CHORUS (chanting)
O, too clearly didst thou hear our queen
uplift her voice to
tell her
startling tale of piteous
suffering. Come death ere I reach
thy state of feeling, loved
mistress. O horrible! woe, for these
miseries! woe, for the sorrows on which
mortals feed! Thou art
undone!
thou hast disclosed thy sin to heaven's light. What hath each
passing day and every hour in store for thee? Some strange event
will come to pass in this house. For it is no longer
uncertain where
the star of thy love is
setting, thou
hapless daughter of Crete.
PHAEDRA
Women of Troezen, who dwell here upon the
frontier edge of Pelops'
land, oft ere now in
heedless mood through the long hours of night
have I wondered why man's life is spoiled; and it seems to me their
evil case is not due to any natural fault of judgment, for there be
many dowered with sense, but we must view the matter in this light: by
teaching and experience to learn the right but
neglect it in practice,
some from sloth, others from preferring pleasure of some kind or other
to duty. Now life has many pleasures, protracted talk, and leisure,
that seductive evil;
likewise there is shame which is of two kinds,
one a noble quality, the other a curse to families; but if for each
its proper time were clearly known, these twain could not have had the
selfsame letters to
denote them. So then since I had made up my mind
on these points, 'twas not likely any drug would alter it and make
me think the
contrary. And I will tell the too the way my judgment
went. When love wounded me, I bethought me how I best might bear the
smart. So from that day forth I began to hide in silence what I
suffered. For I put no faith in counsellors, who know well to
lecture others for
presumption, yet themselves have
countless troubles
of their own. Next I did
devise noble
endurance of these wanton
thoughts, striving by continence for
victory. And last when I could
not succeed in mastering love
hereby,
methought it best to die; and
none can gainsay my purpose. For fain I would my
virtue should to
all appear, my shame have few to
witness it. I knew my sickly
passion now; to yield to it I saw how
infamous; and more, I learnt
to know so well that I was but woman, a thing the world detests.
Curses,
hideous curses on that wife who first did shame her
marriage-vow for lovers other than her lord! 'Twas from noble families
this curse began to spread among our sex. For when the noble
countenance
disgrace, poor folk of course will think that it is right.
Those too I hate who make
profession of
purity, though in secret
reckless sinners. How can these, queen Cypris, ocean's child, e'er
look their husbands in the face? do they never feel one guilty
thrill that their accomplice, night, or the chambers of their house
will find a voice and speak? This it is that calls on me to die,
kind friends, that so I may ne'er be found to have
disgraced my
lord, or the children I have borne; no! may they grow up and dwell
in
glorious Athens, free to speak and act, heirs to such fair fame
as a mother can
bequeath. For to know that father or mother has sinned
doth turn the stoutest heart to slavishness. This alone, men say,
can stand the buffets of life's battle, a just and
virtuous soul in
whomsoever found. For time unmasks the
villain soon or late, holding
up to them a mirror as to some
blooming maid. 'Mongst such may I be
never seen!
LEADER OF THE CHORUS
Now look! how fair is chastity however viewed, whose fruit is good
repute
amongst men.
NURSE
My queen, 'tis true thy tale of woe, but
lately told, did for
the moment strike me with wild alarm, but now I do
reflect upon my
foolishness; second thoughts are often best even with men. Thy fate is
no
uncommon nor past one's calculations; thou art
stricken by the
passion Cypris sends. Thou art in love; what wonder? so are many more.
Wilt thou, because thou lov'st, destroy thyself? 'Tis little gain, I
trow, for those who love or yet may love their fellows, if death
must be their end; for though the Love-Queen's onset in her might is
more than man can bear, yet doth she
gently visit yielding hearts, and
only when she finds a proud
unnatural spirit, doth she take and mock
it past
belief. Her path is in the sky, and mid the ocean's surge
she rides; from her all nature springs; she sows the seeds of love,
inspires the warm desire to which we sons of earth all owe our
being. They who have aught to do with books of ancient scribes, or
themselves engage in studious pursuits, know how Zeus of Semele was
enamoured, how the bright-eyed
goddess of the Dawn once stole Cephalus
to dwell in heaven for the love she bore him; yet these in heaven
abide nor shun the gods' approach, content, I trow, to yield to
their
misfortune. Wilt thou refuse to yield? thy sire, it seems,
should have begotten thee on special terms or with different gods
for masters, if in these laws thou wilt not
acquiesce. How many,
prithee, men of
sterling sense, when they see their wives
unfaithful, make as though they saw it not? How many fathers, when
their sons have gone
astray,
assist them in their amours? 'Tis part of
human
wisdom to
conceal the deed of shame. Nor should man aim at too
great
refinement in his life; for they cannot with exactness finish
e'en the roof that covers in a house; and how dost thou, after falling
into so deep a pit, think to escape? Nay, if thou hast more of good
than bad, thou wilt fare
exceeding well, thy human nature
considered. O cease, my
darling child, from evil thoughts, let
wanton pride be gone, for this is
naught else, this wish to rival gods
in perfectness. Face thy love; 'tis heaven's will thou shouldst.
Sick thou art, yet turn thy
sickness to some happy issue. For there
are charms and spells to
soothe the soul; surely some cure for thy
disease will be found. Men, no doubt, might seek it long and late if
our women's minds no
schemedevise.
LEADER
Although she gives thee at thy present need the wiser counsel,
Phaedra, yet do I praise thee. Still my praise may sound more harsh
and jar more
cruelly on thy ear than her advice.
PHAEDRA
'Tis even this, too plausible a tongue, that overthrows good
governments and homes of men. We should not speak to please the ear
but point the path that leads to noble fame.
NURSE
What means this
solemn speech? Thou needst not rounded
phrases,-but a man. Straightway must we move to tell him
frankly how
it is with thee. Had not thy life to such a
crisis come, or wert
thou with
self-control I endowed, ne'er would I to
gratify thy
passions have urged thee to this course; but now 'tis a struggle
fierce to save thy life, and
therefore less to blame.
PHAEDRA
Accursed proposal! peace, woman! never utter those shameful
words again!
NURSE
Shameful, maybe, yet for thee better than honour's code. Better
this deed, if it shall save thy life, than that name thy pride will
kill thee to retain.
PHAEDRA
I
conjure thee, go no further! for thy words are plausible but
infamous; for though as yet love has not undermined my soul, yet, if
in specious words thou dress thy foul
suggestion, I shall be
beguiled into the snare from which I am now escaping.
NURSE
If thou art of this mind, 'twere well thou ne'er hadst sinned; but
as it is, hear me; for that is the next best course; I in my house
have charms to
soothe thy love,-'twas but now I thought of them;-these
shall cure thee of thy
sickness on no
disgraceful terms, thy mind
unhurt, if thou wilt be but brave. But from him thou lovest we must
get some token, word or
fragment of his robe, and t
hereby unite in one
love's twofold stream.
PHAEDRA
Is thy drug a salve or potion?
NURSE