in the Mormon Elder's brain, and had been
accomplished through
his orders--revived in Venters a memory of
hatred that had been
smothered by press of other emotions. Only a few days had elapsed
since the hour of his
encounter with Tull, yet they had been
forgotten and now seemed far off, and the
interval one that now
appeared large and
profound with incalculable change in his
feelings. Hatred of Tull still existed in his heart, but it had
lost its white heat. His
affection for Jane Withersteen had not
changed in the least;
nevertheless, he seemed to view it from
another angle and see it as another thing--what, he could not
exactly
define. The recalling of these two feelings was to
Venters like getting glimpses into a self that was gone; and the
wonder of them--perhaps the change which was too illusive for
him--was the fact that a strange
irritation accompanied the
memory and a desire to
dismiss it from mind. And
straightway he
did
dismiss it, to return to thoughts of his
significant present.
"Bess, tell me one more thing," he said. "Haven't you known any
women-- any young people?"
"Sometimes there were women with the men; but Oldring never let
me know them. And all the young people I ever saw in my life was
when I rode fast through the villages."
Perhaps that was the most puzzling and thought-provoking thing
she had yet said to Venters. He pondered, more curious the more
he
learned, but he curbed his
inquisitive desires, for he saw her
shrinking on the verge of that shame, the causing of which had
occasioned him such self-reproach. He would ask no more. Still he
had to think, and he found it difficult to think clearly. This
sad-eyed girl was so utterly different from what it would have
been reason to believe such a
remarkable life would have made
her. On this day he had found her simple and frank, as natural as
any girl he had ever known. About her there was something sweet.
Her voice was low and well modulated. He could not look into her
face, meet her steady, unabashed, yet
wistful eyes, and think of
her as the woman she had confessed herself. Oldring's Masked
Rider sat before him, a girl dressed as a man. She had been made
to ride at the head of
infamous forays and drives. She had been
imprisoned for many months of her life in an obscure cabin. At
times the most
vicious of men had been her companions; and the
vilest of women, if they had not been permitted to approach her,
had, at least, cast their shadows over her. But--but in spite of
all this--there thundered at Venters some truth that lifted its
voice higher than the clamoring facts of
dishonor, some truth
that was the very life of her beautiful eyes; and it was
innocence.
In the days that followed, Venters balanced perpetually in mind
this haunting
conception of
innocence over against the cold and
sickening fact of an unintentional yet
actual gift. How could it
be possible for the two things to be true? He believed the latter
to be true, and he would not
relinquish his
conviction of the
former; and these conflicting thoughts augmented the
mystery that
appeared to be a part of Bess. In those ensuing days, however, it
became clear as clearest light that Bess was rapidly regaining
strength; that, unless reminded of her long association with
Oldring, she seemed to have forgotten it; that, like an Indian
who lives
solely from moment to moment, she was utterly absorbed
in the present.
Day by day Venters watched the white of her face slowly change to
brown, and the wasted cheeks fill out by imperceptible degrees.
There came a time when he could just trace the line of
demarcation between the part of her face once
hidden by a mask
and that left exposed to wind and sun. When that line disappeared
in clear
bronze tan it was as if she had been washed clean of the
stigma of Oldring's Masked Rider. The
suggestion of the mask
always made Venters remember; now that it was gone he seldom
thought of her past. Occasionally he tried to piece together the
several stages of strange experience and to make a whole. He had
shot a masked
outlaw the very sight of whom had been ill omen to
riders; he had carried off a wounded woman whose
bloody lips
quivered in prayer; he had nursed what seemed a frail, shrunken
boy; and now he watched a girl whose face had become strangely
sweet, whose dark-blue eyes were ever upon him without boldness,
without shyness, but with a steady, grave, and growing light.
Many times Venters found the clear gaze embarrassing to him, yet,
like wine, it had an exhilarating effect. What did she think when
she looked at him so? Almost he believed she had no thought at
all. All about her and the present there in Surprise Valley, and
the dim yet subtly
impending future, fascinated Venters and made
him
thoughtful as all his
lonely vigils in the sage had
not.
Chiefly it was the present that he wished to dwell upon; but it
was the call of the future which stirred him to action. No idea
had he of what that future had in store for Bess and him. He
began to think of improving Surprise Valley as a place to live
in, for there was no telling how long they would be compelled to
stay there. Venters
stubbornly resisted the entering into his
mind of an
insistent thought that, clearly realized, might have
made it plain to him that he did not want to leave Surprise
Valley at all. But it was
imperative that he consider practical
matters; and whether or not he was destined to stay long there,
he felt the immediate need of a change of diet. It would be
necessary for him to go farther afield for a
variety of meat, and
also that he soon visit Cottonwoods for a supply of food.
It occurred again to Venters that he could go to the
canyon where
Oldring kept his cattle, and at little risk he could pack out
some beef. He wished to do this, however, without letting Bess
know of it till after he had made the trip. Presently he hit upon
the plan of going while she was asleep.
That very night he stole out of camp, climbed up under the stone
bridge, and entered the
outlet to the Pass. The gorge was full of
luminous gloom. Balancing Rock loomed dark and leaned over the
pale
descent. Transformed in the
shadowy light, it took shape and
dimensions of a spectral god waiting--waiting for the moment to
hurl himself down upon the tottering walls and close forever the
outlet to Deception Pass. At night more than by day Venters felt
something
fearful and fateful in that rock, and that it had
leaned and waited through a thousand years to have somehow to
deal with his destiny.
"Old man, if you must roll, wait till I get back to the girl, and
then roll!" he said, aloud, as if the stones were indeed a god.
And those
spoken words, in their grim note to his ear, as well as
contents to his mind, told Venters that he was all but drifting
on a current which he had not power nor wish to stem.
Venters exercised his usual care in the matter of hiding tracks
from the
outlet, yet it took him scarcely an hour to reach
Oldring's cattle. Here sight of many
calves changed his original
intention, and instead of packing out meat he
decided to take a
calf out alive. He roped one,
securely tied its feet, and swung
it over his shoulder. Here was an
exceedingly heavy burden, but
Venters was powerful--he could take up a sack of grain and with
ease pitch it over a pack-saddle--and he made long distance
without resting. The hardest work came in the climb up to the
outlet and on through to the
valley. When he had
accomplished it,
he became fired with another idea that again changed his
intention. He would not kill the calf, but keep it alive. He
would go back to Oldring's herd and pack out more
calves.
Thereupon he secured the calf in the best
available spot for the
moment and turned to make a second trip.