Wolfe, while Deborah watched him as a spaniel its master, bent
over the
furnace with his iron pole,
unconscious of her
scrutiny, only stopping to receive orders. Physically, Nature
had promised the man but little. He had already lost the
strength and
instinct vigor of a man, his muscles were thin, his
nerves weak, his face ( a meek, woman's face)
haggard, yellow
with
consumption. In the mill he was known as one of the girl-
men: "Molly Wolfe" was his sobriquet. He was never seen in the
cockpit, did not own a terrier, drank but seldom; when he did,
desperately. He fought sometimes, but was always thrashed,
pommelled to a jelly. The man was game enough, when his blood
was up: but he was no favorite in the mill; he had the taint of
school-learning on him,--not to a dangerous
extent, only a
quarter or so in the free-school in fact, but enough to ruin him
as a good hand in a fight.
For other reasons, too, he was not popular. Not one of
themselves, they felt that, though outwardly as
filthy and ash-
covered; silent, with foreign thoughts and longings breaking out
through his quietness in
innumerable curious ways: this one,
for
instance. In the
neighboringfurnace-buildings lay great
heaps of the refuse from the ore after the pig-metal is run.
Korl we call it here: a light, porous substance, of a
delicate,
waxen, flesh-colored tinge. Out of the blocks of this korl,
Wolfe, in his off-hours from the
furnace, had a habit of
chipping and
moulding figures,--hideous,
fantastic enough, but
sometimes
strangely beautiful: even the mill-men saw that,
while they jeered at him. It was a curious fancy in the man,
almost a
passion. The few hours for rest he spent hewing and
hacking with his blunt knife, never
speaking, until his watch
came again,--working at one figure for months, and, when it was
finished, breaking it to pieces perhaps, in a fit of
disappointment. A morbid,
gloomy man, untaught, unled, left to
feed his soul in grossness and crime, and hard, grinding labor.
I want you to come down and look at this Wolfe,
standing there
among the lowest of his kind, and see him just as he is, that
you may judge him
justly when you hear the story of this night.
I want you to look back, as he does every day, at his birth in
vice, his starved
infancy; to remember the heavy years he has
groped through as boy and man,--the slow, heavy years of
constant, hot work. So long ago he began, that he thinks
sometimes he has worked there for ages. There is no hope that
it will ever end. Think that God put into this man's soul a
fiercethirst for beauty,--to know it, to create it; to
be--something, he knows not what,--other than he is. There are
moments when a passing cloud, the sun glinting on the purple
thistles, a kindly smile, a child's face, will rouse him to a
passion of pain,--when his nature starts up with a mad cry of
rage against God, man,
whoever it is that has forced this vile,
slimy life upon him. With all this groping, this mad desire, a
great blind
intellect stumbling through wrong, a
loving poet's
heart, the man was by habit only a
coarse,
vulgar laborer,
familiar with sights and words you would blush to name. Be
just: when I tell you about this night, see him as he is. Be
just,--not like man's law, which seizes on one isolated fact,
but like God's judging angel, whose clear, sad eye saw all the
countless cankering days of this man's life, all the countless
nights, when, sick with starving, his soul fainted in him,
before it judged him for this night, the saddest of all.
I called this night the
crisis of his life. If it was, it stole
on him unawares. These great turning-days of life cast no
shadow before, slip by
unconsciously. Only a
trifle, a little
turn of the
rudder, and the ship goes to heaven or hell.
Wolfe, while Deborah watched him, dug into the
furnace of
melting iron with his pole, dully thinking only how many rails
the lump would yield. It was late,--nearly Sunday morning;
another hour, and the heavy work would be done, only the
furnaces to
replenish and cover for the next day. The
workmen