have a house in London and in the country, and
entertain us all
splendidly. She's so eminently fitted for it. She has such hosts
of
distinguished friends! And then - this instead! . . . My heart
really aches."
Her well-bred if
anxiouswhisper was covered by the voice of
professor Moorsom discoursing subtly down the short length of the
dinner table on the Impermanency of the Measurable to his venerable
disciple. It might have been a chapter in a new and popular book
of Moorsonian
philosophy. Patriarchal and
delighted, old Dunster
leaned forward a little, his eyes shining youthfully, two spots of
colour at the roots of his white beard; and Renouard, glancing at
the senile
excitement, recalled the words heard on those subtle
lips, adopted their scorn for his own, saw their truth before this
man ready to be amused by the side of the grave. Yes!
Intellectual debauchery in the froth of existence! Froth and
fraud!
On the same side of the table Miss Moorsom never once looked
towards her father, all her grace as if
frozen, her red lips
compressed, the faintest rosiness under her dazzling complexion,
her black eyes burning
motionless, and the very coppery gleams of
light lying still on the waves and undulation of her hair.
Renouard fancied himself overturning the table, smashing crystal
and china, treading fruit and flowers under foot, seizing her in
his arms, carrying her off in a
tumult of shrieks from all these
people, a silent frightened
mortal, into some
profoundretreat as
in the age of Cavern men. Suddenly everybody got up, and he
hastened to rise too,
finding himself out of
breath and quite
unsteady on his feet.
On the
terrace the
philosopher, after
lighting a cigar, slipped his
hand condescendingly under his "dear young friend's" arm. Renouard
regarded him now with the
profoundest
mistrust. But the great man
seemed really to have a
liking for his young friend - one of those
mysterious sympathies, disregarding the differences of age and
position, which in this case might have been explained by the
failure of
philosophy to meet a very real worry of a practical
kind.
After a turn or two and some
casual talk the professor said
suddenly: "My late son was in your school - do you know? I can
imagine that had he lived and you had ever met you would have
understood each other. He too was inclined to action."
He sighed, then, shaking off the
mournful thought and with a nod at
the dusky part of the
terrace where the dress of his daughter made
a
luminous stain: "I really wish you would drop in that quarter a
few
sensible, discouraging words."
Renouard disengaged himself from that most perfidious of men under
the
pretence of
astonishment, and stepping back a pace -
"Surely you are making fun of me, Professor Moorsom," he said with
a low laugh, which was really a sound of rage.
"My dear young friend! It's no subject for jokes, to me. . . You
don't seem to have any notion of your prestige," he added, walking
away towards the chairs.
"Humbug!" thought Renouard,
standing still and looking after him.
"And yet! And yet! What if it were true?"
He
advanced then towards Miss Moorsom. Posed on the seat on which
they had first
spoken to each other, it was her turn to watch him
coming on. But many of the windows were not lighted that evening.
It was dark over there. She appeared to him
luminous in her clear
dress, a figure without shape, a face without features, awaiting
his approach, till he got quite near to her, sat down, and they had
exchanged a few
insignificant words. Gradually she came out like a
magic
painting of charm,
fascination, and desire, glowing
mysteriously on the dark
background. Something imperceptible in
the lines of her attitude, in the modulations of her voice, seemed
to
soften that
suggestion of calm
unconscious pride which enveloped
her always like a
mantle. He,
sensitive like a bond slave to the
moods of the master, was moved by the subtle relenting of her grace
to an
infinitetenderness. He fought down the
impulse to seize her
by the hand, lead her down into the garden away under the big
trees, and throw himself at her feet uttering words of love. His
emotion was so strong that he had to cough
slightly, and not
knowing what to talk to her about he began to tell her of his
mother and sisters. All the family were coming to London to live
there, for some little time at least.
"I hope you will go and tell them something of me. Something
seen," he said pressingly.
By this
miserable subterfuge, like a man about to part with his
life, he hoped to make her remember him a little longer.
"Certainly," she said. "I'll be glad to call when I get back. But
that 'when' may be a long time."
He heard a light sigh. A cruel
jealouscuriosity made him ask -
"Are you growing weary, Miss Moorsom?"
A silence fell on his low
spoken question.
"Do you mean heart-weary?" sounded Miss Moorsom's voice. "You
don't know me, I see."
"Ah! Never despair," he muttered.
"This, Mr. Renouard, is a work of
reparation. I stand for truth
here. I can't think of myself."
He could have taken her by the
throat for every word seemed an
insult to his
passion; but he only said -
"I never doubted the - the -
nobility of your purpose."
"And to hear the word
wearinesspronounced in this connection
surprises me. And from a man too who, I understand, has never
counted the cost."
"You are pleased to tease me," he said, directly he had recovered
his voice and had mastered his anger. It was as if Professor
Moorsom had dropped
poison in his ear which was spreading now and
tainting his
passion, his very
jealousy. He
mistrusted every word
that came from those lips on which his life hung. "How can you
know anything of men who do not count the cost?" he asked in his
gentlest tones.
"From hearsay - a little."
"Well, I assure you they are like the others, subject to suffering,
victims of spells. . . ."
"One of them, at least, speaks very strangely."
She dismissed the subject after a short silence. "Mr. Renouard, I
had a
disappointment this morning. This mail brought me a letter
from the widow of the old
butler - you know. I expected to learn
that she had heard from - from here. But no. No letter arrived
home since we left."
Her voice was calm. His
jealousy couldn't stand much more of this
sort of talk; but he was glad that nothing had turned up to help
the search; glad
blindly, unreasonably - only because it would keep
her longer in his sight - since she wouldn't give up.
"I am too near her," he thought, moving a little further on the
seat. He was afraid in the revulsion of feeling of flinging
himself on her hands, which were lying on her lap, and covering
them with kisses. He was afraid. Nothing, nothing could shake
that spell - not if she were ever so false,
stupid, or degraded.
She was fate itself. The
extent of his
misfortune plunged him in
such a stupor that he failed at first to hear the sound of voices
and footsteps inside the drawing-room. Willie had come home - and
the Editor was with him.
They burst out on the
terrace babbling noisily, and then pulling
themselves together stood still,
surprising - and as if themselves
surprised.
CHAPTER VII
They had been feasting a poet from the bush, the latest discovery
of the Editor. Such discoveries were the business, the vocation,
the pride and delight of the only
apostle of letters in the
hemisphere, the
solitarypatron of
culture, the Slave of the Lamp -
as he subscribed himself at the bottom of the
weeklyliterary page
of his paper. He had had no difficulty in persuading the virtuous
Willie (who had
festive instincts) to help in the good work, and