"You are ill," said the canon, scrutinizing his face.
"Not ill. But the word was taken out of my mouth. I perceive
now that I have been in a
trance, a
trance in which the truth is
real. It is a
fearful thing to find oneself among realities. It
is a
dreadful thing when God begins to haunt a
priest.... I can
never
minister in the church again."
Whippham
thrust forward a chair for the
bishop to sit down. The
bishop felt now
extraordinarily fatigued. He sat down heavily,
and
rested his wrists on the arms of the chair. "Already," he resumed
presently, "I begin to forget what it was I said."
"You became excited," said Bliss, "and spoke very loudly and
clearly."
"What did I say?"
"I don't know what you said; I have forgotten. I never want to
remember. Things about the Second Advent. Dreadful things. You
said God was close at hand. Happily you spoke
partly in Greek. I
doubt if any of those children understood. And you had a kind of
lapse--an aphasia. You mutilated the interrogation and you did
not pronounce the benediction
properly. You changed words and you
put in words. One sat frozen--waiting for what would happen
next."
"We must
postpone the Pringle confirmation," said Whippham. "I
wonder to whom I could telephone."
Lady Ella appeared, and came and knelt down by the
bishop's
chair. "I never ought to have let this happen," she said, taking
his wrists in her hands. "You are in a fever, dear."
"It seemed entirely natural to say what I did," the
bishopdeclared.
Lady Ella looked up at Bliss.
"A doctor has been sent for," said the canon to Lady Ella.
"I must speak to the doctor," said Lady Ella as if her husband
could not hear her. "There is something that will make things
clearer to the doctor. I must speak to the doctor for a moment
before he sees him."
Came a gust of pretty sounds and a flash of bright colour that
shamed the rich vestments at hand. Over the shoulder of the
rector and quite at the back, appeared Lady Sunderbund resolutely
invading the vestry. The
rector intercepted her, stood broad with
extended arms.
"I must come in and speak to him. If it is only fo' a moment."
The
bishop looked up and saw Lady Ella's expression. Lady Ella
was sitting up very
stiffly, listening but not looking round.
A vague
horror and a
passionate desire to prevent the entry of
Lady Sunderbund at any cost, seized upon the
bishop. She would,
he felt, be the last
overwhelmingcomplication. He descended to a
base subterfuge. He lay back in his chair slowly as though he
unfolded himself, he covered his eyes with his hand and then
groaned aloud.
"Leave me alone!" he cried in a voice of agony. "Leave me
alone! I can see no one.... I can--no more."
There was a momentous silence, and then the
tumult of Lady
Sunderbund receded.
CHAPTER THE EIGHTH - THE NEW WORLD
(1)
THAT night the
bishop had a temperature of a hundred and a
half. The doctor
pronounced him to be in a state of intense
mental
excitement, aggravated by some drug. He was a doctor
modern and clear-minded enough to admit that he could not
identify the drug. He overruled, every one overruled, the
bishop's
declaration that he had done with the church, that he
could never mock God with his
episcopal ministrations again, that
he must proceed at once with his
resignation. "Don't think of
these things," said the doctor. "Banish them from your mind until
your temperature is down to ninety-eight. Then after a rest you
may go into them."
Lady Ella insisted upon his keeping his room. It was with
difficulty that he got her to admit Whippham, and Whippham was
exasperatingly in order. "You need not trouble about anything
now, my lord," he said. "Everything will keep until you are ready
to attend to it. It's well we're through with Easter. Bishop
Buncombe of Eastern Blowdesia was coming here anyhow. And there
is Canon Bliss. There's only two ordination candidates because of
the war. We'll get on swimmingly."
