of ash? Had all that made Van Horn passed like the flame of the
splinter? Had he passed into the darkness for ever into which the
beast passed, into which passed the speared
crocodile, the hooked
bonita, the netted mullet, the slain pig that was fat to eat? Was
Van Horn's darkness as the darkness of the blue-bottle fly that his
fly-flapping maid smashed and disrupted in mid-
flight of the air?--
as the darkness into which passed the
mosquito that knew the secret
of flying, and that,
despite its perfectness of
flight, with almost
an unthought action, he squashed with the flat of his hand against
the back of his neck when it bit him?
What was true of this white man's head, so recently alive and
erectly
dominant, Bashti knew was true of himself. What had
happened to this white man, after going through the dark gate of
death, would happen to him. Wherefore he questioned the head, as if
its dumb lips might speak to him from out of the
mystery and tell
him the meaning of life, and the meaning of death that inevitably
laid life by the heels.
Jerry's long-drawn howl of woe at sight and scent of all that was
left of Skipper, roused Bashti from his reverie. He looked at the
sturdy, golden-brown puppy, and immediately included it in his
reverie. It was alive. It was like man. It knew
hunger, and pain,
anger and love. It had blood in its veins, like man, that a
thrustof a knife could make redly gush forth and denude it to death. Like
the race of man it loved its kind, and birthed and breast-nourished
its young. And passed. Ay, it passed; for many a dog, as well as a
human, had he, Bashti, devoured in his hey-dey of
appetite and
youth, when he knew only
motion and strength, and fed
motion and
strength out of the calabashes of feasting.
But from woe Jerry went on into anger. He stalked stiff-legged,
with a snarl
writhen on his lips, and with recurrent waves of hair-
bristling along his back and up his shoulders and neck. And he
stalked not the head of Skipper, where rested his love, but Bashti,
who held the head on his knees. As the wild wolf in the upland
pasture stalks the mare mother with her newly delivered colt, so
Jerry stalked Bashti. And Bashti, who had never feared death all
his long life and who had laughed a joke with his
forefinger blown
off by the bursting flint-lock
pistol, smiled gleefully to himself,
for his glee was
intellectual and in
admiration of this half-grown
puppy whom he rapped on the nose with a short, hardwood stick and
compelled to keep distance. No matter how often and
fiercely Jerry
rushed him, he met the rush with the stick, and chuckled aloud,
understanding the puppy's courage, marvelling at the stupidity of
life that impelled him
continually to
thrust his nose to the hurt of
the stick, and that drove him, by
passion of
remembrance of a dead
man to dare the pain of the stick again and again.
This, too, was life, Bashti meditated, as he
deftly rapped the
screaming puppy away from him. Four-legged life it was, young and
silly and hot, heart-prompted, that was like any young man making
love to his woman in the
twilight, or like any young man fighting to
the death with any other young man over a matter of
passion, hurt
pride, or thwarted desire. As much as in the dead head of Van Horn
or of any man, he realized that in this live puppy might
reside the
clue to
existence, the
solution of the riddle.
So he continued to rap Jerry on the nose away from him, and to
marvel at the persistence of the vital something within him that
impelled him to leap forward always to the stick that hurt him and
made him
recoil. The
valour and
motion, the strength and the
un
reasoning of youth he knew it to be, and he admired it sadly, and
envied it,
willing to exchange for it all his lean grey
wisdom if
only he could find the way.
"Some dog, that dog, sure some dog," he might have uttered in Van
Horn's fashion of speech. Instead, in beche-de-mer, which was as
habitual to him as his own Somo speech, he thought:
"My word, that fella dog no
fright along me."
But age wearied sooner of the play, and Bashti put an end to it by
rapping Jerry heavily behind the ear and stretching him out stunned.
The
spectacle of the puppy, so alive and raging the moment before,
and, the moment after, lying as if dead, caught Bashti's speculative
fancy. The stick, with a single sharp rap of it, had effected the
change. Where had gone the anger and wit of the puppy? Was that
all it was, the flame of the
splinter that could be quenched by any
chance gust of air? One
instant Jerry had raged and suffered,
snarled and leaped, willed and directed his actions. The next
instant he lay limp and crumpled in the little death of
un
consciousness. In a brief space, Bashti knew,
consciousness,
sensation,
motion, and direction would flow back into the wilted
little
carcass. But where, in the
meanwhile, at the
impact of the
stick, had gone all the
consciousness, and sensitiveness, and will?
Bashti sighed
wearily, and
wearily wrapped the heads in their grass-
mat coverings--all but Van Horn's; and hoisted them up in the air to
hang from the roof-beams--to hang as he debated, long after he was
dead and out if it, even as some of them had so hung from long
before his father's and his grandfather's time. The head of Van
Horn he left lying on the floor, while he stole out himself to peer
in through a crack and see what next the puppy might do.
Jerry quivered at first, and in the matter of a minute struggled
feebly to his feet where he stood swaying and dizzy; and thus
Bashti, his eye to the crack, saw the
miracle of life flow back
through the channels of the inert body and
stiffen the legs to
upstanding, and saw
consciousness, the
mystery of mysteries, flood
back inside the head of bone that was covered with hair, smoulder
and glow in the
opening eyes, and direct the lips to
writhe away
from the teeth and the
throat to
vibrate to the snarl that had been
interrupted when the stick smashed him down into darkness.
And more Bashti saw. At first, Jerry looked about for his enemy,
growling and bristling his neck hair. Next, in lieu of his enemy,
he saw Skipper's head, and crept to it and loved it, kissing with
his tongue the hard cheeks, the closed lids of the eyes that his
love could not open, the immobile lips that would not utter one of
the love-words they had been used to utter to the little dog.
Next, in
profounddesolation, Jerry set down before Skipper's head,
pointed his nose toward the lofty ridge-pole, and howled mournfully
and long. Finally, sick and subdued, he crept out of the house and
away to the house of his devil devil master, where, for the round of
twenty-four hours, he waked and slept and dreamed centuries of
nightmares.
For ever after in Somo, Jerry feared that grass house of Bashti. He
was not in fear of Bashti. His fear was
indescribable and
unthinkable. In that house was the nothingness of what once was
Skipper. It was the token of the
ultimatecatastrophe to life that
was wrapped and twisted into every fibre of his
heredity. One step
advanced beyond this, Jerry's
uttermost, the folk of Somo, from the
contemplation of death, had achieved concepts of the spirits of the
dead still living in immaterial and supersensuous realms.
And
thereafter Jerry hated Bashti
intensely, as a lord of life who
possessed and laid on his knees the nothingness of Skipper. Not
that Jerry reasoned it out. All dim and vague it was, a sensation,
an e
motion, a feeling, an
instinct, an intuition, name it mistily as
one will in the misty nomenclature of speech
wherein words cheat
with the
impression of definiteness and lie to the brain an
understanding which the brain does not possess.
CHAPTER XVI
Three months more passed; the north-west monsoon, after its half-
year of
breath, had given way to the south-east trade; and Jerry
still continued to live in the house of Agno and to have the run of
the village. He had put on weight, increased in size, and,
protected by the taboo, had become self-confident almost to