below. When a man has just vowed
eternalbrotherhood with the
universe, he is not in a
temper to take great determinations
coolly, and this, which might have been a very important
determination for me, had not been taken under a happy star. The
tree caught me about the chest, and while I was yet struggling to
make less of myself and get through, the river took the matter out
of my hands, and bereaved me of my boat. The ARETHUSA swung round
broadside on, leaned over, ejected so much of me as still remained
on board, and thus disencumbered, whipped under the tree, righted,
and went
merrily away down
stream.
I do not know how long it was before I scrambled on to the tree to
which I was left clinging, but it was longer than I cared about.
My thoughts were of a grave and almost sombre
character, but I
still clung to my
paddle. The
stream ran away with my heels as
fast as I could pull up my shoulders, and I seemed, by the weight,
to have all the water of the Oise in my trousers-pockets. You can
never know, till you try it, what a dead pull a river makes against
a man. Death himself had me by the heels, for this was his last
ambuscado, and he must now join
personally in the fray. And still
I held to my
paddle. At last I dragged myself on to my
stomach on
the trunk, and lay there a
breathless sop, with a mingled sense of
humour and
injustice. A poor figure I must have presented to Burns
upon the hill-top with his team. But there was the
paddle in my
hand. On my tomb, if ever I have one, I mean to get these words
inscribed: 'He clung to his
paddle.'
The CIGARETTE had gone past a while before; for, as I might have
observed, if I had been a little less pleased with the
universe at
the moment, there was a clear way round the tree-top at the farther
side. He had offered his services to haul me out, but as I was
then already on my elbows, I had declined, and sent him down
streamafter the
truant ARETHUSA. The
stream was too rapid for a man to
mount with one canoe, let alone two, upon his hands. So I crawled
along the trunk to shore, and proceeded down the
meadows by the
river-side. I was so cold that my heart was sore. I had now an
idea of my own why the reeds so
bitterly shivered. I could have
given any of them a lesson. The CIGARETTE remarked facetiously
that he thought I was '
taking exercise' as I drew near, until he
made out for certain that I was only twittering with cold. I had a
rub down with a towel, and donned a dry suit from the india-rubber
bag. But I was not my own man again for the rest of the
voyage. I
had a queasy sense that I wore my last dry clothes upon my body.
The struggle had tired me; and perhaps, whether I knew it or not, I
was a little dashed in spirit. The devouring element in the
universe had leaped out against me, in this green
valley quickened
by a
runningstream. The bells were all very pretty in their way,
but I had heard some of the hollow notes of Pan's music. Would the
wicked river drag me down by the heels, indeed? and look so
beautiful all the time? Nature's good-humour was only skin-deep
after all.
There was still a long way to go by the winding course of the
stream, and darkness had fallen, and a late bell was ringing in
Origny Sainte-Benoite, when we arrived.
ORIGNY SAINTE-BENOITE
A BY-DAY
THE next day was Sunday, and the church bells had little rest;
indeed, I do not think I remember
anywhere else so great a choice
of services as were here offered to the
devout. And while the
bells made merry in the
sunshine, all the world with his dog was
out shooting among the beets and colza.
In the morning a hawker and his wife went down the street at a
foot-pace, singing to a very slow,
lamentable music 'O FRANCE, MES
AMOURS.' It brought everybody to the door; and when our landlady
called in the man to buy the words, he had not a copy of them left.
She was not the first nor the second who had been taken with the
song. There is something very
pathetic in the love of the French
people, since the war, for
dismalpatriotic music-making. I have
watched a
forester from Alsace while some one was singing 'LES
MALHEURS DE LA FRANCE,' at a baptismal party in the neighbourhood
of Fontainebleau. He arose from the table and took his son aside,