But at the best of times she was not demonstrative; and perhaps
that very
coldness was part of her charm in the
placid Davidson's
eyes. Women are loved for all sorts of reasons and even for
characteristics which one would think repellent. She was watching
him and nursing her suspicions.
"Then, one day, Monkey-faced Ritchie called on that sweet, shy Mrs.
Davidson. She had come out under his care, and he considered
himself a
privileged person - her oldest friend in the tropics. He
posed for a great
admirer of hers. He was always a great
chatterer. He had got hold of the story rather
vaguely, and he
started chattering on that subject, thinking she knew all about it.
And in due course he let out something about Laughing Anne.
"'Laughing Anne,' says Mrs. Davidson with a start. 'What's that?'
Ritchie plunged into circumlocution at once, but she very soon
stopped him. 'Is that creature dead?' she asks.
"'I believe so,' stammered Ritchie. 'Your husband says so.'
"'But you don't know for certain?'
"'No! How could I, Mrs. Davidson!'
"'That's all wanted to know,' says she, and goes out of the room.
"When Davidson came home she was ready to go for him, not with
common voluble
indignation, but as if trickling a
stream of cold
clear water down his back. She talked of his base intrigue with a
vile woman, of being made a fool of, of the
insult to her
dignity.
"Davidson begged her to listen to him and told her all the story,
thinking that it would move a heart of stone. He tried to make her
understand his
remorse. She heard him to the end, said 'Indeed!'
and turned her back on him.
"'Don't you believe me?' he asked, appalled.
"She didn't say yes or no. All she said was, 'Send that brat away
at once.'
"'I can't throw him out into the street,' cried Davidson. 'You
don't mean it.'
"'I don't care. There are
charitable institutions for such
children, I suppose.'
"'That I will never do,' said Davidson.
"'Very well. That's enough for me.'
"Davidson's home after this was like a silent,
frozen hell for him.
A
stupid woman with a sense of
grievance is worse than an unchained
devil. He sent the boy to the White Fathers in Malacca. This was
not a very
expensive sort of education, but she could not forgive
him for not casting the
offensive child away utterly. She worked
up her sense of her wifely wrongs and of her injured
purity to such
a pitch that one day, when poor Davidson was pleading with her to
be
reasonable and not to make an impossible
existence for them
both, she turned on him in a chill
passion and told him that his
very sight was
odious to her.
"Davidson, with his scrupulous
delicacy of feeling, was not the man
to
assert his rights over a woman who could not bear the sight of
him. He bowed his head; and
shortly afterwards arranged for her to
go back to her parents. That was exactly what she wanted in her
outraged
dignity. And then she had always disliked the tropics and
had detested
secretly the people she had to live
amongst as
Davidson's wife. She took her pure,
sensitive, mean little soul
away to Fremantle or somewhere in that direction. And of course
the little girl went away with her too. What could poor Davidson
have done with a little girl on his hands, even if she had
consented to leave her with him - which is unthinkable.
"This is the story that has spoiled Davidson's smile for him -
which perhaps it wouldn't have done so
thoroughly had he been less
of a good fellow."
Hollis ceased. But before we rose from the table I asked him if he
knew what had become of Laughing Anne's boy.
He counted carefully the change handed him by the Chinaman waiter,
and raised his head.
"Oh! that's the finishing touch. He was a bright,
taking little
chap, as you know, and the Fathers took very special pains in his
bringing up. Davidson expected in his heart to have some comfort
out of him. In his
placid way he's a man who needs affection.
Well, Tony has grown into a fine youth - but there you are! He
wants to be a
priest; his one dream is to be a
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missionary. The
Fathers assure Davidson that it is a serious
vocation. They tell
him he has a special
disposition for
mission work, too. So
Laughing Anne's boy will lead a saintly life in China somewhere; he
may even become a
martyr; but poor Davidson is left out in the
cold. He will have to go downhill without a single human affection
near him because of these old dollars."
Jan. 1914
Footnotes:
(1) The
gallows,
supposed to be widowed of the last executed
criminal and
waiting for another.
End