face expressed a stoicism gathered from some new sense of self-
respect. Perhaps he felt that his
remorse had purified him, and
believed that he had blotted out his fault by his
anguish and his
shame. He now walked with a firm step, and since the
previous evening
he had washed away the blood with which he was, involuntarily,
stained.
"My hands must have dabbled in it while I slept, for I am always a
restless sleeper," he had said to me in tones of
horrible despair.
I
learned that he was on his way to appear before the council of war.
The division was to march on the following morning, and the
commanding-officer did not wish to leave Andernach without inquiry
into the crime on the spot where it had been
committed. I remained in
the
utmostanxiety during the time the council lasted. At last, about
mid-day, Prosper Magnan was brought back. I was then
taking my usual
walk; he saw me, and came and threw himself into my arms.
"Lost!" he said, "lost, without hope! Here, to all the world, I am a