against my will; she convinced me she no longer loved me, and I
was so
thoroughly satisfied of it, that I was
obliged to give her
no further
uneasiness, but to let her be quiet. Some time after
she wrote me this letter which I have lost; I
learned from it,
she had heard of the
correspondence I had with the other woman I
told you of, and that that was the reason of her change. As I
had then nothing further left to divide me, the Queen was well
enough satisfied with me; but the sentiments I have for her not
being of a nature to render me
incapable of other
engagements,
and love not being a thing that depends on our will, I fell in
love with Madam de Martigues, of whom I was
formerly a great
admirer, while she was with Villemontais, maid of honour to the
Queen-Dauphin; I have reason to believe she does not hate me; the
discretion I observe towards her, and which she does not wholly
know the reasons of, is very
agreeable to her; the Queen has not
the least
suspicion on her
account, but she has another
jealousy" target="_blank" title="n.妒忌;猜忌">
jealousywhich is not less troublesome; as Madam de Martigues is
constantly with the Queen-Dauphin, I go there much oftener than
usual; the Queen imagines that 'tis this Princess I am in love
with; the Queen-Dauphin's rank, which is equal to her own, and
the
superiority of her youth and beauty, create a
jealousy" target="_blank" title="n.妒忌;猜忌">
jealousy that
rises even to fury, and fills her with a
hatred against her
daughter-in-law that cannot be
concealed. The Cardinal of
Loraine, who, I believe has been long aspiring to the Queen's
favour, and would be glad to fill the place I possess, is, under
pretence of reconciling the two Queens, become master of the
differences between them; I doubt not but he has discovered the
true cause of the Queen's anger, and I believe he does me all
manner of ill offices, without letting her see that he designs
it. This is the condition my affairs are in at present; judge
what effect may be produced by the letter which I have lost, and
which I
unfortunately put in my pocket with design to
restore it
to Madam de Themines: if the Queen sees this letter, she will
know I have
deceived her; and that almost at the very same time
that I
deceived her for Madam de Themines, I
deceived Madam de
Themines for another; judge what an idea this will give her of
me, and whether she will ever trust me again. If she does not
see the letter, what shall I say to her? She knows it has been
given to the Queen-Dauphin; she will think Chatelart knew that
Queen's hand, and that the letter is from her; she will fancy the
person of whom the letter expresses a
jealousy" target="_blank" title="n.妒忌;猜忌">
jealousy, is perhaps
herself; in short, there is nothing which she may not think, and
there is nothing which I ought not to fear from her thoughts; add
to this, that I am
desperately in love with Madam de Martigues,
and that the Queen-Dauphin will certainly show her this letter,
which she will conclude to have been
lately writ. Thus shall I
be
equally embroiled both with the person I love most, and with
the person I have most cause to fear. Judge, after this, if I
have not reason to
conjure you to say the letter is yours, and to
beg of you to get it out of the Queen-Dauphin's hands."
"I am very well satisfied," answered the Duke de Nemours,
"that one cannot be in a greater
embarrassment than that you are
in, and it must be confessed you
deserve it; I have been accused
of being inconstant in my amours, and of having had several
intrigues at the same time, but you out-go me so far, that I
should not so much as have dared to imagine what you have
undertaken; could you
pretend to keep Madam de Themines, and be
at the same engaged with the Queen? did you hope to have an
engagement with the Queen, and be able to
deceive her? she is
both an Italian and a Queen, and by
consequence full of
jealousy" target="_blank" title="n.妒忌;猜忌">
jealousy,
suspicion, and pride. As soon as your good fortune, rather than
your good conduct, had set you at liberty from an
engagement you
was entangled in, you involved yourself in new ones, and you
fancied that in the midst of the Court you could be in love with
Madam de Martigues without the Queen's perceiving it: you could
not have been too careful to take from her the shame of having
made the first advances; she has a
violentpassion for you; you
have more
discretion than to tell it me, and I than to ask you to
tell it; it is certain she is
jealous of you, and has truth on
her side." "And does it belong to you," interrupted the
Viscount, "to load me with reprimands, and ought not your own
experience to make you indulgent to my faults?
However I grant I am to blame; but think, I
conjure you, how to
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- whereas [weər´æz] conj.鉴于;因此;而 (初中英语单词)
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- consequence [´kɔnsikwəns] n.结果;后果;推断 (初中英语单词)
- violent [´vaiələnt] a.强暴的;猛烈的 (初中英语单词)
- passion [´pæʃən] n.激情;激怒;恋爱 (初中英语单词)
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- correspondence [,kɔri´spɔndəns] n.通信;符合;相当 (高中英语单词)
- sincerely [sin´siəli] ad.真诚地;诚恳地 (高中英语单词)
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- hitherto [,hiðə´tu:] ad.至今,迄今 (高中英语单词)
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- inclination [,inkli´neiʃən] n.倾斜;爱好;天资 (高中英语单词)
- prudent [´pru:dənt] a.谨慎的;精明的 (高中英语单词)
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- desperately [´despəritli] ad.绝望地;拼命地 (高中英语单词)
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