of our own country, surely, have the first rights; and I have left
thousands in
distress upon our own shore. - The monk gave a cordial
wave with his head, - as much as to say, No doubt there is misery
enough in every corner of the world, as well as within our
convent- But we
distinguish, said I, laying my hand upon the
sleeve of his
tunic, in return for his
appeal - we
distinguish, my good father!
betwixt those who wish only to eat the bread of their own labour -
and those who eat the bread of other people's, and have no other
plan in life, but to get through it in sloth and
ignorance, FOR THE
LOVE OF GOD.
The poor Franciscan made no reply: a hectic of a moment pass'd
across his cheek, but could not tarry - Nature seemed to have done
with her resentments in him; - he showed none: - but letting his
staff fall within his arms, he pressed both his hands with
resignation upon his breast, and retired.
THE MONK. CALAIS.
My heart smote me the moment he shut the door - Psha! said I, with
an air of
carelessness, three several times - but it would not do:
every ungracious
syllable I had utter'd
crowded back into my
imagination: I reflected, I had no right over the poor Franciscan,
but to deny him; and that the
punishment of that was enough to the
disappointed, without the
addition of
unkind language. - I
consider'd his gray hairs - his
courteous figure seem'd to re-enter
and
gently ask me what
injury he had done me? - and why I could use
him thus? - I would have given twenty livres for an
advocate. - I
have behaved very ill, said I within myself; but I have only just
set out upon my travels; and shall learn better manners as I get
along.
THE DESOBLIGEANT. CALAIS.
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discontented with himself, it has one advantage
however, that it puts him into an excellent frame of mind for
making a
bargain. Now there being no travelling through France and
Italy without a chaise, - and nature generally prompting us to the
thing we are fittest for, I walk'd out into the coach-yard to buy
or hire something of that kind to my purpose: an old desobligeant
in the furthest corner of the court, hit my fancy at first sight,
so I
instantly got into it, and
finding it in tolerable harmony
with my feelings, I ordered the
waiter to call Monsieur Dessein,
the master of the hotel: - but Monsieur Dessein being gone to
vespers, and not caring to face the Franciscan, whom I saw on the
opposite side of the court, in
conference with a lady just arrived
at the inn, - I drew the taffeta curtain betwixt us, and being
determined to write my journey, I took out my pen and ink and wrote
the
preface to it in the desobligeant.
PREFACE. IN THE DESOBLIGEANT.
It must have been observed by many a peripatetic
philosopher, That
nature has set up by her own unquestionable authority certain
boundaries and fences to circumscribe the
discontent of man; she
has effected her purpose in the quietest and easiest manner by
laying him under almost insuperable obligations to work out his
ease, and to
sustain his sufferings at home. It is there only that
she has provided him with the most
suitable objects to
partake of
his happiness, and bear a part of that burden which in all
countries and ages has ever been too heavy for one pair of
shoulders. 'Tis true, we are endued with an
imperfect power of
spreading our happiness sometimes beyond HER limits, but 'tis so
ordered, that, from the want of languages, connections, and
dependencies, and from the difference in education, customs, and
habits, we lie under so many impediments in communicating our
sensations out of our own
sphere, as often
amount to a total
impossibility.
It will always follow from hence, that the balance of
sentimentalcommerce is always against the expatriated
adventurer: he must buy
what he has little occasion for, at their own price; - his
conversation will seldom be taken in exchange for
theirs without a
large
discount, - and this, by the by,
eternally driving him into
the hands of more equitable brokers, for such conversation as he
can find, it requires no great spirit of divination to guess at his
party -
This brings me to my point; and naturally leads me (if the see-saw
of this desobligeant will but let me get on) into the
efficient as
well as final causes of travelling -