- cathedral [kə´θi:drəl] n.大教堂 (初中英语单词)
- bishop [´biʃəp] n.主教 (初中英语单词)
- doctrine [´dɔktrin] n.教义;主义;学说 (初中英语单词)
- vision [´viʒən] n.视觉;想象力;幻影 (初中英语单词)
- running [´rʌniŋ] a.奔跑的;流动的 (初中英语单词)
- disposition [,dispə´ziʃən] n.安排;性情;倾向 (初中英语单词)
- privilege [´privilidʒ] n.特权 vt.给….特权 (初中英语单词)
- whatever [wɔt´evə] pron.&a.无论什么 (初中英语单词)
- generation [,dʒenə´reiʃən] n.发生;世代;同龄人 (初中英语单词)
- destruction [di´strʌkʃən] n.破坏,毁灭 (初中英语单词)
- prospect [´prɔspekt, prəs´pekt] n.景色;境界 v.勘察 (初中英语单词)
- enormous [i´nɔ:məs] a.巨大地,很,极 (初中英语单词)
- conflict [´kɔnflikt, kən´flikt] n.&vi.战斗;抵触 (初中英语单词)
- needle [´ni:dl] n.针;指针 v.用针缝 (初中英语单词)
- preach [pri:tʃ] v.宣扬;鼓吹 n.训诫 (初中英语单词)
- glorious [´glɔ:riəs] a.光荣的;辉煌的 (初中英语单词)
- conquest [´kɔŋkwest] n.赢得;获得;占领地 (初中英语单词)
- emotion [i´məuʃən] n.感情;情绪;激动 (初中英语单词)
- divine [di´vain] a.神圣的 v.预言 (初中英语单词)
- conquer [´kɔŋkə] v.征服;克服;抑制 (初中英语单词)
- feeble [´fi:bəl] a.虚弱的,无力的 (初中英语单词)
- nevertheless [,nevəðə´les] conj.&ad.然而;不过 (初中英语单词)
- strangely [´streindʒli] ad.奇怪地;陌生地 (初中英语单词)
- blessing [´blesiŋ] n.祝福 (初中英语单词)
- fearful [´fiəfəl] a.可怕的;担心的 (初中英语单词)
- dreadful [´dredful] a.可怕的;讨厌的 (初中英语单词)
- priest [pri:st] n.教士;牧师;神父 (初中英语单词)
- minister [´ministə] n.部长;大臣 v.伺候 (初中英语单词)
- thrust [θrʌst] v.&n.猛推;冲;刺;挤进 (初中英语单词)
- partly [´pɑ:tli] ad.部分地;不完全地 (初中英语单词)
- properly [´prɔpəli] ad.适当地;严格地 (初中英语单词)
- postpone [pəust´pəun] v.延迟;搁置;延缓发作 (初中英语单词)
- horror [´hɔrə] n.恐怖;战栗 (初中英语单词)
- excitement [ik´saitmənt] n.兴奋;骚动;煽动 (初中英语单词)
- ragged [´rægid] a.衣服破烂的 (高中英语单词)
- response [ri´spɔns] n.回答;响应 (高中英语单词)
- awkward [´ɔ:kwəd] a.笨拙的;为难的 (高中英语单词)
- motionless [´məuʃənləs] a.静止的;固定的 (高中英语单词)
- collapse [kə´læps] vi.&n.崩溃;病倒;衰败 (高中英语单词)
- falsehood [´fɔ:lshud] n.错误;撒谎 (高中英语单词)
- anguish [´æŋgwiʃ] n.(极度的)痛苦;苦恼 (高中英语单词)
- indignation [,indig´neiʃən] n.愤慨;气愤 (高中英语单词)
- overthrown [,əuvə´θrəun] overthrow的过去分词 (高中英语单词)
- manifest [´mænifest] a.明显的 v.表明 (高中英语单词)
- salvation [sæl´veiʃən] n.救助;拯救 (高中英语单词)
- regardless [ri´gɑ:dləs] a.不留心的;不关心的 (高中英语单词)
- stiffly [´stifli] ad.硬;顽固地 (高中英语单词)
- passionate [´pæʃənit] a.易动情的;易怒的 (高中英语单词)
- tumult [´tju:mʌlt, ´tu:-] n.喧哗;激昂;烦乱 (高中英语单词)
- pronounced [prə´naunst] a.发出音的;显著的 (高中英语单词)
- declaration [,deklə´reiʃən] n.宣布;宣言;申报 (高中英语单词)
- resignation [,rezig´neiʃən] n.辞职(书);放弃;顺从 (高中英语单词)
- easter [´i:stə] n.(耶稣)复活节 (高中英语单词)
- congregation [,kɔŋgri´geiʃən] n.集合;团体 (英语四级单词)
- grotesque [grəu´tesk] a.奇异的,想象中的 (英语四级单词)
- touching [´tʌtʃiŋ] a.动人的 prep.提到 (英语四级单词)
- epistle [i´pisl] n.书信 (英语四级单词)
- amidst [ə´midst] prep.=amid (英语四级单词)
- wasting [´weistiŋ] a.&n.浪费(的) (英语四级单词)
- pulpit [´pulpit] n.讲坛 (英语四级单词)
- advent [´ædvent] n.来临;降临 (英语四级单词)
- overwhelming [,əuvə´welmiŋ] a.压倒的;势不可挡的 (英语四级单词)
- complication [,kɔmpli´keiʃən] n.复杂;混乱;纠纷 (英语四级单词)
- doubtfully [´dautfuli] ad.怀疑地,可疑地 (英语六级单词)
- veritable [´veritəbəl] a.真正的;确实的 (英语六级单词)
- well-being [´wel´bi:iŋ] n.幸福;健康;福利 (英语六级单词)
- imminent [´iminənt] a.临头的,逼近的 (英语六级单词)
- earnestness [´ə:nistnis] n.认真,急切;坚定 (英语六级单词)
- extended [iks´tendid] a.伸长的;广大的 (英语六级单词)
- splendidly [´splendidli] ad.光彩夺目地;辉煌地 (英语六级单词)
- involuntarily [in´vɔləntərili] ad.不 自觉地 (英语六级单词)
- trance [trɑ:ns] n.恍惚;出神 (英语六级单词)
- extraordinarily [ik´strɔ:dənərili] ad.非常,特别地 (英语六级单词)
- rector [´rektə] n.校长;主任;负责人 (英语六级单词)
- episcopal [i´piskəpəl] a.主教的,主教管辖的 (英语六级单词)