as I had been, with a sense of disproportion between the
warmth of the
adoration felt and the nature of the woman,
whether as described or observed. She
diligently read and
marked her Bible; she was a tender nurse; she had a sense of
humour under strong control; she talked and found some
amusement at her (or rather at her husband's) dinner-parties.
It is
conceivable that even my
grandmother was amenable to the
seductions of dress; at least, I find her husband inquiring
anxiously about `the gowns from Glasgow,' and very careful to
describe the
toilet of the Princess Charlotte, whom he had
seen in church `in a Pelisse and Bonnet of the same colour of
cloth as the Boys' Dress jackets, trimmed with blue satin
ribbons; the hat or Bonnet, Mr. Spittal said, was a Parisian
slouch, and had a plume of three white feathers.' But all
this leaves a blank
impression, and it is rather by reading
backward in these old musty letters, which have moved me now
to
laughter and now to im
patience, that I glean occasional
glimpses of how she seemed to her contemporaries, and trace
(at work in her queer world of godly and
grateful parasites) a
mobile and responsive nature. Fashion moulds us, and
particularly women, deeper than we sometimes think; but a
little while ago, and, in some circles, women stood or fell by
the degree of their
appreciation of old pictures; in the early
years of the century (and surely with more reason) a character
like that of my
grandmother warmed, charmed, and subdued, like
a
strain of music, the hearts of the men of her own household.
And there is little doubt that Mrs. Smith, as she looked on at
the
domestic life of her son and her stepdaughter, and
numbered the heads in their increasing
nursery, must have
breathed
fervent thanks to her Creator.
Yet this was to be a family
unusually tried; it was not
for nothing that one of the godly women saluted Miss Janet
Smith as `a
veteran in affliction'; and they were all before
middle life
experienced in that form of service. By the 1st
of January 1808, besides a pair of still-born twins, children
had been born and still survived to the young couple. By the
11th two were gone; by the 28th a third had followed, and the
two others were still in danger. In the letters of a former
nurserymaid - I give her name, Jean Mitchell, HONORIS CAUSA -
we are enabled to feel, even at this distance of time, some of
the
bitterness of that month of bereavement.
`I have this day received,' she writes to Miss Janet,
`the
melancholy news of my dear babys' deaths. My heart is
like to break for my dear Mrs. Stevenson. O may she be
supported on this
trying occasion! I hope her other three
babys will be spared to her. O, Miss Smith, did I think when
I parted from my sweet babys that I never was to see them
more?' `I received,' she begins her next, `the
mournful news
of my dear Jessie's death. I also received the hair of my
three sweet babys, which I will
preserve as dear to their
memorys and as a token of Mr. and Mrs. Stevenson's friendship
and
esteem. At my
leisure hours, when the children are in
bed, they occupy all my thoughts, I dream of them. About two
weeks ago I dreamed that my sweet little Jessie came running
to me in her usual way, and I took her in my arms. O my dear
babys, were
mortal eyes permitted to see them in heaven, we
would not repine nor
grieve for their loss.'
By the 29th of February, the Reverend John Campbell, a
man of
obvious sense and human value, but
hateful to the
present
biographer, because he wrote so many letters and
conveyed so little information, summed up this first period of
affliction in a letter to Miss Smith: `Your dear sister but a
little while ago had a full
nursery, and the dear
blooming
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