dissolution, and when I might easily have been engulfed in the maw
of the sea, had cast me upon those
barren rocks, would finally
direct some one to my relief.
If deprived of the society of my fellow creatures, and of the
conveniences of life, I could not but
reflect that my forlorn
situation was yet attended with some advantages. Of the whole
island, though small, I had
peaceable possession. No one, it was
probable, would ever appear to
dispute my claim, unless it were the
amphibious animals of the ocean. Since the island was almost
inaccessible, at night my
repose was not disturbed by continual
apprehension of the approach of cannibals or of beasts of prey.
Again and again I thanked God on my knees for these various and many
benefactions.
Yet is man ever a strange and unaccountable creature. I, who had
asked of God's mercy no more than putrid meat to eat and a
sufficiency of water not too brackish, was no sooner
blessed with an
abundance of cured meat and sweet water than I began to know
discontent with my lot. I began to want fire, and the
savour of
cooked meat in my mouth. And
continually I would discover myself
longing for certain delicacies of the palate such as were part of
the common daily fare on the home table at Elkton. Strive as I
would, ever my fancy eluded my will and wantoned in day-dreaming of
the good things I had eaten and of the good things I would eat if
ever I were rescued from my
lonely situation.
It was the old Adam in me, I suppose--the taint of that first father
who was the first rebel against God's commandments. Most strange is
man, ever insatiable, ever unsatisfied, never at peace with God or
himself, his days filled with restlessness and
useless endeavour,
his nights a glut of vain dreams of desires wilful and wrong. Yes,
and also I was much annoyed by my
craving for
tobacco. My sleep was
often a
torment to me, for it was then that my desires took licence
to rove, so that a thousand times I dreamed myself possessed of
hogsheads of
tobacco--ay, and of warehouses of
tobacco, and of
shiploads and of entire plantations of
tobacco.
But I revenged myself upon myself. I prayed God unceasingly for a
humble heart, and chastised my flesh with unremitting toil. Unable
to improve my mind, I determined to improve my
barren island. I
laboured four months at constructing a stone wall thirty feet long,
including its wings, and a dozen feet high. This was as a
protection to the hut in the periods of the great gales when all the
island was as a tiny petrel in the maw of the
hurricane. Nor did I
conceive the time misspent. Thereafter I lay snug in the heart of
calm while all the air for a hundred feet above my head was one
stream of gust-driven water.
In the third year I began me a
pillar of rock. Rather was it a
pyramid, four-square, broad at the base, sloping
upward not steeply
to the apex. In this fashion I was compelled to build, for gear and
timber there was none in all the island for the
construction of
scaffolding. Not until the close of the fifth year was my pyramid
complete. It stood on the
summit of the island. Now, when I state
that the
summit was but forty feet above the sea, and that the peak
of my pyramid was forty feet above the
summit, it will be
conceived
that I, without tools, had doubled the
stature of the island. It
might be urged by some unthinking ones that I interfered with God's
plan in the
creation of the world. Not so, I hold. For was not I
equally a part of God's plan, along with this heap of rocks
upjutting in the
solitude of ocean? My arms with which to work, my
back with which to bend and lift, my hands
cunning to
clutch and
hold--were not these parts too in God's plan? Much I pondered the
matter. I know that I was right.
In the sixth year I increased the base of my pyramid, so that in
eighteen months
thereafter the
height of my
monument was fifty feet
above the
height of the island. This was no tower of Babel. It
served two right purposes. It gave me a
lookout from which to scan
the ocean for ships, and increased the
likelihood of my island being
sighted by the
careless roving eye of any
seaman. And it kept my
body and mind in health. With hands never idle, there was small
opportunity for Satan on that island. Only in my dreams did he
torment me,
principally with visions of
varied foods and with
imagined
indulgence in the foul weed called
tobacco.
On the eighteenth day of the month of June, in the sixth year of my
sojourn on the island, I descried a sail. But it passed far to
leeward at too great a distance to discover me. Rather than
suffering
disappointment, the very appearance of this sail afforded
me the liveliest
satisfaction. It convinced me of a fact that I had
before in a degree doubted, to wit: that these seas were sometimes
visited by navigators.
Among other things, where the seals hauled up out of the sea, I
built wide-spreading wings of low rock walls that narrowed to a cul
de sac, where I might
conveniently kill such seals as entered
without exciting their fellows outside and without permitting any
wounded or frightening seal to escape and spread a contagion of
alarm. Seven months to this
structure alone were devoted.
As the time passed, I grew more
contented with my lot, and the devil
came less and less in my sleep to
torment the old Adam in me with
lawless visions of
tobacco and
savoury foods. And I continued to
eat my seal meat and call it good, and to drink the sweet rainwater
of which always I had plenty, and to be
grateful to God. And God
heard me, I know, for during all my term on that island I knew never
a moment of
sickness, save two, both of which were due to my
gluttony, as I shall later relate.
In the fifth year, ere I had convinced myself that the keels of
ships did on occasion
plough these seas, I began
carving on my oar
minutes of the more
remarkableincidents that had attended me since
I quitted the
peaceful shores of America. This I rendered as
intelligible and
permanent as possible, the letters being of the
smallest size. Six, and even five, letters were often a day's work
for me, so painstaking was I.
And, lest it should prove my hard fortune never to meet with the
long-wished opportunity to return to my friends and to my family at
Elkton, I engraved, or nitched, on the broad end of the oar, the
legend of my ill fate which I have already quoted near the beginning
of this narrative.
This oar, which had proved so serviceable to me in my destitute
situation, and which now contained a record of my own fate and that
of my shipmates, I spared no pains to
preserve. No longer did I
risk it in knocking seals on the head. Instead, I equipped myself
with a stone club, some three feet in length and of suitable
diameter, which occupied an even month in the fashioning. Also, to
secure the oar from the weather (for I used it in mild breezes as a
flagstaff on top of my pyramid from which to fly a flag I made me
from one of my precious shirts) I contrived for it a covering of
well-cured sealskins.
In the month of March of the sixth year of my
confinement I
experienced one of the most
tremendous storms that was perhaps ever
witnessed by man. It commenced at about nine in the evening, with
the approach of black clouds and a freshening wind from the south-
west, which, by eleven, had become a
hurricane, attended with
incessant peals of
thunder and the sharpest
lightning I had ever
witnessed.
I was not without
apprehension for the safety of the island. Over
every part the seas made a clean
breach, except of the
summit of my
pyramid. There the life was nigh
beaten and suffocated out of my
body by the drive of the wind and spray. I could not but be
sensible that my
existence was spared
solely because of my diligence
in erecting the pyramid and so doubling the
stature of the island.
Yet, in the morning, I had great reason for thankfulness. All my
saved rainwater was turned brackish, save that in my largest vessel
which was sheltered in the lee of the pyramid. By careful
economy I
knew I had drink sufficient until the next rain, no matter how
delayed, should fall. My hut was quite washed out by the seas, and
of my great store of seal meat only a
wretched, pulpy modicum
remained. Nevertheless I was agreeably surprised to find the rocks