under such considerations you are getting up your spirits. I
wish you would walk about, and by all means go to town, and do
not sit much at home.'
`INVERNESS, JULY 23RD.
`I am duly
favoured with your much-valued letter, and I
am happy to find that you are so much with my mother, because
that sort of
variety has a
tendency to occupy the mind, and to
keep it from brooding too much upon one subject. Sensibility
and
tenderness are certainly two of the most interesting and
pleasing qualities of the mind. These qualities are also none
of the least of the many endearingments of the female
character. But if that kind of
sympathy and pleasing
melancholy, which is familiar to us under
distress, be much
indulged, it becomes
habitual, and takes such a hold of the
mind as to
absorb all the other affections, and unfit us for
the duties and proper enjoyments of life. Resignation sinks
into a kind of peevish
discontent. I am far, however, from
thinking there is the least danger of this in your case, my
dear; for you have been on all occasions enabled to look upon
the fortunes of this life as under the direction of a higher
power, and have always preserved that
propriety and
consistency of conduct in all circumstances which endears your
example to your family in particular, and to your friends. I
am
therefore, my dear, for you to go out much, and to go to
the house up-stairs [he means to go up-stairs in the house, to
visit the place of the dead children], and to put yourself in
the way of the visits of your friends. I wish you would call
on the Miss Grays, and it would be a good thing upon a
Saturday to dine with my mother, and take Meggy and all the
family with you, and let them have their strawberries in town.
The tickets of one of the OLD-FASHIONED COACHES would take you
all up, and if the evening were good, they could all walk
down, excepting Meggy and little David.'
`INVERNESS, JULY 25TH, 11 P.M.
`Captain Wemyss, of Wemyss, has come to Inverness to go
the
voyage with me, and as we are
sleeping in a double-bedded
room, I must no longer transgress. You must remember me the
best way you can to the children.'
`ON BOARD OF THE LIGHTHOUSE YACHT, JULY 29TH.
`I got to Cromarty
yesterday about mid-day, and went to
church. It happened to be the sacrament there, and I heard a
Mr. Smith at that place conclude the service with a very
suitable
exhortation. There seemed a great concourse of
people, but they had rather an
unfortunate day for them at the
tent, as it rained a good deal. After drinking tea at the
inn, Captain Wemyss accompanied me on board, and we sailed
about eight last night. The wind at present being rather a
beating one, I think I shall have an opportunity of standing
into the bay of Wick, and leaving this letter to let you know
my progress and that I am well.'
`LIGHTHOUSE YACHT, STORNOWAY, AUGUST 4TH.
`To-day we had prayers on deck as usual when at sea. I
read the 14th chapter, I think, of Job. Captain Wemyss has
been in the habit of doing this on board his own ship,
agreeably to the Articles of War. Our passage round the Cape
[Cape Wrath] was rather a cross one, and as the wind was
northerly, we had a pretty heavy sea, but upon the whole have
made a good passage, leaving many vessels behind us in Orkney.
I am quite well, my dear; and Captain Wemyss, who has much
spirit, and who is much given to
observation, and a perfect
enthusiast in his
profession, enlivens the
voyage greatly.
Let me
entreat you to move about much, and take a walk with
the boys to Leith. I think they have still many places to see
there, and I wish you would
indulge them in this respect. Mr.
Scales is the best person I know for showing them the
sailcloth-weaving, etc., and he would have great pleasure in
undertaking this. My dear, I trust soon to be with you, and
that through the
goodness of God we shall meet all well.'
'There are two vessels lying here with emigrants for
America, each with eighty people on board, at all ages, from a
few days to
upwards of sixty! Their prospects must be very
forlorn to go with a
slender purse for distant and unknown
countries.'
`LIGHTHOUSE YACHT, OFF GREENOCK, AUG. 18TH.
`It was after CHURCH-TIME before we got here, but we had
prayers upon deck on the way up the Clyde. This has, upon the
whole, been a very good
voyage, and Captain Wemyss, who enjoys
it much, has been an excellent
companion; we met with
pleasure, and shall part with regret.'
Strange that, after his long experience, my
grandfathershould have
learned so little of the attitude and even the
dialect of the spiritually-minded; that after forty-four years
in a most religious
circle, he could drop without sense of
incongruity from a period of accepted phrases to `trust his
wife was GETTING UP HER SPIRITS,' or think to
reassure her as
to the
character of Captain Wemyss by mentioning that he had
read prayers on the deck of his
frigate `AGREEABLY TO THE
ARTICLES OF WAR'! Yet there is no doubt - and it is one of
the most
agreeable features of the kindly
series - that he was
doing his best to please, and there is little doubt that he
succeeded. Almost all my
grandfather's private letters have
been destroyed. This
correspondence has not only been
preserved entire, but stitched up in the same covers with the
works of the godly women, the Reverend John Campbell, and the
painful Mrs. Ogle. I did not think to mention the good dame,
but she comes in usefully as an example. Amongst the
treasures of the ladies of my family, her letters have been
honoured with a
volume to themselves. I read about a half of
them myself; then handed over the task to one of stauncher
resolution, with orders to
communicate any fact that should be
found to
illuminate these pages. Not one was found; it was
her only art to
communicate by post second-rate sermons at
second-hand; and such, I take it, was the
correspondence in
which my
grandmotherdelighted. If I am right, that of Robert
Stevenson, with his
quaint smack of the
contemporary `Sandford
and Merton,' his interest in the whole page of experience, his
perpetual quest, and fine scent of all that seems
romantic to
a boy, his
needless pomp of language, his excellent good
sense, his unfeigned, unstained, unwearied human kindliness,
would seem to her, in a
comparison, dry and
trivial and
worldly. And if these letters were by an
exception cherished
and preserved, it would be for one or both of two reasons -
because they dealt with and were bitter-sweet reminders of a
time of sorrow; or because she was pleased, perhaps touched,
by the writer's guileless efforts to seem spiritually-minded.
After this date there were two more births and two more
deaths, so that the number of the family remained unchanged;
in all five children survived to reach
maturity and to outlive
their parents.
CHAPTER II
THE SERVICE OF THE NORTHERN LIGHTS
I
IT were hard to imagine a
contrast more
sharply defined
than that between the lives of the men and women of this
family: the one so chambered, so centred in the affections and
the sensibilities; the other so active,
healthy, and
expeditious. From May to November, Thomas Smith and Robert
Stevenson were on the mail, in the
saddle, or at sea; and my
grandfather, in particular, seems to have been possessed with