He did not know how or why he did it any more than does the
philosopher know how or why he decides on mush and cream for
breakfast instead of two soft-boiled eggs.
What Jerry did was to yield in action to a brain
impulse to do, not
what seemed the easier and more usual thing, but to do what seemed
the harder and more
unusual thing. Since it is easier to
endure the
known than to fly to the unknown; since both
misery and fear love
company; the
apparent easiest thing for Jerry to have done would
have been to follow the tribe of Somo into its fastnesses. Yet what
Jerry did was to diverge from the line of
retreat and to start
northward, across the bounds of Somo, and continue
northward into a
strange land of the unknown.
Had Nalasu not been struck down by the
ultimate nothingness, Jerry
would have remained. This is true, and this, perhaps, to the one
who considers his action, might have been the way he reasoned. But
he did not reason it, did not reason at all; he acted on
impulse.
He could count five objects, and pronounce them by name and number,
but he was
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incapable of
reasoning that he would remain in Somo if
Nalasu lived, depart from Somo if Nalasu died. He merely departed
from Somo because Nalasu was dead, and the terrible shell-fire
passed quickly into the past of his
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consciousness, while the present
became vivid after the way of the present. Almost on his toes did
he tread the wild bushmen's trails, tense with
apprehension of the
lurking death he know infested such paths, his ears cocked alertly
for
jungle sounds, his eyes following his ears to
discern what made
the sounds.
No more doughty nor
daring was Columbus, venturing all that he was
to the unknown, than was Jerry in venturing this
jungle-darkness of
black Malaita. And this wonderful thing, this
seeming great deed of
free will, he performed in much the same way that the itching of
feet and
tickle of fancy have led the feet of men over all the
earth.
Though Jerry never laid eyes on Somo again, Bashti returned with his
tribe the same day, grinning and chuckling as he appraised the
damage. Only a few grass houses had been damaged by the shells.
Only a few
coconuts had been chopped down. And as for the slain
pigs, lest they spoil, he made of their carcasses a great feast.
One shell had knocked a hole through his sea-wall. He enlarged it
for a launching-ways, faced the sides of it with dry-fitted coral
rock, and gave orders for the building of an
additional canoe-house.
The only
vexation he suffered was the death of Nalasu and the
disappearance of Jerry--his two experiments in
primitive eugenics.
CHAPTER XX
A week Jerry spent in the bush, deterred always from penetrating to
the mountains by the bushmen who ever guarded the runways. And it
would have gone hard with him in the matter of food, had he not, on
the second day, encountered a lone small pig,
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evidently lost from
its
litter. It was his first
hunting adventure for a living, and it
prevented him from travelling farther, for, true to his
instinct, he
remained by his kill until it was nearly devoured.
True, he ranged widely about the neighbourhood,
finding no other
food he could
capture. But always, until it was gone, he returned
to the slain pig. Yet he was not happy in his freedom. He was too
domesticated, too
civilized. Too many thousands of years had
elapsed since his ancestors had run
freely wild. He was
lonely. He
could not get along without man. Too long had he, and the
generations before him, lived in
intimaterelationship with the two-
legged gods. Too long had his kind loved man, served him for love,
endured for love, died for love, and, in return, been partly
appreciated, less understood, and
roughly loved.
So great was Jerry's
loneliness that even a two-legged black-god was
desirable, since white-gods had long since faded into the limbo of
the past. For all he might have known, had he been
capable of
conjecturing, the only white-gods in
existence had perished. Acting
on the
assumption that a black-god was better than no god, when he
had quite finished the little pig, he deflected his course to the
left, down-hill, toward the sea. He did this, again without
reasoning, merely because, in the subtle processes of his brain,
experience worked. His experience had been to live always close by
the sea; humans he had always encountered close by the sea; and
down-hill had
invariably led to the sea.
He came out upon the shore of the reef-sheltered
lagoon where ruined
grass houses told him men had lived. The
jungle ran riot through
the place. Six-inch trees, throated with
rotten remnants of
thatched roofs through which they had aspired toward the sun, rose
about him. Quick-growing trees had shadowed the kingposts so that
the idols and totems, seated in carved shark jaws, grinned greenly
and monstrously at the futility of man through a rime of moss and
mottled
fungus. A poor little sea-wall, never much at its best,
sprawled in ruin from the
coconut roots to the
placid sea. Bananas,
plantains, and breadfruit lay rotting on the ground. Bones lay
about, human bones, and Jerry nosed them out,
knowing them for what
they were, emblems of the nothingness of life. Skulls he did not
encounter, for the skulls that belonged to the scattered bones
ornamented the devil devil houses in the
upland bush villages.
The salt tang of the sea gladdened his nostrils, and he snorted with
the pleasure of the stench of the mangrove swamp. But, another
Crusoe chancing upon the
footprint of another man Friday, his nose,
not his eyes, shocked him electrically alert as he smelled the fresh
contact of a living man's foot with the ground. It was a nigger's
foot, but it was alive, it was immediate; and, as he traced it a
score of yards, he came upon another foot-scent, indubitably a white
man's.
Had there been an onlooker, he would have thought Jerry had gone
suddenly mad. He rushed
frantically about, turning and twisting his
course, now his nose to the ground, now up in the air, whining as
frantically as he rushed, leaping
abruptly at right angles as new
scents reached him, scurrying here and there and everywhere as if in
a game of tag with some
invisible playfellow.
But he was
reading the full report which many men had written on the
ground. A white man had been there, he
learned, and a number of
blacks. Here a black had climbed a
coconut tree and cast down the
nuts. There a
banana tree had been despoiled of its clustered
fruit; and, beyond, it was
evident that a similar event had happened
to a breadfruit tree. One thing, however, puzzled him--a scent new
to him that was neither black man's nor white man's. Had he had the
necessary knowledge and the wit of eye-observance, he would have
noted that the
footprint was smaller than a man's and that the
toeprints were different from a Mary's in that they were close
together and did not press deeply into the earth. What bothered him
in his smelling was his
ignorance of talcum powder. Pungent it was
in his nostrils, but never, since first he had smelled out the
footprints of man, had he encountered such a scent. And with this
were combined other and fainter scents that were
equally strange to
him.
Not long did he interest himself in such
mystery. A white man's
footprints he had smelled, and through the maze of all the other
prints he followed the one print down through a
breach of sea-wall
to the sea-pounded coral sand lapped by the sea. Here the latest
freshness of many feet drew together where the nose of a boat had
rested on the beach and where men had disembarked and embarked
again. He smelled up all the story, and, his forelegs in the water
till it touched his shoulders, he gazed out across the
lagoon where
the disappearing trail was lost to his nose.
Had he been half an hour sooner he would have seen a boat, without
oars, gasoline-propelled, shooting across the quiet water. What he
did see was an Arangi. True, it was far larger than the Arangi he
had known, but it was white, it was long, it had masts, and it
floated on the surface of the sea. It had three masts, sky-lofty