She
hurried from the
cellar, while the child
wearily coiled
herself up for sleep. The rain was falling heavily, as the
woman, pail in hand, emerged from the mouth of the alley, and
turned down the narrow street, that stretched out, long and
black, miles before her. Here and there a
flicker of gas
lighted an
uncertain space of muddy footwalk and
gutter; the
long rows of houses, except an
occasional lager-bier shop, were
closed; now and then she met a band of millhands skulking to or
from their work.
Not many even of the inhabitants of a manufacturing town know
the vast machinery of
system by which the bodies of
workmen are
governed, that goes on unceasingly from year to year. The hands
of each mill are divided into watches that
relieve each other as
regularly as the sentinels of an army. By night and day the
work goes on, the unsleeping engines groan and
shriek, the fiery
pools of metal boil and surge. Only for a day in the week, in
half-courtesy to public
censure, the fires are
partially veiled;
but as soon as the clock strikes
midnight, the great
furnaces
break forth with renewed fury, the clamor begins with fresh,
breathless vigor, the engines sob and
shriek like "gods in
pain."
As Deborah
hurried down through the heavy rain, the noise of
these thousand engines sounded through the sleep and shadow of
the city like
far-offthunder. The mill to which she was going
lay on the river, a mile below the city-limits. It was far, and
she was weak, aching from
standing twelve hours at the spools.
Yet it was her almost
nightly walk to take this man his supper,
though at every square she sat down to rest, and she knew she
should receive small word of thanks.
Perhaps, if she had possessed an artist's eye, the picturesque
oddity of the scene might have made her step
stagger less, and
the path seem shorter; but to her the mills were only "summat
deilish to look at by night."
The road leading to the mills had been quarried from the solid
rock, which rose
abrupt and bare on one side of the cinder-
covered road, while the river,
sluggish and black, crept past on
the other. The mills for rolling iron are simply
immense tent-
like roofs, covering acres of ground, open on every side.
Beneath these roofs Deborah looked in on a city of fires, that
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fiercely in the night. Fire in every horrible
form: pits of flame waving in the wind;
liquid metal-flames
writhing in tortuous streams through the sand; wide caldrons
filled with boiling fire, over which bent
ghastly wretches
stirring the strange brewing; and through all, crowds of half-
clad men, looking like revengeful ghosts in the red light,
hurried, throwing masses of glittering fire. It was like a
street in Hell. Even Deborah muttered, as she crept through,
"looks like t' Devil's place!" It did,--in more ways than one.
She found the man she was looking for, at last, heaping coal on
a
furnace. He had not time to eat his supper; so she went
behind the
furnace, and waited. Only a few men were with him,
and they noticed her only by a "Hyur comes t'hunchback, Wolfe."
Deborah was
stupid with sleep; her back pained her
sharply; and
her teeth chattered with cold, with the rain that soaked her
clothes and dripped from her at every step. She stood, however,
patiently
holding the pail, and waiting.
"Hout, woman! ye look like a drowned cat. Come near to the
fire,"--said one of the men, approaching to
scrape away the
ashes.
She shook her head. Wolfe had forgotten her. He turned,
hearing the man, and came closer.
"I did no' think; gi' me my supper, woman.
She watched him eat with a
painfuleagerness. With a woman's
quick
instinct, she saw that he was not hungry,--was eating to
please her. Her pale,
watery eyes began to gather a strange
light.
"Is't good, Hugh? T' ale was a bit sour, I feared."
"No, good enough." He hesitated a moment. "Ye're tired, poor
lass! Bide here till I go. Lay down there on that heap of ash,
and go to sleep."
He threw her an old coat for a pillow, and turned to his work.
The heap was the refuse of the burnt iron, and was not a hard
bed; the half-smothered
warmth, too, penetrated her limbs,
dulling their pain and cold shiver.
Miserable enough she looked, lying there on the ashes like a
limp, dirty rag,--yet not an un
fitting figure to crown the scene
of
hopelessdiscomfort and veiled crime: more
fitting, if one
looked deeper into the heart of things, at her thwarted woman's
form, her colorless life, her waking stupor that smothered pain
and hunger,--even more fit to be a type of her class. Deeper
yet if one could look, was there nothing worth
reading in this
wet, faded thing, halfcovered with ashes? no story of a soul
filled with groping
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passionate love,
heroic unselfishness,
fiercejealousy? of years of weary
trying to please the one
human being whom she loved, to gain one look of real heart-
kindness from him? If anything like this were
hidden beneath
the pale, bleared eyes, and dull, washed-out-looking face, no
one had ever taken the trouble to read its faint signs: not the
half-clothed
furnace-tender, Wolfe, certainly. Yet he was kind
to her: it was his nature to be kind, even to the very rats
that swarmed in the
cellar: kind to her in just the same way.
She knew that. And it might be that very knowledge had given to
her face its
apathy and
vacancy more than her low, torpid life.
One sees that dead,
vacant look steal sometimes over the rarest,
finest of women's faces,--in the very midst, it may be, of their
warmest summer's day; and then one can guess at the secret of
intolerable
solitude that lies hid beneath the
delicate laces
and
brilliant smile. There was no
warmth, no brilliancy, no
summer for this woman; so the stupor and
vacancy had time to
gnaw into her face perpetually. She was young, too, though no
one guessed it; so the gnawing was the
fiercer.
She lay quiet in the dark corner, listening, through the
monotonous din and
uncertain glare of the works, to the dull
plash of the rain in the far distance, shrinking back whenever
the man Wolfe happened to look towards her. She knew, in spite
of all his kindness, that there was that in her face and form
which made him
loathe the sight of her. She felt by
instinct,
although she could not
comprehend it, the finer nature of the
man, which made him among his fellow-
workmen something unique,
set apart. She knew, that, down under all the vileness and
coarseness of his life, there was a groping
passion for
whateverwas beautiful and pure, that his soul sickened with
disgust at
her
deformity, even when his words were kindest. Through this
dull
consciousness, which never left her, came, like a sting,
the
recollection of the dark blue eyes and lithe figure of the
little Irish girl she had left in the
cellar. The
recollectionstruck through even her
stupidintellect with a vivid glow of
beauty and of grace. Little Janey, timid,
helpless, clinging to
Hugh as her only friend: that was the sharp thought, the bitter
thought, that drove into the glazed eyes a
fierce light of pain.
You laugh at it? Are pain and
jealousy less
savage realities
down here in this place I am
taking you to than in your own
house or your own heart,--your heart, which they
clutch at
sometimes? The note is the same, I fancy, be the octave high or
low.
If you could go into this mill where Deborah lay, and drag out
from the hearts of these men the terrible
tragedy of their
lives,
taking it as a
symptom of the disease of their class, no
ghost Horror would
terrify you more. A
reality of soul-
starvation, of living death, that meets you every day under the
besotted faces on the street,--I can paint nothing of this, only
give you the outside outlines of a night, a
crisis in the life
of one man:
whatever muddy depth of soul-history lies beneath
you can read according to the eyes God has given you.