her
recovery, not
considering that he was engaged in profound
thought, and
therefore his
countenance would naturally wear an
earnest look. Presently she sent Katy to get her some drink, not
because she wanted it, but to
procure her
absence for a short
time.
"Do you think I shall get well?" asked Mrs. Redburn, as soon as
the door closed behind Katy.
"A person who is very sick, is of course, always in danger, which
may be more or less imminent," replied the doctor, with
professional indirectness.
"I beg of you, doctor, do not
conceal from me my true situation."
"I cannot
foresee the result, my good woman."
"Do you think there is any hope for me?"
"Certainly there is."
"Tell me, I
implore you, what you think of my case," pleaded the
sufferer, in
feeble tones. "I felt this morning that my end was
very near."
"O, no; it is not so bad as that. I should say you had as many as
five chances in ten to be on your feet in a fortnight."
"Do you think so?"
"I do not regard your case as a
critical one."
"I wish you had told me so last night. It would have saved my
poor child a very bitter pang."
"I was not aware that you thought yourself alarmingly sick, or I
certainly should; for such an opinion on your part would do more
to bring about a fatal result than could be counteracted by the
most skilful
treatment. A
physician does not hold the issues of
life and death; he can only
assist nature, as the patient may by
a
cheerful view of his case. This is not your old
complaint; you
have taken cold, and have
considerable fever; but I think it is a
very
hopeful case."
The return of Katy interrupted the conversation; but the doctor's
opinion was immediately
imparted to her, and it sent a
thrill of
joy to her heart.
"I was low-spirited this morning, Katy," said Mrs. Redburn, when
the
physician had gone. "I really felt as though my end was
rapidly approaching. I am sorry I mentioned my thoughts to you."
"It was all for the best, I suppose," replied Katy.
But Mrs. Redburn was very sick; and even now the disease might
have a fatal
termination. The best of care would be required to
restore her to health, and Katy was very
anxious. Her mother was
still
suffering the most acute pain.
The doctor had left a prescription, and Katy was again obliged to
call in Mrs. Howard while she went to the apothecary's to
procureit; but the good woman declared she was glad to come, and would
bring her work and stay all the
forenoon. The medicine, when
obtained, to some
extent relieved the sufferer's pain.
As her presence was not required in the
chamber, Katy went
down-stairs to what she called the candy room. She had an hour or
two to spare, and she put on the
kettle with the
intention of
making a part of the next day's candy. She was nearly worn out by
watching and
anxiety, and not fit to perform such hard work; but
weak and weary as she felt, her spirit was still
earnest, and she
resolutely commenced her labors.
At noon she had made half the quantity required. Mrs. Howard was
then obliged to go home, and attend to her own family, for she
had two children besides Tommy, who had not yet returned from the
East Indies. Mrs. Redburn was very
restless during the afternoon,
and could not be left alone for more than a short time at once.
Mrs. Howard had promised to come again in the evening, and make
the rest of the candy; but Charley came home from school quite
sick,
seemingly threatened with the
scarlet fever, so that she
could not keep her promise. Mrs. Sneed, however, dropped in, and
consented to remain for two hours, which enabled Katy to make the
rest of the candy.
By this time the poor girl was completely worn out. Her resolute
will, even, could no longer
impart its strength to the body. Her
mother worried sadly about her, and finally induced her to lie
down on the bed by her side, on condition that she should be
awakened in an hour. In this manner she obtained a few hours'
sleep during the night; but these
severe labors were a fearful
task to be
imposed upon a mere child.
The next day Mrs. Redburn, who could not fail to observe Katy's
pale face and
sunken eye, fretted so much about her that she was
obliged to promise she would not attempt to make any more candy.
Mrs. Howard's son was still very sick, so that she was
unable to
render much
assistance. The rest of the neighbors, though kindly
disposed, had their own families to care for, and could do very
little for others.
With what slight aid her friends could afford, Katy struggled
through a week, when Dr. Flynch appeared, and demanded the rent.
There was but little more than money enough left to pay it, but
Katy would not ask him for any
indulgence, and paid him in full.
In a few days more the purse was empty. Katy's most dreaded hour
had come. She had no money, and almost every day some new thing
was required for her mother. But this time she had friends, and
she determined to use them, as all true friends wish to be used
in the day of sorrow and trial. After
considerabledebate with
herself, she
decided to apply to Mrs. Gordon for a loan of twenty
dollars. She was still poor and proud, and she could not endure
the thought of asking a loan, which might be regarded as a gift,
or which, by her own
inability to pay it, might
virtually become
such;
therefore she proposed to present her father's silver watch
as
security for the
payment of the debt.
CHAPTER XIX.
KATY RESORTS TO A LOAN.
Katy was not at all pleased with the
mission which her duty
seemed to
impose upon her. Again she felt the crushing weight of
poverty, and pride rose up to throw obstacles in her path. She
was a child of twelve, and to ask a loan of twenty dollars,
though she offered sufficient
security for the
payment of the
debt, seemed like demanding a great deal of her friends--like
inviting them to
repose a vast
amount of confidence in her
ability and
honesty. They would not want the watch; it would be
of no value to them; and the more she considered the matter, the
more like an act of
charity appeared the favor she was about to
ask.
More than once on her way to Temple Street did she stop short,
resolved to get the money of some other person--the
grocer, Mr.
Sneed, or even of a pawnbroker; but as often she rebuked the
pride that tormented her like a demon, and went forward again.
She stood some time at Mrs. Gordon's door before she had the
resolution to ring the bell.
"What right have I to be so proud?" said she, grasping the bell
handle. "I must get this money, or my mother may suffer."
She rang with a force that must have astonished Michael, and led
him to think some
extraordinarycharacter had arrived; for he ran
to the door at full speed, and burst out into a
violent fit of
laughter, when he saw no one but the little candy merchant.
"Good morning, to you, Katy. Are you
nervous this morning?" said
he.
"Good morning, Michael. I am not very
nervous."
"I thought you would pull down the bell," he added,
good-naturedly.
"I didn't mean to, Michael; I hope you will excuse me if I did
any harm."
"Not a bit of harm; but you're looking as sober as a
deacon. What