length in getting the boat
afloat; for it had grounded with the falling
tide. Nisbet took one of the oars and ordered the steersman to go close
under the guns of the
battery, that they might be safe from its
tremendous fire. Hearing his voice, Nelson roused himself, and desired
to be lifted up in the boat that he might look about him. Nisbet raised
him up; but nothing could be seen except the firing of the guns on
shore, and what could be discerned by their flashes upon a stormy sea.
In a few minutes a general
shriek was heard from the crew of the FOX,
which had received a shot under water, and went down. Ninety-seven men
were lost in her: 83 were saved, many by Nelson himself, whose exertions
on this occasion greatly increased the pain and danger of his wound. The
first ship which the boat could reach happened to be the SEAHORSE; but
nothing could induce him to go on board, though he was
assured that if
they attempted to row to another ship it might be at the risk of his
life. "I had rather suffer death," he replied, "than alarm Mrs.
Freemantle, by letting her see me in this state, when I can give her no
tidings
whatever of her husband." They pushed on for the THESEUS. When
they came
alongside he peremptorily refused all
assistance in getting on
board, so
impatient was he that the boat should return, in hopes that it
might save a few more from the FOX. He desired to have only a single
rope thrown over the side, which he twisted round his left hand,
saying"Let me alone; I have yet my legs left and one arm. Tell the
surgeon to
make haste and get his instruments. I know I must lose my right arm, so
the sooner it is off the better." The spirit which he displayed in
jumping up the ship's side astonished everybody.
Freemantle had been
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severely wounded in the right arm soon after the
admiral. He was
fortunate enough to find a boat on the beach, and got
instantly to his ship. Thompson was wounded: Bowen killed, to the great
regret of Nelson: as was also one of his own officers, Lieutenant
Weatherhead, who had followed him from the AGAMEMNON, and whom he
greatly and deservedly esteemed. Troubridge,
meantime,
fortunately for
his party, missed the mole in the darkness, but pushed on shore under
the batteries, close to the south end of the
citadel. Captain Waller, of
the EMERALD, and two or three other boats, landed at the same time. The
surf was so high that many others put back. The boats were
instantlyfilled with water and stove against the rocks; and most of the
ammunition in the men's pouches was wetted. Having collected a few men
they pushed on to the great square, hoping there to find the
admiral and
the rest of the force. The ladders were all lost, so that they could
make no immediate attempt on the
citadel; but they sent a
sergeant with
two of the town's-people to
summon it: this
messenger never returned;
and Troubridge having waited about an hour in
painfulexpectation of his
friends, marched to join Captains Hood and Miller, who had effected
their
landing to the south-west. They then endeavoured to
procure some
intelligence of the
admiral and the rest of the officers, but without
success. By
daybreak they had gathered together about eighty marines,
eighty pikemen, and one hundred and eighty small-arm seamen; all the
survivors of those who had made good their
landing. They
obtained some
ammunition from the prisoners whom they had taken, and marched on to try
what could be done at the
citadel without ladders. They found all the
streets commanded by field-pieces, and several thousand Spaniards, with
about a hundred French, under arms, approaching by every avenue. Finding
himself without provisions, the powder wet, and no
possibility of
obtaining either stores or reinforcements from the ships, the boats
being lost, Troubridge with great presence of mind, sent Captain Samuel
Hood with a flag of truce to the
governor to say he was prepared to burn
the town, and would
instantly set fire to it if the Spaniards approached
one inch nearer. This, however, if he were compelled to do it, he should
do with regret, for he had no wish to
injure the inhabitants;and he was
ready to treat upon these terms--that the British troops should re-
embark, with all their arms of every kind, and take their own boats, if
they were saved, or be provided with such others as might be wanting;
they, on their part, engaging that the
squadron should not
molest the
town, or any of the Canary Islands: all prisoners on both sides to be
given up. When these terms were proposed the
governor made answer, that
the English ought to
surrender as prisoners of war; but Captain Hood
replied, he was instructed to say, that if the terms were not accepted
in five minutes, Captain Troubridge would set the town on fire and
attack the Spaniards at the point of the
bayonet. Satisfied with his
success, which was indeed
sufficiently complete, and
respecting, like a
brave and
honourable man, the gallantry of his enemy, the Spaniard
acceded to the proposal, found boats to re-embark them, their own
having all been dashed to pieces in
landing, and before they parted gave
every man a loaf and a pint of wine.
