particular, bore Jane Withersteen close to an infringement of her
womanhood. In the
beginning she had reasoned that her
appeal to
Lassiter must be through the senses. With
whatever means she
possessed in the way of adornment she enhanced her beauty. And
she stooped to artifices that she knew were
unworthy of her, but
which she
deliberately chose to employ. She made of herself a
girl in every
variable mood
wherein a girl might be
desirable. In
those moods she was not above the methods of an inexperienced
though natural flirt. She kept close to him
whenever opportunity
afforded; and she was forever playfully, yet
passionately
underneath the surface, fighting him for possession of the great
black guns. These he would never yield to her. And so in that
manner their hands were often and long in
contact. The more of
simplicity that she sensed in him the greater the
advantage she
took.
She had a trick of changing--and it was not altogether
voluntary--from this gay,
thoughtless, girlish coquettishness to
the silence and the brooding, burning
mystery of a woman's mood.
The strength and
passion and fire of her were in her eyes, and
she so used them that Lassiter had to see this depth in her, this
haunting promise more fitted to her years than to the flaunting
guise of a wilful girl.
The July days flew by. Jane reasoned that if it were possible for
her to be happy during such a time, then she was happy. Little
Fay completely filled a long aching void in her heart. In
fettering the hands of this Lassiter she was accomplishing the
greatest good of her life, and to do good even in a small way
rendered happiness to Jane Withersteen. She had attended the
regular Sunday services of her church;
otherwise she had not gone
to the village for weeks. It was
unusual that none of her
churchmen or friends had called upon her of late; but it was
neglect for which she was glad. Judkins and his boy riders had
experienced no difficulty in driving the white herd. So these
warm July days were free of worry, and soon Jane hoped she had
passed the
crisis; and for her to hope was
presently to trust,
and then to believe. She thought often of Venters, but in a
dreamy,
abstract way. She spent hours teaching and playing with
little Fay. And the activity of her mind centered around
Lassiter. The direction she had given her will seemed to blunt
any branching off of thought from that straight line. The mood
came to obsess her.
In the end, when her
awakening came, she
learned that she had
builded better than she knew. Lassiter, though kinder and gentler
than ever, had parted with his
quaint humor and his
coldness and
his tranquillity to become a
restless and
unhappy man. Whatever
the power of his
deadlyintent toward Mormons, that
passion now
had a rival, the one
equally burning and consuming. Jane
Withersteen had one moment of
exultation before the dawn of a
strange
uneasiness. What if she had made of herself a lure, at
tremendous cost to him and to her, and all in vain!
That night in the
moonlit grove she summoned all her courage and,
turning suddenly in the path, she faced Lassiter and leaned close
to him, so that she touched him and her eyes looked up to his.
"Lassiter!...Will you do anything for me?"
In the
moonlight she saw his dark, worn face change, and by that
change she seemed to feel him
immovable as a wall of stone.
Jane slipped her hands down to the swinging gun-sheaths, and when
she had locked her fingers around the huge, cold handles of the
guns, she trembled as with a chilling
ripple over all her body.
"May I take your guns?"
"Why?" he asked, and for the first time to her his voice carried
a harsh note. Jane felt his hard, strong hands close round her
wrists. It was not
wholly with
intent that she leaned toward him,
for the look of his eyes and the feel of his hands made her weak.
"It's no trifle--no woman's whim--it's deep--as my heart. Let me
take them?"
"Why?"
"I want to keep you from killing more men--Mormons. You must let
me save you from more wickedness--more
wanton bloodshed--" Then
the truth forced itself falteringly from her lips. "You
must--let--help me to keep my vow to Milly Erne. I swore to
her--as she lay dying--that if ever any one came here to avenge
her--I swore I would stay his hand. Perhaps I--I alone can save
the--the man who--who--Oh, Lassiter!...I feel that I can't change
you--then soon you'll be out to kill--and you'll kill by
instinct--and among the Mormons you kill will be the
one--who...Lassiter, if you care a little for me--let me--for my
sake--let me take your guns!"
As if her hands had been those of a child, he unclasped their
clinging grip from the handles of his guns, and, pushing her
away, he turned his gray face to her in one look of terrible
realization and then
strode off into the shadows of the
cottonwoods.
When the first shock of her
futileappeal to Lassiter had passed,
Jane took his cold, silent
condemnation and
abruptdeparture not
so much as a
refusal to her
entreaty as a hurt and stunned
bitterness for her attempt at his betrayal. Upon further thought
and slow
consideration of Lassiter's past actions, she believed
he would return and
forgive her. The man could not be hard to a
woman, and she doubted that he could stay away from her. But at
the point where she had hoped to find him vulnerable see now
began to fear he was proof against all
persuasion. The iron and
stone quality that she had early suspected in him had actually
cropped out as an impregnable
barrier. Nevertheless, if Lassiter
remained in Cottonwoods she would never give up her hope and
desire to change him. She would change him if she had to
sacrifice everything dear to her except hope of heaven.
Passionately
devoted as she was to her religion, she had yet
refused to marry a Mormon. But a situation had developed
whereinself paled in the great white light of religious duty of the
highest order. That was the leading
motive, the
divinely
spiritual one; but there were other
motives, which, like
tentacles, aided in
drawing her will to the
acceptance of a
possible abnegation. And through the watches of that sleepless
night Jane Withersteen, in fear and sorrow and doubt, came
finally to believe that if she must throw herself into Lassiter's
arms to make him abide by "Thou shalt not kill!" she would yet do
well.
In the morning she expected Lassiter at the usual hour, but she
was not able to go at once to the court, so she sent little Fay.
Mrs. Larkin was ill and required attention. It appeared that the
mother, from the time of her
arrival at Withersteen House, had
relaxed and was slowly losing her hold on life. Jane had believed
that
absence of worry and
responsibility coupled with good
nursing and comfort would mend Mrs. Larkin's broken health. Such,
however, was not the case.
When Jane did get out to the court, Fay was there alone, and at
the moment embarking on a
dubiousvoyage down the stone-lined
amber
stream upon a craft of two brooms and a pillow. Fay was as
delightfully wet as she could possibly wish to get.
Clatter of hoofs distracted Fay and interrupted the scolding she
was gleefully receiving from Jane. The sound was not the
light-spirited trot that Bells made when Lassiter rode him into
the outer court. This was slower and heavier, and Jane did not
recognize in it any of her other horses. The appearance of Bishop
Dyer startled Jane. He dismounted with his rapid, jerky motion
flung the
bridle, and, as he turned toward the inner court and
stalked up on the stone flags, his boots rang. In his
authoritative front, and in the red anger unmistakably
flaming in
his face, he reminded Jane of her father.