slowly, with a bitter sense of
unreasonabledisappointment and
sadness; oppressed by the hot smell of earth, dampness, and decay
in that forest which seemed to push him mercilessly back into the
glittering
sunshine of the river. And he would recommence
paddling with tired arms to seek another
opening, to find another
deception.
As he
paddled up to the point where the Rajah's
stockade came
down to the river, the nipas were left behind rattling their
leaves over the brown water, and the big trees would appear on
the bank, tall, strong,
indifferent in the
immense solidity of
their life, which endures for ages, to that short and fleeting
life in the heart of the man who crept
painfullyamongst their
shadows in search of a
refuge from the unceasing
reproach of his
thoughts. Amongst their smooth trunks a clear brook meandered
for a time in twining lacets before it made up its mind to take a
leap into the hurrying river, over the edge of the steep bank.
There was also a
pathway there and it seemed frequented. Willems
landed, and following the capricious promise of the track soon
found himself in a
comparatively clear space, where the confused
tracery of
sunlight fell through the branches and the foliage
overhead, and lay on the
stream that shone in an easy curve like
a bright sword-blade dropped
amongst the long and feathery grass.
Further on, the path continued, narrowed again in the thick
undergrowth. At the end of the first turning Willems saw a flash
of white and colour, a gleam of gold like a sun-ray lost in
shadow, and a
vision of
blackness darker than the deepest shade
of the forest. He stopped, surprised, and fancied he had heard
light footsteps--growing lighter--ceasing. He looked around.
The grass on the bank of the
stream trembled and a
tremulous path
of its shivering, silver-grey tops ran from the water to the
beginning of the
thicket. And yet there was not a
breath of
wind. Somebody kind passed there. He looked
pensive while the
tremor died out in a quick tremble under his eyes; and the grass
stood high, unstirring, with drooping heads in the warm and
motionless air.
He
hurried on,
driven by a suddenly awakened
curiosity, and
entered the narrow way between the bushes. At the next turn of
the path he caught again the
glimpse of coloured stuff and of a
woman's black hair before him. He hastened his pace and came in
full view of the object of his
pursuit. The woman, who was
carrying two
bamboo vessels full of water, heard his footsteps,
stopped, and putting the
bamboos down half turned to look back.
Willems also stood still for a minute, then walked
steadily on
with a firm tread, while the woman moved aside to let him pass.
He kept his eyes fixed straight before him, yet almost
unconsciously he took in every detail of the tall and graceful
figure. As he approached her the woman tossed her head slightly
back, and with a free
gesture of her strong, round arm, caught up
the mass of loose black hair and brought it over her shoulder and
across the lower part of her face. The next moment he was
passing her close, walking
rigidly, like a man in a
trance. He
heard her rapid
breathing and he felt the touch of a look darted
at him from half-open eyes. It touched his brain and his heart
together. It seemed to him to be something loud and stirring
like a shout, silent and penetrating like an
inspiration. The
momentum of his
motion carried him past her, but an in
visibleforce made up of surprise and
curiosity and desire spun him round
as soon as he had passed.
She had taken up her burden already, with the
intention of
pursuing her path. His sudden
movement arrested her at the first
step, and again she stood straight, slim,
expectant, with a