He had no
conception of how long he lay. Five minutes passed before
his legs made their first spasmodic
movements, and, as he stumbled
to his feet and rocked giddily, he had no thought of the passage of
time. He had no thought about time at all. As a matter of course,
his own idea, on which he proceeded to act without being aware of
it, was that, a part of a second before, he had been struck a
terrific blow magnified incalculable times beyond the blow of a
stick at a nigger's hands.
His
throat and lungs filled with the pungent stifling smoke of
powder, his nostrils with earth and dust, he
frantically wheezed and
sneezed, leaping about, falling drunkenly, leaping into the air
again, staggering on his hind-legs, dabbing with his forepaws at his
nose head-downward between his forelegs, and even rubbing his nose
into the ground. He had no thought for anything save to remove the
biting pain from his nose and mouth, the suffocation from his lungs.
By a
miracle he had escaped being struck by the flying splinters of
iron, and, thanks to his strong heart, had escaped being killed by
the shock of the
explosion. Not until the end of five minutes of
mad struggling, in which he behaved for all the world like a
beheaded chicken, did he find life tolerable again. The
maximum of
stifling and of agony passed, and, although he was still weak and
giddy, he tottered in the direction of the house and of Nalasu. And
there was no house and no Nalasu--only a debris intermingled of
both.
While the shells continued to
shriek and explode, now near, now far,
Jerry investigated the
happening. As surely as the house was gone,
just as surely was Nalasu gone. Upon both had descended the
ultimate nothingness. All the immediate world seemed doomed to
nothingness. Life promised only somewhere else, in the high hills
and
remote bush whither the tribe had already fled. Loyal he was to
his salt, to the master whom he had obeyed so long, nigger that he
was, who so long had fed him, and for whom he had entertained a true
affection. But this master no longer was.
Retreat Jerry did, but he was not hasty in
retreat. For a time he
snarled at every shell-
scream in the air and every shell-burst in
the bush. But after a time, while the awareness of them continued
uncomfortably with him, the hair on his neck remained laid down and
he neither uttered a snarl nor bared his teeth.
And when he parted from what had been and which had ceased to be,
not like the bush dogs did he
whimper and run. Instead, he trotted
along the path at a regular and
dignified pace. When he emerged
upon the main path, he found it deserted. The last
refugee had
passed. The path, always travelled from
daylight to dark, and which
he had so recently seen glutted with humans, now in its emptiness
affected him
profoundly with the
impression of the endingness of all
things in a perishing world. So it was that he did not sit down
under the banyan tree, but trotted along at the far rear of the
tribe.
With his nose he read the
narrative of the
flight. Only once did he
encounter what advertised its
terror. It was an entire group
annihilated by a shell. There were: an old man of fifty, with a
crutch because of the leg which had been slashed off by a shark when
he was a young boy; a dead Mary with a dead babe at her breast and a
dead child of three clutching her hand; and two dead pigs, huge and
fat, which the woman had been herding to safety.
And Jerry's nose told him of how the
stream of the fugitives had
split and flooded past on each side and flowed together again
beyond. Incidents of the
flight he did
encounter: a part-chewed
joint of sugar-cane some child had dropped; a clay pipe, the stem
short from
successive breakages; a single
feather from some young
man's hair, and a calabash, full of cooked yams and sweet potatoes,
deposited carefully beside the trail by some Mary for whom its
weight had proved too great.
The shell-fire ceased as Jerry trotted along; next he heard the
rifle-fire from the landing-party, as it shot down the
domestic pigs
on Somo's streets. He did not hear, however, the chopping down of
the
coconut trees, any more than did he ever return to behold what
damage the axes had
wrought.
For right here occurred with Jerry a wonderful thing that thinkers
of the world have not explained. He manifested in his dog's brain
the free
agency of life, by which all the generations of
metaphysicians have postulated God, and by which all the
deterministic philosophers have been led by the nose
despite their
clear denouncement of it as sheer
illusion. What Jerry did he did.