They held hard. An
outburst of unchained fury, a
vicious rush of
the wind
absolutely steadied the ship; she rocked only, quick and
light like a child's
cradle, for a
terrific moment of
suspense,
while the whole
atmosphere, as it seemed, streamed
furiously past
her, roaring away from the tenebrous earth.
It suffocated them, and with eyes shut they tightened their
grasp. What from the
magnitude of the shock might have been a
column of water
runningupright in the dark, butted against the
ship, broke short, and fell on her
bridge, crushingly, from on
high, with a dead burying weight.
A flying
fragment of that
collapse, a mere
splash, enveloped them
in one swirl from their feet over their heads, filling violently
their ears, mouths and nostrils with salt water. It knocked out
their legs, wrenched in haste at their arms, seethed away swiftly
under their chins; and
opening their eyes, they saw the piled-up
masses of foam
dashing to and fro
amongst what looked like the
fragments of a ship. She had given way as if
driven straight in.
Their panting hearts yielded, too, before the
tremendous blow;
and all at once she
sprang up again to her
desperate plunging, as
if
trying to
scramble out from under the ruins.
The seas in the dark seemed to rush from all sides to keep her
back where she might
perish. There was hate in the way she was
handled, and a
ferocity in the blows that fell. She was like a
living creature thrown to the rage of a mob: hustled terribly,
struck at, borne up, flung down, leaped upon. Captain MacWhirr
and Jukes kept hold of each other, deafened by the noise, gagged
by the wind; and the great
physicaltumultbeating about their
bodies, brought, like an unbridled display of
passion, a
profoundtrouble to their souls. One of those wild and
appalling shrieks
that are heard at times passing
mysteriouslyoverhead in the
steady roar of a
hurricane, swooped, as if borne on wings, upon
the ship, and Jukes tried to outscream it.
"Will she live through this?"
The cry was wrenched out of his breast. It was as unintentional
as the birth of a thought in the head, and he heard nothing of it
himself. It all became
extinct at once -- thought, intention,
effort -- and of his cry the inaudible
vibration added to the
tempest waves of the air.
He expected nothing from it. Nothing at all. For indeed what
answer could be made? But after a while he heard with amazement
the frail and resisting voice in his ear, the dwarf sound,
unconquered in the giant
tumult.
"She may!"
It was a dull yell, more difficult to seize than a
whisper. And
presently the voice returned again, half submerged in the vast
crashes, like a ship battling against the waves of an ocean.
"Let's hope so!" it cried -- small,
lonely and
unmoved, a
stranger to the visions of hope or fear; and it flickered into
disconnected words: "Ship. . . . . This. . . . Never -- Anyhow .
. . for the best." Jukes gave it up.
Then, as if it had come suddenly upon the one thing fit to
withstand the power of a storm, it seemed to gain force and
firmness for the last broken shouts:
"Keep on hammering . . . builders . . . good men. . . . . And
chance it . . . engines. . . . Rout . . . good man."
Captain MacWhirr removed his arm from Jukes' shoulders, and
thereby ceased to exist for his mate, so dark it was; Jukes,
after a tense stiffening of every
muscle, would let himself go
limp all over. The gnawing of
profounddiscomfort existed side
by side with an
incredibledisposition to somnolence, as though
he had been buffeted and worried into drowsiness. The wind would
get hold of his head and try to shake it off his shoulders; his
clothes, full of water, were as heavy as lead, cold and dripping
like an
armour of melting ice: he shivered -- it lasted a long
time; and with his hands closed hard on his hold, he was letting
himself sink slowly into the depths of
bodilymisery. His mind
became concentrated upon himself in an
aimless, idle way, and
when something pushed
lightly at the back of his knees he nearly,
as the
saying is, jumped out of his skin.
In the start forward he bumped the back of Captain MacWhirr, who
didn't move; and then a hand gripped his thigh. A lull had come,
a menacing lull of the wind, the
holding of a stormy
breath --
and he felt himself pawed all over. It was the boatswain. Jukes
recognized these hands, so thick and
enormous that they seemed to
belong to some new
species of man.
The boatswain had arrived on the
bridge, crawling on all fours
against the wind, and had found the chief mate's legs with the
top of his head. Immediately he crouched and began to explore
Jukes' person
upwards with
prudent, apologetic touches, as became
an inferior.
He was an ill-favoured, undersized, gruff sailor of fifty,
coarsely hairy, short-legged, long-armed, resembling an elderly
ape. His strength was
immense; and in his great lumpy paws,
bulging like brown boxinggloves on the end of furry forearms, the
heaviest objects were handled like playthings. Apart from the
grizzled pelt on his chest, the menacing
demeanour and the hoarse
voice, he had none of the
classical attributes of his rating.
His good nature almost amounted to imbecility: the men did what
they liked with him, and he had not an ounce of
initiative in his
character, which was easy-going and talkative. For these reasons
Jukes disliked him; but Captain MacWhirr, to Jukes' scornful
disgust, seemed to regard him as a first-rate petty officer.
He pulled himself up by Jukes' coat,
taking that liberty with the
greatest
moderation, and only so far as it was forced upon him by
the
hurricane.
"What is it, boss'n, what is it?" yelled Jukes, impatiently.
What could that fraud of a boss'n want on the
bridge? The
typhoon had got on Jukes' nerves. The husky bellowings of the
other, though unintelligible, seemed to suggest a state of lively
satisfaction.
There could be no mistake. The old fool was pleased with
something.
The boatswain's other hand had found some other body, for in a
changed tone he began to inquire: "Is it you, sir? Is it you,
sir?" The wind strangled his howls.
"Yes!" cried Captain MacWhirr.
IV
ALL that the boatswain, out of a superabundance of yells, could
make clear to Captain MacWhirr was the bizarre
intelligence that
"All them Chinamen in the fore 'tween deck have fetched away,
sir."
Jukes to leeward could hear these two shouting within six inches
of his face, as you may hear on a still night half a mile away
two men conversing across a field. He heard Captain MacWhirr's
exasperated "What? What?" and the strained pitch of the other's
hoarseness. "In a lump . . . seen them myself. . . . Awful
sight, sir . . . thought . . . tell you."
Jukes remained
indifferent, as if rendered irresponsible by the
force of the
hurricane, which made the very thought of action
utterly vain. Besides, being very young, he had found the
occupation of keeping his heart completely steeled against the
worst so engrossing that he had come to feel an overpowering
dislike towards any other form of activity
whatever. He was not
scared; he knew this because,
firmly believing he would never see
another
sunrise, he remained calm in that belief.
These are the moments of do-nothing heroics to which even good
men
surrender at times. Many officers of ships can no doubt
recall a case in their experience when just such a
trance of
confounded stoicism would come all at once over a whole ship's
company. Jukes, however, had no wide experience of men or storms.
He conceived himself to be calm -- inexorably calm; but as a
matter of fact he was daunted; not abjectly, but only so far as a
decent man may, without becoming
loathsome to himself.
It was rather like a forced-on
numbness of spirit. The long, long
stress of a gale does it; the
suspense of the interminably
culminating
catastrophe; and there is a
bodilyfatigue in the
mere
holding on to
existence within the
excessivetumult; a