The time had come to follow Mrs. Addy's wishes
and go to Europe, and I sailed in the month of
June following my
graduation, and
traveled for three
months with a party of tourists under the direction
of Eben Tourgee, of the Boston Conservatory of
Music. We landed in Glasgow, and from there
went to England, Belgium, Holland, Germany,
France, and last of all to Italy. Our company in-
cluded many clergymen and a never-to-be-forgotten
widow whose light-hearted attitude toward the mem-
ory of her
departedspouse furnished the comedy
of our first
voyage. It became a pet
diversion to
ask her if her husband still lived, for she always
answered the question in the same
mournful words,
and with the same manner of irrepressible gaiety.
``Oh no!'' she would chirp. ``My dear
departedhas been in our Heavenly Father's house for the
past eight years!''
At its best, the
vacation without my friend was
tragically
incomplete, and only a few of its
incidents
stand out with
clearness across the forty-six years
that have passed since then. One morning, I re-
member, I
preached an impromptu
sermon in the
Castle of Heidelberg before a large
gathering; and
a little later, in Genoa, I
preached a very different
sermon to a
wholly different
congregation. There
was a gospel-ship in the harbor, and one Saturday
the
pastor of it came
ashore to ask if some American
clergyman in our party would
preach on his ship
the next morning. He was an
old-time, orthodox
Presbyterian, and from the tips of his broad-soled
shoes to the
severe part in the hair above his sancti-
monious brow he looked the type. I was not pres-
sent when he called at our hotel, and my absence
gave my fellow-clergymen an opportunity to play a
joke on the gentleman from the gospel-ship. They
assured him that ``Dr. Shaw'' would
preach for him,
and the
pastor returned to his post greatly pleased.
When they told me of his
invitation, however, they
did not add that they had neglected to tell him Dr.
Shaw was a woman, and I was greatly elated by
the
compliment I thought had been paid me.
Our entire party of thirty went out to the gospel-
ship the next morning, and when the
pastor came
to meet us, lank and forbidding, his
austere lips vainly
trying to curve into a smile of
welcome, they intro-
duced me to him as the
minister who was to deliver
the
sermon. He had just taken my hand; he
dropped it as if it had burned his own. For a mo-
ment he had no words to meet the
crisis. Then he
stuttered something to the effect that the situation
was impossible that his men would not listen to
a woman, that they would mob her, that it would
be blasphemous for a woman to
preach. My asso-
ciates, who had so light-heartedly let me in for this
unpleasant experience, now realized that they must
see me through it. They persuaded him to allow
me to
preach the
sermon.
With deep
reluctance the
pastor finally accepted
me and the situation; but when the moment came
to introduce me, he
devoted most of his time to
heartfelt apologies for my presence. He explained
to the sailors that I was a woman, and fervidly
assured them that he himself was not responsible
for my appearance there. With every word he ut-
tered he put a brick in the wall he was building be-
tween me and the crew, until at last I felt that I
could never get past it. I was very
unhappy, very
lonely, very
homesick; and suddenly the thought
came to me that these men,
notwithstanding their
sullen eyes and forbidding faces, might be lonely
and
homesick, too. I
decided to talk to them as a
woman and not as a
minister, and I came down from
the
pulpit and faced them on their own level, look-
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- minister [´ministə] n.部长;大臣 v.伺候 (初中英语单词)
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- cordial [´kɔ:diəl] a.热忱的;亲切的 (高中英语单词)
- breach [bri:tʃ] n.&v.破坏;违犯 (高中英语单词)
- openly [´əupənli] ad.公开地;直率地 (高中英语单词)
- deliberate [di´libəreit] a.慎重的;故意的 (高中英语单词)
- persistent [pə´sistənt] a.坚持的;固执的 (高中英语单词)
- apparently [ə´pærəntli] ad.显然,表面上地 (高中英语单词)
- sermon [´sə:mən] n.说教;训诫;讲道 (高中英语单词)
- intense [in´tens] a.强烈的;紧张的 (高中英语单词)
- apprehension [,æpri´henʃən] n.理解;忧虑;逮捕 (高中英语单词)
- compliment [´kɔmplimənt] n.敬意 vt.赞美;祝贺 (高中英语单词)
- encouragement [in´kʌridʒmənt] n.鼓励;赞助;引诱 (高中英语单词)
- pastor [´pɑ:stə] n.牧师 (高中英语单词)
- mature [mə´tjuə] a.成熟的 v.(使)成熟 (高中英语单词)
- amusing [ə´mju:ziŋ] a.有趣的 (高中英语单词)
- belgium [´beldʒəm] n.比利时 (高中英语单词)
- heavenly [´hevənli] a.天的,天空的 (高中英语单词)
- crisis [´kraisis] n.转折点;危机 (高中英语单词)
- notwithstanding [,nɔtwiθ´stændiŋ] prep.&conj.虽然;还是 (高中英语单词)
- decided [di´saidid] a.明显的;决定的 (高中英语单词)
- dweller [´dwelə] n.居住者;居民 (英语四级单词)
- viewpoint [´vju:pɔint] n.观点,看法 (英语四级单词)
- pulpit [´pulpit] n.讲坛 (英语四级单词)
- revival [ri´vaivəl] n.苏醒;复活;复兴 (英语四级单词)
- worldly [´wə:ldli] a.现世的;世俗的 (英语四级单词)
- traveled [´trævəld] a.见面广的;旅客多的 (英语四级单词)
- glasgow [´glɑ:sgəu] n.格拉斯哥 (英语四级单词)
- diversion [dai´və:ʃən] n.转移;消遣 (英语四级单词)
- mournful [´mɔ:nful] a.令人沮丧的 (英语四级单词)
- gathering [´gæðəriŋ] n.集会,聚集 (英语四级单词)
- congregation [,kɔŋgri´geiʃən] n.集合;团体 (英语四级单词)
- old-time [´əuld-´taim] a.老资格的;古时的 (英语四级单词)
- austere [ɔ´stiə] a.严峻(格)的;质朴的 (英语四级单词)
- devoted [di´vəutid] a.献身…的,忠实的 (英语四级单词)
- graduation [,grædʒu´eiʃən] n.毕业(典礼);刻度 (英语六级单词)
- isolation [,aisə´leiʃən] n.隔离,孤立 (英语六级单词)
- retired [ri´taiəd] a.退休的;通职的 (英语六级单词)
- modestly [´mɔdistli] ad.谦虚地;有节制地 (英语六级单词)
- unoccupied [ʌn´ɔkjupaid] a.空闲的,没人住的 (英语六级单词)
- cheerfulness [´tʃiəfulnis] n.高兴,愉快 (英语六级单词)
- preaching [´pri:tʃiŋ] n.说教 a.说教的 (英语六级单词)
- departed [di´pɑ:tid] a.已往的;已故的 (英语六级单词)
- spouse [spauz] n.配偶 (英语六级单词)
- incomplete [,inkəm´pli:t] a.不完全的,未完成的 (英语六级单词)
- clearness [´kliənis] n.清楚;明白;明确 (英语六级单词)
- reluctance [ri´lʌktəns] n.不愿;勉强 (英语六级单词)
- homesick [´həum,sik] n.思乡的 (英语六级单词)