"And here," says Nelson in his
journal, "it is right we should notice
the noble and
generous conduct of Don Juan Antonio Gutierrez, the Spanish
governor. The moment the terms were agreed to, he directed our wounded men
to be received into the hospitals, and all our people to be supplied with
the best provisions that could be
procured; and made it known that
the ships were at liberty to send on shore and purchase
whateverrefreshments they were in want of during the time they might be off the
island." A youth, by name Don Bernardo Collagon, stripped himself of his
shirt to make bandages for one of those Englishmen against whom, not an
hour before, he had been engaged in battle. Nelson wrote to thank the
governor for the
humanity which he had displayed. Presents were
interchanged between them. Sir Horatio offered to take
charge of his
despatches for the Spanish Government, and thus
actually became the first
messenger to Spain of his own defeat.
The total loss of the English in killed, wounded, and drowned,
amounted to 250. Nelson made no mention of his own wound in his official
despatches; but in a private letter to Lord St. Vincent--the first which
he wrote with his left hand--he shows himself to have been deeply
affected by the
failure of this
enterprise. "I am become," he said, "a
burthen to my friends, and
useless to my country; but by my last letter
you will
perceive my
anxiety for the
promotion of my son-in-law, Josiah
Nisbet. When I leave your command I become dead to the world--"I go
hence, and am no more seen." If from poor Bowen's loss, you think it
proper to
oblige me, I rest
confident you will do it. The boy is under
obligations to me, but he repaid me by bringing me from the mole of
Santa Cruz. I hope you will be able to give me a
frigate to
convey the
remains of my
carcass to England." "A left-handed
admiral," he said
in a
subsequent letter, "will never again be considered as useful;
therefore the sooner I get to a very
humblecottage the better, and make
room for a sounder man to serve the state." His first letter to Lady
Nelson was written under the same opinion, but in a more cheerful
strain. "It was the chance of war," said he, "and I have great reason to
be
thankful: and I know it will add much to your pleasure to find that
Josiah, under God's
providence, was
principallyinstrumental in saving
my life. I shall not be surprised if I am neglected and forgotten:
probably I shall no longer be considered as useful; however, I shall
feel rich if I continue to enjoy your
affection. I beg neither you nor
my father will think much of this
mishap; my mind has long been made up
to such an event."
His son-in-law, according to his wish, was immediately promoted; and
honours enough to heal his wounded spirit awaited him in England.
Letters were addressed to him by the first lord of the Admiralty, and by
his steady friend the Duke of Clarence, to
congratulate him on his
return, covered as he was with glory. He
assured the Duke, in his reply,
that not a scrap of that
ardour with which he had
hitherto served his
king had been shot away. The freedom of the cities of Bristol and London
were transmitted to him; he was invested with the Order of the Bath, and
received a
pension of L1000 a-year. The
memorial which, as a matter of
form, he was called upon to present on this occasion, exhibited an
extraordinary
catalogue of services performed during the war. It stated
that he had been in four actions with the fleets of the enemy, and in
three actions with boats employed in cutting out of harbour, in
destroying vessels, and in
taking three towns. He had served on shore
with the army four months, and commanded the batteries at the sieges of
Basti and Calvi: he had assisted at the
capture of seven sail of the
line, six
frigates, four corvettes, and eleven privateers: taken and
destroyed near fifty sail of merchant vessels, and
actually been engaged
against the enemy
upwards of a hundred and twenty times, in which
service he had lost his right eye and right arm, and been
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severelywounded and bruised in his body.
His
sufferings from the lost limb were long and
painful. A nerve had
been taken up in one of the ligatures at the time of the operation; and
the ligature, according to the practice of the French
surgeons, was of
silk instead of waxed thread; this produced a
constantirritation and
dis
charge; and the ends of the ligature being pulled every day, in hopes