Jahre. Very
characteristic, too, it is of the change in men's
hearts that was even then preparing a new phase of human history.
He goes on to write of the escape from
individuality in science
and service, and of his discovery of this 'salvation.' All that
was then, no doubt, very moving and original; now it seems only
the most
obviouscommonplace of human life.
The glow of the
sunset faded, the
twilight deepened into night.
The fires burnt the brighter, and some Irishmen away across the
meer started singing. But Barnet's men were too weary for that
sort of thing, and soon the bank and the barge were heaped with
sleeping forms.
'I alone seemed
unable to sleep. I suppose I was over-weary, and
after a little
feverishslumber by the tiller of the barge I sat
up, awake and uneasy....
'That night Holland seemed all sky. There was just a little
black lower rim to things, a
steeple, perhaps, or a line of
poplars, and then the great
hemisphere swept over us. As at
first the sky was empty. Yet my
uneasiness referred itself in
some vague way to the sky.
'And now I was
melancholy. I found something
strangely sorrowful
and submissive in the sleepers all about me, those men who had
marched so far, who had left all the established
texture of their
lives behind them to come upon this mad
campaign, this
campaignthat signified nothing and consumed everything, this mere fever
of fighting. I saw how little and
feeble is the life of man, a
thing of chances, preposterously
unable to find the will to
realise even the most timid of its dreams. And I wondered if
always it would be so, if man was a doomed animal who would never
to the last days of his time take hold of fate and change it to
his will. Always, it may be, he will remain kindly but jealous,
desirous but discursive, able and unwisely
impulsive, until
Saturn who begot him shall
devour him in his turn....
'I was roused from these thoughts by the sudden realisation of
the presence of a
squadron of aeroplanes far away to the
north-east and very high. They looked like little black dashes
against the
midnight blue. I remember that I looked up at them at
first rather idly--as one might notice a
flight of birds. Then I
perceived that they were only the
extreme wing of a great fleet
that was advancing in a long line very
swiftly from the direction
of the
frontier and my attention tightened.
'Directly I saw that fleet I was astonished not to have seen it
before.
'I stood up
softly, undesirous of disturbing my companions, but
with my heart
beating now rather more rapidly with surprise and
excitement. I strained my ears for any sound of guns along our
front. Almost
instinctively I turned about for
protection to the
south and west, and peered; and then I saw coming as fast and
much nearer to me, as if they had
sprung out of the darkness,
three banks of aeroplanes; a group of
squadrons very high, a main
body at a
height perhaps of one or two thousand feet, and a
doubtful number flying low and very in
distinct. The middle ones
were so thick they kept putting out groups of stars. And I
realised that after all there was to be fighting in the air.
'There was something
extraordinarily strange in this swift,
noiseless convergence of nearly
invisible combatants above the
sleeping hosts. Every one about me was still
unconscious; there
was no sign as yet of any
agitation among the
shipping on the
main canal, whose whole course, dotted with unsuspicious lights
and fringed with fires, must have been clearly
perceptible from
above. Then a long way off towards Alkmaar I heard bugles, and
after that shots, and then a wild clamour of bells. I determined