And proud of many, lives upon his gains?
O him she stores, to show what
wealth she had,
In days long since, before these last so bad.
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Thus is his cheek the map of days outworn,
When beauty lived and died as flowers do now,
Before these
bastard signs of fair were born,
Or durst
inhabit on a living brow:
Before the golden tresses of the dead,
The right of sepulchres, were shorn away,
To live a second life on second head,
Ere beauty's dead
fleece made another gay:
In him those holy
antique hours are seen,
Without all
ornament, it self and true,
Making no summer of another's green,
Robbing no old to dress his beauty new,
And him as for a map doth Nature store,
To show false Art what beauty was of yore.
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Those parts of thee that the world's eye doth view,
Want nothing that the thought of hearts can mend:
All tongues (the voice of souls) give thee that due,
Uttering bare truth, even so as foes commend.
Thy
outward thus with
outward praise is crowned,
But those same tongues that give thee so thine own,
In other accents do this praise confound
By
seeing farther than the eye hath shown.
They look into the beauty of thy mind,
And that in guess they
measure by thy deeds,
Then churls their thoughts (although their eyes were kind)
To thy fair flower add the rank smell of weeds:
But why thy odour matcheth not thy show,
The soil is this, that thou dost common grow.
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That thou art blamed shall not be thy defect,
For
slander's mark was ever yet the fair,
The
ornament of beauty is
suspect,
A crow that flies in heaven's sweetest air.
So thou be good,
slander doth but approve,
Thy worth the greater being wooed of time,
For
canker vice the sweetest buds doth love,
And thou present'st a pure unstained prime.
Thou hast passed by the
ambush of young days,
Either not assailed, or
victor being charged,
Yet this thy praise cannot be so thy praise,
To tie up envy,
evermore enlarged,
If some
suspect of ill masked not thy show,
Then thou alone kingdoms of hearts shouldst owe.
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No longer mourn for me when I am dead,
Than you shall hear the surly
sullen bell
Give
warning to the world that I am fled
From this vile world with vilest worms to dwell:
Nay if you read this line, remember not,
The hand that writ it, for I love you so,
That I in your sweet thoughts would be forgot,
If thinking on me then should make you woe.
O if (I say) you look upon this verse,
When I (perhaps) compounded am with clay,
Do not so much as my poor name rehearse;
But let your love even with my life decay.
Lest the wise world should look into your moan,
And mock you with me after I am gone.
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O lest the world should task you to recite,
What merit lived in me that you should love
After my death (dear love) forget me quite,
For you in me can nothing
worthy prove.
Unless you would
devise some
virtuous lie,
To do more for me than mine own desert,
And hang more praise upon deceased I,
Than niggard truth would
willingly impart:
O lest your true love may seem false in this,
That you for love speak well of me untrue,
My name be buried where my body is,
And live no more to shame nor me, nor you.
For I am shamed by that which I bring forth,
And so should you, to love things nothing worth.
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That time of year thou mayst in me behold,
When yellow leaves, or none, or few do hang
Upon those boughs which shake against the cold,
Bare ruined choirs, where late the sweet birds sang.
In me thou seest the
twilight of such day,
As after
sunset fadeth in the west,
Which by and by black night doth take away,
Death's second self that seals up all in rest.
In me thou seest the glowing of such fire,
That on the ashes of his youth doth lie,
As the death-bed,
whereon it must expire,
Consumed with that which it was nourished by.
This thou perceiv'st, which makes thy love more strong,
To love that well, which thou must leave ere long.
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But be
contented when that fell arrest,
Without all bail shall carry me away,
My life hath in this line some interest,
Which for
memorial still with thee shall stay.
When thou reviewest this, thou dost review,
The very part was
consecrate to thee,
The earth can have but earth, which is his due,
My spirit is thine the better part of me,
So then thou hast but lost the dregs of life,
The prey of worms, my body being dead,
The
cowardconquest of a wretch's knife,
Too base of thee to be remembered,
The worth of that, is that which it contains,
And that is this, and this with thee remains.
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So are you to my thoughts as food to life,
Or as sweet-seasoned showers are to the ground;
And for the peace of you I hold such strife
As 'twixt a miser and his
wealth is found.
Now proud as an enjoyer, and anon
Doubting the filching age will steal his treasure,
Now counting best to be with you alone,
Then bettered that the world may see my pleasure,
Sometime all full with feasting on your sight,
And by and by clean starved for a look,
Possessing or pursuing no delight
Save what is had, or must from you be took.
Thus do I pine and surfeit day by day,
Or gluttoning on all, or all away.
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Why is my verse so
barren of new pride?
So far from
variation or quick change?
Why with the time do I not glance aside
To new-found methods, and to compounds strange?
Why write I still all one, ever the same,
And keep
invention in a noted weed,
That every word doth almost tell my name,
Showing their birth, and where they did proceed?
O know sweet love I always write of you,
And you and love are still my argument:
So all my best is dressing old words new,
Spending again what is already spent:
For as the sun is daily new and old,
So is my love still telling what is told.
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Thy glass will show thee how thy beauties wear,
Thy dial how thy precious minutes waste,
These
vacant leaves thy mind's imprint will bear,
And of this book, this
learning mayst thou taste.
The wrinkles which thy glass will truly show,
Of mouthed graves will give thee memory,
Thou by thy dial's shady stealth mayst know,
Time's thievish progress to eternity.
Look what thy memory cannot contain,
Commit to these waste blanks, and thou shalt find
Those children nursed, delivered from thy brain,
To take a new
acquaintance of thy mind.
These offices, so oft as thou wilt look,
Shall profit thee, and much
enrich thy book.
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So oft have I invoked thee for my muse,
And found such fair
assistance in my verse,
As every alien pen hath got my use,
And under thee their poesy disperse.
Thine eyes, that taught the dumb on high to sing,
And heavy
ignorance aloft to fly,
Have added feathers to the learned's wing,
And given grace a double majesty.
Yet be most proud of that which I compile,
Whose influence is thine, and born of thee,
In others' works thou dost but mend the style,
And arts with thy sweet graces graced be.
But thou art all my art, and dost advance
As high as
learning, my rude
ignorance.
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Whilst I alone did call upon thy aid,
My verse alone had all thy gentle grace,
But now my
gracious numbers are decayed,
And my sick muse doth give an other place.
I grant (sweet love) thy lovely argument
Deserves the travail of a worthier pen,
Yet what of thee thy poet doth invent,
He robs thee of, and pays it thee again,
He lends thee
virtue, and he stole that word,
From thy behaviour, beauty doth he give
And found it in thy cheek: he can afford
No praise to thee, but what in thee doth live.
Then thank him not for that which he doth say,
Since what he owes thee, thou thy self dost pay.
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O how I faint when I of you do write,
Knowing a better spirit doth use your name,
And in the praise thereof spends all his might,
To make me tongue-tied
speaking of your fame.
But since your worth (wide as the ocean is)
The
humble as the proudest sail doth bear,
My saucy bark (inferior far to his)
On your broad main doth wilfully appear.
Your shallowest help will hold me up afloat,
Whilst he upon your soundless deep doth ride,
Or (being wrecked) I am a
worthless boat,
He of tall building, and of
goodly pride.
Then if he
thrive and I be cast away,
The worst was this, my love was my decay.
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Or I shall live your
epitaph to make,
Or you
survive when I in earth am
rotten,