enough for him. And yet, somehow, nothing ever seems to go right
in this ship. I tell you what: she is naturally unhandy."
The "old man," of course, was his captain, who just then came on
deck in a silk hat and brown
overcoat, and, with a civil nod to us,
went
ashore. He was certainly not more than thirty, and the
elderly mate, with a murmur to me of "That's my old man," proceeded
to give instances of the natural unhandiness of the ship in a sort
of deprecatory tone, as if to say, "You mustn't think I bear a
grudge against her for that."
The instances do not matter. The point is that there are ships
where things DO go wrong; but
whatever the ship - good or bad,
lucky or
unlucky - it is in the forepart of her that her chief mate
feels most at home. It is
emphatically HIS end of the ship,
though, of course, he is the
executivesupervisor of the whole.
There are HIS
anchors, HIS headgear, his foremast, his station for
manoeuvring when the captain is in
charge. And there, too, live
the men, the ship's hands, whom it is his duty to keep employed,
fair weather or foul, for the ship's
welfare. It is the chief
mate, the only figure of the ship's afterguard, who comes bustling
forward at the cry of "All hands on deck!" He is the satrap of
that
province in the autocratic realm of the ship, and more
personally
responsible for anything that may happen there.
There, too, on the approach to the land, assisted by the boatswain
and the
carpenter, he "gets the
anchors over" with the men of his
own watch, whom he knows better than the others. There he sees the
cable ranged, the windlass disconnected, the compressors opened;
and there, after giving his own last order, "Stand clear of the
cable!" he waits
attentive, in a silent ship that forges slowly
ahead towards her picked-out berth, for the sharp shout from aft,
"Let go!" Instantly bending over, he sees the
trusty iron fall
with a heavy
plunge under his eyes, which watch and note whether it
has gone clear.
For the
anchor "to go clear" means to go clear of its own chain.
Your
anchor must drop from the bow of your ship with no turn of
cable on any of its limbs, else you would be riding to a foul
anchor. Unless the pull of the cable is fair on the ring, no
anchor can be trusted even on the best of
holding ground. In time
of
stress it is bound to drag, for implements and men must be
treated fairly to give you the "virtue" which is in them. The
anchor is an
emblem of hope, but a foul
anchor is worse than the
most fallacious of false hopes that ever lured men or nations into
a sense of
security. And the sense of
security, even the most
warranted, is a bad councillor. It is the sense which, like that
exaggerated feeling of
well-beingominous of the coming on of
madness, precedes the swift fall of
disaster. A
seaman labouring
under an undue sense of
security becomes at once worth hardly half
his salt. Therefore, of all my chief officers, the one I trusted
most was a man called B-. He had a red moustache, a lean face,
also red, and an
uneasy eye. He was worth all his salt.
On examining now, after many years, the residue of the feeling
which was the
outcome of the
contact of our personalities, I
discover, without much surprise, a certain flavour of dislike.
Upon the whole, I think he was one of the most uncomfortable
shipmates possible for a young
commander. If it is permissible to
criticise the
absent, I should say he had a little too much of the
sense of in
security which is so
invaluable in a
seaman. He had an
extremely disturbing air of being everlastingly ready (even when
seated at table at my right hand before a plate of salt beef) to
grapple with some
impendingcalamity. I must
hasten to add that he
had also the other
qualification necessary to make a trustworthy
seaman - that of an
absolute confidence in himself. What was
really wrong with him was that he had these qualities in an
unrestful degree. His
eternallywatchfuldemeanour, his jerky,
nervous talk, even his, as it were, determined silences, seemed to
imply - and, I believe, they did imply - that to his mind the ship
was never safe in my hands. Such was the man who looked after the
anchors of a less than five-hundred-ton barque, my first command,
now gone from the face of the earth, but sure of a tenderly
remembered
existence as long as I live. No
anchor could have gone
down foul under Mr. B-'s
piercing eye. It was good for one to be
sure of that when, in an open roadstead, one heard in the cabin the
wind pipe up; but still, there were moments when I detested Mr. B-
exceedingly. From the way he used to glare sometimes, I fancy that
more than once he paid me back with interest. It so happened that
we both loved the little barque very much. And it was just the
defect of Mr. B-'s inestimable qualities that he would never
persuade himself to believe that the ship was safe in my hands. To
begin with, he was more than five years older than myself at a time
of life when five years really do count, I being twenty-nine and he
thirty-four; then, on our first leaving port (I don't see why I
should make a secret of the fact that it was Bangkok), a bit of
manoeuvring of mine
amongst the islands of the Gulf of Siam had
given him an unforgettable scare. Ever since then he had nursed in
secret a bitter idea of my utter recklessness. But upon the whole,
and unless the grip of a man's hand at
parting means nothing
whatever, I conclude that we did like each other at the end of two
years and three months well enough.
The bond between us was the ship; and
therein a ship, though she
has
female attributes and is loved very unreasonably, is different
from a woman. That I should have been
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tremendouslysmitten with my
first command is nothing to wonder at, but I suppose I must admit
that Mr. B-'s
sentiment was of a higher order. Each of us, of
course, was
extremelyanxious about the good appearance of the
beloved object; and, though I was the one to glean compliments
ashore, B- had the more
intimate pride of feeling, resembling that
of a
devoted handmaiden. And that sort of
faithful and proud
devotion went so far as to make him go about flicking the dust off
the varnished teak-wood rail of the little craft with a silk
pocket-handkerchief - a present from Mrs. B-, I believe.
That was the effect of his love for the barque. The effect of his
admirable lack of the sense of
security once went so far as to make
him remark to me: "Well, sir, you ARE a lucky man!"
It was said in a tone full of
significance, but not exactly
offensive, and it was, I suppose, my innate tact that prevented my
asking, "What on earth do you mean by that?"
Later on his meaning was illustrated more fully on a dark night in
a tight corner during a dead on-shore gale. I had called him up on
deck to help me consider our
extremelyunpleasant situation. There
was not much time for deep thinking, and his summing-up was: "It
looks pretty bad,
whichever we try; but, then, sir, you always do
get out of a mess somehow."
VI.
It is difficult to disconnect the idea of ships'
anchors from the
idea of the ship's chief mate - the man who sees them go down clear
and come up sometimes foul; because not even the most unremitting
care can always prevent a ship, swinging to winds and tide, from
taking an
awkward turn of the cable round stock or fluke. Then the
business of "getting the
anchor" and securing it afterwards is
unduly prolonged, and made a
weariness to the chief mate. He is
the man who watches the growth of the cable - a sailor's
phrasewhich has all the force,
precision, and imagery of technical
language that, created by simple men with keen eyes for the real
aspect of the things they see in their trade, achieves the just
expression seizing upon the
essential, which is the
ambition of the
artist in words. Therefore the sailor will never say, "cast
anchor," and the ship-master aft will hail his chief mate on the
forecastle in impressionistic
phrase: "How does the cable grow?"
Because "grow" is the right word for the long drift of a cable
emerging aslant under the
strain, taut as a bow-string above the
water. And it is the voice of the
keeper of the ship's
anchors
that will answer: "Grows right ahead, sir," or "Broad on the bow,"
or
whateverconcise and deferential shout will fit the case.
There is no order more noisily given or taken up with lustier
shouts on board a homeward-bound merchant ship than the command,
"Man the windlass!" The rush of
expectant men out of the
forecastle, the snatching of hand-spikes, the tramp of feet, the