"It is very hard work to pull it."
"I won't mind that."
"Suppose you can make it, how will you sell it?" asked Mrs.
Redburn, casting an
anxious glance at the
enthusiastic little
girl.
"O, I shall take a box, and offer it to the folks that pass along
the streets."
"Are you crazy, Katy?" exclaimed the mother, raising her head on
the bed. "Do you think I could permit you to do such a thing?"
"Why not, mother?"
"What a life for a child to lead! Do you think I could let you
wander about the streets exposed to the
insults and rude jests of
the
vicious and
thoughtless? You do not understand what you
propose."
"I think I do, mother. I don't see any harm in selling candy to
those who are
willing to buy."
"Perhaps there is no harm in the mere act of selling candy; but
what a life for you to lead! It makes me
shudder to think of it."
"It is your pride, mother."
"I am
thankful I have: some pride left, Katy."
"But mother, we can't be poor and proud. We haven't got any money
to proud with."
"I am proud, I know; I wish I could
banish it," replied Mrs.
Redburn, with a deep sigh.
"Let me try the plan, mother, and if I can't get along with it, I
will give it up."
"It will subject you to a great many trials and temptations."
"I can manage them, mother."
"Can you
submit to the
insults of evil-minded persons?"
"Yes, mother; no
decent person would
insult me and I don't care
for others. I can pity them, and run away from them. I am not
afraid of anything. Do let me try."
Mrs. Redburn saw that Katy was too
earnest to be thwarted; that,
impelled by a noble purpose, she had set her heart upon making
the attempt, and she did not like to
disappoint her. It is true,
she
keenly felt the
degradation of such a life, and even feared
that Katy might be led
astray while pursuing such an occupation;
but she gave a
reluctant consent,
trusting that one or two
experiments would
disgust her with the business.
Katy clapped her hands with joy as her mother's scruples gave
way, and she found herself at liberty to carry her plan into
execution. It seemed to her as though she had crossed the
threshold of fortune and had
actually entered the great temple.
She had an opportunity to accomplish a great work, and her
enthusiasm would not permit her to doubt in regard to her final
success.
"I must begin now, mother, and make all the candy this afternoon,
so that I can
commence selling it early to-morrow morning. I will
go to the
grocery now and get the
molasses."
"Poor child; you have nothing to get it with. We have no money;
you did not think of that."
"Yes, I did, and I have the money to buy the
molasses. I borrowed
it," replied Katy, evincing some confusion.
"You borrowed it? Pray who would lend you money?"
"Miss Grace Gordon."
"Did you borrow it, Katy?" asked Mrs. Redburn, casting a
reproachful glance at her.
"Yes, mother, I did. I would not accept money now, after what you
have said to me. Miss Grace wanted to give it to me; but I told
her I could not take it. She laughed at me, and I said I was poor
and proud. She would make me take it, and said so much, that, at
last, I told her if she would lend it to me, I would take it."
"It was the same as a gift," said Mrs. Redburn, blushing with
shame at the thought of accepting alms.
"No, it wasn't; she may think it was, but I mean to pay her, and
I shall pay her; I know I shall."
"If you can," sighed the proud mother.
"I shall be able to pay her soon, for I mean to sell lots of
candy."
"You may be
disappointed."
"No: I am sure I shall sell a good deal; I mean to make people
buy. I shall talk up smart to them just as the shopkeepers do; I
am going to tell them what candy it is, and that their little
sons and daughters will like it very much."
"You are beside yourself, Katy. It pains me to hear you talk so.
It is sad to think a child of mine should
relish such an
employment as that in which you are going to engage."
"Do you remember the book my Sunday-school teacher gave me last
New Year's day, mother? It was all about false pride; I want you
to read it, mother. We can't afford to be so proud."
"Go and get your
molasses. Katy," replied Mrs. Redburn, who could
not but
acknowledge the truth of her daughter's remarks.
She had read the book alluded to, and was not
willing to confront
the arguments it had put in the mouth of her child. She was
conscious that her pride, which made a
humble occupation
repulsive to her, was a false pride. If it could have been
carried on in private, it would not have seemed so galling. For
years she had been a recluse from society, mingling only with her
humble neighbors, and with them no more than her circumstances
required. She had labored in
solitude, and shunned
observation as
much as possible, by carrying her work back and forth in the
evening. Years of hard toil had not familiarized her with the
circumstances of her lot. She tried to be
humble and submissive,
but the memory of her early days could not be
driven away.
Katy returned in a few minutes with the jug of
molasses. She
bustled round and made up a good fire, got the
kettle on, and
everything in
readiness for the work. Her mother gave her
directions how to proceed; but Katy could
impart to her none of
her own
enthusiasm.
When the
molasses had been cooked enough, she was ready to
commence the pulling, which was the most difficult part in the
manufacture of her
merchandise. Then she found that her trials
had indeed
commenced. At first the
sticky mass, in spite of the
butter and the flour with which she had
plentifully daubed her
hands, was as
obstinate as a mule. It would not work one way or
another; now it melted down, and stuck to her fingers, and then
it became as solid as a rock. She fretted some at these crosses,
and as her spirits sank, her mother's rose, for she thought
Katy's
resolution would not hold out long enough for her to
complete the experiment. But she underrated the
energy of the
devoted girl, who, in the face of every
discouragement, stuck to
the candy with as much zeal as the candy stuck to her.
As is almost always the case with those who persevere to the end,
Katy soon won a
partialtriumph, which gladdened her heart, and
gave her courage to continue her
trying labors. She had worked a
portion of the mass into candy--clear, light-colored, inviting
candy. Columbus felt no prouder of his
achievement when he had
crossed the Atlantic, or, Napoleon when he had crossed the Alps.
She danced for joy as she gazed upon the clear, straight sticks
of candy, as they were arranged in the pan. It was a great
conquest for her; but at what a sacrifice it had been won! Her
little hands,
unused to such hard work, were blistered in a dozen
places, and smarted as though they had been scalded with boiling
water. She showed them to her mother, who begged her not to do