"You might tell me something of your life while you are
dressing," he suggested kindly.
I do not think I told him much of my life-story either then or
later. The talk of the select little party with which he made me
dine was
extremelyanimated and embraced most subjects under
heaven, from big-game shooting in Africa to the last poem
published in a very modernist
review, edited by the very young
and patronised by the highest society. But it never touched upon
"Almayer's Folly," and next morning, in uninterrupted obscurity,
this
inseparablecompanion went on rolling with me in the south-
east direction towards the Government of Kiev.
At that time there was an eight-hours' drive, if not more, from
the railway station to the country house which was my
destination.
"Dear boy" (these words were always written in English), so ran
the last letter from that house received in London,--"Get
yourself
driven to the only inn in the place, dine as well as you
can, and some time in the evening my own
confidential servant,
factotum and major-domo, a Mr. V.S. (I warn you he is of noble
extraction), will present himself before you, reporting the
arrival of the small
sledge which will take you here on the next
day. I send with him my heaviest fur, which I suppose with such
overcoats as you may have with you will keep you from freezing on
the road."
Sure enough, as I was dining, served by a Hebrew
waiter, in an
enormous barn-like bedroom with a
freshly painted floor, the door
opened and, in a travelling
costume of long boots, big sheep-skin
cap and a short coat girt with a leather belt, the Mr. V.S. (of
noble extraction), a man of about thirty-five, appeared with an
air of
perplexity on his open and moustachioed
countenance. I
got up from the table and greeted him in Polish, with, I hope,
the right shade of
consideration demanded by his noble blood and
his
confidential position. His face cleared up in a wonderful
way. It appeared that,
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notwithstanding my uncle's earnest
assurances, the good fellow had remained in doubt of our
under
standing each other. He imagined I would talk to him in
some foreign language. I was told that his last words on getting
into the
sledge to come to meet me shaped an
anxious exclamation:
"Well! Well! Here I am going, but God only knows how I am to
make myself understood to our master's
nephew."
We understood each other very well from the first. He took
charge of me as if I were not quite of age. I had a
delightfulboyish feeling of coming home from school when he muffled me up
next morning in an
enormous bear-skin travelling-coat and took
his seat protectively by my side. The
sledge was a very small
one and it looked utterly
insignificant, almost like a toy behind
the four big bays harnessed two and two. We three, counting the
coachman, filled it completely. He was a young fellow with clear
blue eyes; the high
collar of his
livery fur coat framed his
cheery
countenance and stood all round level with the top of his
head.
"Now, Joseph," my
companion addressed him, "do you think we shall
manage to get home before six?" His answer was that we would
surely, with God's help, and providing there were no heavy drifts
in the long stretch between certain villages whose names came
with an
extremely familiar sound to my ears. He turned out an
excellent
coachman with an
instinct for keeping the road amongst
the snow-covered fields and a natural gift of getting the best
out of his horses.
"He is the son of that Joseph that I suppose the Captain
remembers. He who used to drive the Captain's late grandmother
of holy memory," remarked V.S. busy tucking fur rugs about my
feet.
I remembered
perfectly the
trusty Joseph who used to drive my
grandmother. Why! he it was who let me hold the reins for the
first time in my life and allowed me to play with the great four-
in-hand whip outside the doors of the coach-house.
"What became of him?" I asked. "He is no longer serving, I
suppose."
"He served our master," was the reply. "But he died of
choleraten years ago now--that great
epidemic we had. And his wife died
at the same time--the whole houseful of them, and this is the
only boy that was left."
The MS. of "Almayer's Folly" was reposing in the bag under our
feet.
I saw again the sun
setting on the plains as I saw it in the
travels of my
childhood. It set, clear and red, dipping into the
snow in full view as if it were
setting on the sea. It was
twenty-three years since I had seen the sun set over that land;
and we drove on in the darkness which fell
swiftly upon the livid
expanse of snows till, out of the waste of a white earth joining
a bestarred sky, surged up black shapes, the clumps of trees
about a village of the Ukrainian plain. A
cottage or two glided
by, a low
interminable wall and then, glimmering and winking
through a
screen of fir-trees, the lights of the master's house.
That very evening the wandering MS. of "Almayer's Folly" was
unpacked and unostentatiously laid on the writing-table in my
room, the guest-room which had been, I was informed in an
affectedly
careless tone, awaiting me for some fifteen years or
so. It attracted no attention from the
affectionate presence
hovering round the son of the favourite sister.
"You won't have many hours to yourself while you are staying with
me, brother," he said--this form of address borrowed from the
speech of our
peasants being the usual expression of the highest
good
humour in a moment of
affectionate elation. "I shall be
always coming in for a chat."
As a matter of fact we had the whole house to chat in, and were
everlastingly intruding upon each other. I invaded the
retirement of his study where the
principal feature was a
colossal silver inkstand presented to him on his fiftieth year by
a
subscription of all his wards then living. He had been
guardian of many orphans of land-owning families from the three
southern provinces--ever since the year 1860. Some of them had
been my schoolfellows and playmates, but not one of them, girls
or boys, that I know of has ever written a novel. One or two
were older than myself--considerably older, too. One of them, a
visitor I remember in my early years, was the man who first put
me on
horseback, and his four-horse
bachelor turn-out, his
perfect horsemanship and general skill in manly exercises was one
of my earliest admirations. I seem to remember my mother looking
on from a colonnade in front of the dining-room windows as I was
lifted upon the pony, held, for all I know, by the very Joseph--
the groom attached
specially to my grandmother's service--who
died of
cholera. It was certainly a young man in a dark blue,
tail-less coat and huge Cossack
trousers, that being the
liveryof the men about the stables. It must have been in 1864, but
reckoning by another mode of calculating time, it was certainly
in the year in which my mother obtained
permission to travel
south and visit her family, from the exile into which she had
followed my father. For that, too, she had had to ask
permission, and I know that one of the conditions of that favour
was that she should be treated exactly as a condemned exile
herself. Yet a couple of years later, in memory of her eldest
brother who had served in the Guards and dying early left hosts
of friends and a loved memory in the great world of St.
Petersburg, some
influential personages procured for her this
permission--it was
officially called the "Highest Grace"--of a
three months' leave from exile.
This is also the year in which I first begin to remember my
mother with more distinctness than a mere
loving, wide-browed,