At all events, he said nothing to
discredit my story, to which
they had all listened with
profound interest.
From that time it seemed to be tacitly agreed to let bygones be
bygones; and I could see that as the dangerous feeling that had
threatened my life diminished, the old pleasure they had once
found in my company returned. But my feelings towards them did
not change, nor could they while that black and terrible
suspicionconcerning Rima was in my heart. I talked again freely
with them, as if there had been no break in the old friendly
relations. If they watched me furtively
whenever I went out of
doors, I
affected not to see it. I set to work to
repair my rude
guitar, which had been broken in my
absence, and
studied to show
them a
cheerfulcountenance. But when alone, or in my
hammock,
hidden from their eyes, free to look into my own heart, then I
was
conscious that something new and strange had come into my
life; that a new nature, black and implacable, had taken the
place of the old. And sometimes it was hard to
conceal this fury
that burnt in me; sometimes I felt an
impulse to spring like a
tiger on one of the Indians, to hold him fast by the
throat until
the secret I wished to learn was forced from his lips, then to
dash his brains out against the stone. But they were many, and
there was no choice but to be
cautious and patient if I wished to
outwit them with a
cunning superior to their own.
Three days after my
arrival at the village, Kua-ko returned with
his
companion. I greeted him with
affectedwarmth, but was
really pleased that he was back, believing that if the Indians
knew anything of Rima he among them all would be most likely to
tell it.
Kua-ko appeared to have brought some important news, which he
discussed with Runi and the others; and on the following day I
noticed that preparations for an
expedition were in progress.
Spears and bows and arrows were got ready, but not blow-pipes,
and I knew by this that the
expedition would not be a hunting
one. Having discovered so much, also that only four men were
going out, I called Kua-ko aside and begged him to let me go with
them. He seemed pleased at the proposal, and at once
repeated it
to Runi, who considered for a little and then consented.
By and by he said,
touching his bow: "You cannot fight with our
weapons; what will you do if we meet an enemy?"
I smiled and returned that I would not run away. All I wished to
show him was that his enemies were my enemies, that I was ready
to fight for my friend.
He was pleased at my words, and said no more and gave me no
weapons. Next morning, however, when we set out before daylight,
I made the discovery that he was carrying my
revolver fastened to
his waist. He had
concealed it carefully under the one simple
garment he wore, but it bulged
slightly, and so the secret was
betrayed. I had never believed that he had lost it, and I was
convinced that he took it now with the object of putting it into
my hands at the last moment in case of meeting with an enemy.
From the village we travelled in a north-westerly direction, and
before noon camped in a grove of dwarf trees, where we remained
until the sun was low, then continued our walk through a rather
barren country. At night we camped again beside a small stream,
only a few inches deep, and after a meal of smoked meat and
parched maize prepared to sleep till dawn on the next day.
Sitting by the fire I
resolved to make a first attempt to
discover from Kua-ko anything
concerning Rima which might be
known to him. Instead of lying down when the others did, I
remained seated, my
guardian also sitting--no doubt
waiting for
me to lie down first. Presently I moved nearer to him and began
a conversation in a low voice,
anxious not to rouse the attention
of the other men.
"Once you said that Oalava would be given to me for a wife," I
began. "Some day I shall want a wife."
He nodded
approval, and remarked sententiously that the desire to
possess a wife was common to all men.
"What has been left to me?" I said despondingly and spreading
out my hands. "My
pistol gone, and did I not give Runi the
tinder-box, and the little box with a cock painted on it to you?
I had no return--not even the blow-pipe. How, then, can I get me
a wife?"
He, like the others--dull-witted
savage that he was--had come to
the
belief that I was
incapable of the
cunning and duplicity they
practiced. I could not see a green
parrot sitting silent and
motionless
amidst the green
foliage as they could; 1 had not
their preternatural keenness of sight; and, in like manner, to