when I remember that I descanted
principally on my
appetite, and
that it must have been by that time more than eighteen hours since
Father Michael had so much as broken bread, I can well understand
that he would find an
earthlysavour in my conversation. But his
manner, though superior, was
exquisitelygracious; and I find I
have a lurking
curiosity as to Father Michael's past.
The whet administered, I was left alone for a little in the
monastery garden. This is no more than the main court, laid out in
sandy paths and beds of parti-coloured dahlias, and with a fountain
and a black
statue of the Virgin in the centre. The buildings
stand around it four-square, bleak, as yet unseasoned by the years
and weather, and with no other features than a belfry and a pair of
slated gables. Brothers in white, brothers in brown, passed
silently along the sanded alleys; and when I first came out, three
hooded monks were kneeling on the
terrace at their prayers. A
naked hill commands the
monastery upon one side, and the wood
commands it on the other. It lies exposed to wind; the snow falls
off and on from October to May, and sometimes lies six weeks on
end; but if they stood in Eden, with a
climate like heaven's, the
buildings themselves would offer the same
wintry and cheerless
aspect; and for my part, on this wild September day, before I was
called to dinner, I felt
chilly in and out.
When I had eaten well and
heartily, Brother Ambrose, a
heartyconversible Frenchman (for all those who wait on strangers have the
liberty to speak), led me to a little room in that part of the
building which is set apart for MM. LES RETRAITANTS. It was clean
and whitewashed, and furnished with
strict necessaries, a crucifix,
a bust of the late Pope, the IMITATION in French, a book of
religious meditations, and the LIFE OF ELIZABETH SETON, evangelist,
it would appear, of North America and of New England in particular.
As far as my experience goes, there is a fair field for some more
evangelisation in these quarters; but think of Cotton Mather! I
should like to give him a
reading of this little work in heaven,
where I hope he dwells; but perhaps he knows all that already, and
much more; and perhaps he and Mrs. Seton are the dearest friends,
and
gladly unite their voices in the
everlasting psalm. Over the
table, to conclude the inventory of the room, hung a set of
regulations for MM. LES RETRAITANTS: what services they should
attend, when they were to tell their beads or
meditate, and when
they were to rise and go to rest. At the foot was a
notable N.B.:
'LE TEMPS LIBRE EST EMPLOYE A L'EXAMEN DE CONSCIENCE, A LA
CONFESSION, A FAIRE DE BONNES RESOLUTIONS, ETC.' To make good
resolutions, indeed! You might talk as fruitfully of making the
hair grow on your head.
I had
scarce explored my niche when Brother Ambrose returned. An
English
boarder, it appeared, would like to speak with me. I
professed my
willingness, and the friar ushered in a fresh, young,
little Irishman of fifty, a
deacon of the Church, arrayed in
strictcanonicals, and wearing on his head what, in default of knowledge,
I can only call the
ecclesiastical shako. He had lived seven years
in
retreat at a
convent of nuns in Belgium, and now five at Our
Lady of the Snows; he never saw an English newspaper; he spoke
French imperfectly, and had he
spoken it like a native, there was
not much chance of conversation where he dwelt. With this, he was
a man eminently sociable,
greedy of news, and simple-minded like a
child. If I was pleased to have a guide about the
monastery, he
was no less
delighted to see an English face and hear an English
tongue.
He showed me his own room, where he passed his time among
breviaries, Hebrew Bibles, and the Waverley Novels. Thence he led
me to the cloisters, into the chapter-house, through the vestry,
where the brothers' gowns and broad straw hats were
hanging up,
each with his religious name upon a board - names full of legendary
suavity and interest, such as Basil, Hilarion, Raphael, or
Pacifique; into the library, where were all the works of Veuillot
and Chateaubriand, and the ODES ET BALLADES, if you please, and
even Moliere, to say nothing of
innumerable fathers and a great
variety of local and general historians. Thence my good Irishman
took me round the workshops, where brothers bake bread, and make
cartwheels, and take photographs; where one superintends a
collection of curiosities, and another a
gallery of rabbits. For
in a Trappist
monastery each monk has an
occupation of his own
choice, apart from his religious duties and the general labours of
the house. Each must sing in the choir, if he has a voice and ear,
and join in the haymaking if he has a hand to stir; but in his
private hours, although he must be occupied, he may be occupied on
what he likes. Thus I was told that one brother was engaged with
literature; while Father Apollinaris busies himself in making
roads, and the Abbot employs himself in
binding books. It is not
so long since this Abbot was consecrated, by the way; and on that
occasion, by a special grace, his mother was permitted to enter the
chapel and
witness the
ceremony of
consecration. A proud day for
her to have a son a mitred abbot; it makes you glad to think they
let her in.
In all these journeyings to and fro, many silent fathers and
brethren fell in our way. Usually they paid no more regard to our
passage than if we had been a cloud; but sometimes the good
deaconhad a
permission to ask of them, and it was granted by a peculiar
movement of the hands, almost like that of a dog's paws in
swimming, or refused by the usual
negative signs, and in either
case with lowered eyelids and a certain air of contrition, as of a
man who was steering very close to evil.
The monks, by special grace of their Abbot, were still
taking two
meals a day; but it was already time for their grand fast, which
begins somewhere in September and lasts till Easter, and during
which they eat but once in the twenty-four hours, and that at two
in the afternoon, twelve hours after they have begun the toil and
vigil of the day. Their meals are
scanty, but even of these they
eat sparingly; and though each is allowed a small carafe of wine,
many
refrain from this
indulgence. Without doubt, the most of
mankind grossly overeat themselves; our meals serve not only for
support, but as a
hearty and natural
diversion from the labour of
life. Yet, though
excess may be hurtful, I should have thought
this Trappist regimen
defective. And I am astonished, as I look
back, at the
freshness of face and
cheerfulness of manner of all
whom I
beheld. A happier nor a healthier company I should
scarcesuppose that I have ever seen. As a matter of fact, on this bleak
upland, and with the
incessantoccupation of the monks, life is of
an
uncertain tenure, and death no infrequent
visitor, at Our Lady
of the Snows. This, at least, was what was told me. But if they
die easily, they must live healthily in the
meantime, for they
seemed all firm of flesh and high in colour; and the only morbid
sign that I could observe, an
unusual brilliancy of eye, was one
that served rather to increase the general
impression of vivacity
and strength.
Those with whom I spoke were singularly sweet-tempered, with what I
can only call a holy
cheerfulness in air and conversation. There
is a note, in the direction to
visitors, telling them not to be
offended at the curt speech of those who wait upon them, since it
is proper to monks to speak little. The note might have been
spared; to a man the hospitallers were all brimming with innocent
talk, and, in my experience of the
monastery, it was easier to
begin than to break off a conversation. With the
exception of
Father Michael, who was a man of the world, they showed themselves
full of kind and
healthy interest in all sorts of subjects - in
politics, in voyages, in my sleeping-sack - and not without a
certain pleasure in the sound of their own voices.
As for those who are re
stricted to silence, I can only wonder how
they bear their
solemn and cheerless
isolation. And yet, apart
from any view of mortification, I can see a certain
policy, not
only in the
exclusion of women, but in this vow of silence. I have
had some experience of lay phalansteries, of an
artistic, not to
say a bacchanalian
character; and seen more than one association
easily formed and yet more easily dispersed. With a Cistercian
rule, perhaps they might have lasted longer. In the neighbourhood
of women it is but a touch-and-go association that can be formed
among defenceless men; the stronger
electricity is sure to triumph;
the dreams of
boyhood, the schemes of youth, are
abandoned after an
interview of ten minutes, and the arts and sciences, and