comforted.
No questions were asked, for it was felt by all parties that Emma
Jane's demeanor was answering them before they could be framed.
"He threatened to set the dog on me!" she wailed
presently, when,
as they neared the Sawyer
pasture, she was able to control her
voice. "He called me a pious, cantin' young one, and said he'd
chase me out o' the dooryard if I ever came again! And he'll tell
my father--I know he will, for he hates him like poison."
All at once the adult point of view dawned upon Rebecca. She
never saw it until it was too
obvious to be ignored. Had they
done wrong in interviewing Jacob Moody? Would Aunt Miranda be
angry, as well as Mr. Perkins?
"Why was he so
dreadful, Emmy?" she questioned
tenderly. "What
did you say first? How did you lead up to it?"
Emma Jane sobbed more convulsively, and wiped her nose and eyes
impartially as she tried to think.
"I guess I never led up at all; not a mite. I didn't know what
you meant. I was sent on an errant, and I went and done it the
best I could! (Emma Jane's grammar always lapsed in moments of
excitement.) And then Jake roared at me like Squire Winship's
bull. . . . And he called my face a mug. . . . You shut up that
secretary book, Alice Robinson! If you write down a single word
I'll never speak to you again. . . . And I don't want to be a
member' another minute for fear of
drawing another short lot.
I've got enough of the Daughters or Zion to last me the rest o'
my life! I don't care who goes to meetin' and who don't."
The girls were at the Perkins's gate by this time, and Emma Jane
went sadly into the empty house to remove all traces of the
tragedy from her person before her mother should come home from
the church.
The others wended their way slowly down the street, feeling that
their
promisingmissionary branch had died almost as soon as it
had budded.
"Goodby," said Rebecca, swallowing lumps of
disappointment and
chagrin as she saw the whole inspiring plan break and
vanish into
thin air like an
iridescentbubble. "It's all over and we won't
ever try it again. I'm going in to do overcasting as hard as I
can, because I hate that the worst. Aunt Jane must write to Mrs.
Burch that we don't want to be home missionaries. Perhaps we're
not big enough, anyway. I'm
perfectly certain it's nicer to
convert people when they're yellow or brown or any color but
white; and I believe it must be easier to save their souls than
it is to make them go to meeting."
Third Chronicle
REBECCA'S THOUGHT BOOK
I
The "Sawyer girls'" barn still had its haymow in Rebecca's time,
although the hay was a dozen years old or more, and, in the
opinion of the
occasional visiting horse, sadly juiceless and
wanting in
flavor. It still sheltered, too, old Deacon Israel
Sawyer's carryall and mowing-machine, with his pung, his sleigh,
and a dozen other survivals of an earlier era, when the broad
acres of the brick house went to make one of the finest farms in
Riverboro.
There were no horses or cows in the stalls nowadays; no pig
grunting
comfortably of future spare ribs in the sty; no hens to
peck the plants in the cherished garden patch. The Sawyer girls
were getting on in years, and, mindful that care once killed a
cat, they ordered their lives with the view of escaping that
particular doom, at least, and succeeded fairly well until
Rebecca's
advent made
existence a
trifle more sensational.
Once a month for years upon years, Miss Miranda and Miss Jane had
put towels over their heads and made a
solemn visit to the barn,
taking off the enameled cloth coverings (
occasionally called
"emmanuel covers" in Riverboro), dusting the ancient implements,
and sometimes
sweeping the heaviest of the cobwebs from the
corners, or giving a brush to the floor.
Deacon Israel's tottering
ladder still stood in its accustomed
place, propped against the haymow, and the
heavenly stairway
leading to
eternal glory scarcely looked fairer to Jacob of old
than this to Rebecca. By means of its dusty rounds she mounted,
mounted, mounted far away from time and care and
maiden aunts,
far away from
childish tasks and
childish troubles, to the barn
chamber, a place so full of golden dreams, happy reveries, and
vague longings, that, as her little brown hands clung to the
sides of the
ladder and her feet trod the rounds
cautiously in
her
ascent, her heart almost stopped
beating in the sheer joy of
anticipation.
Once having gained the heights, the next thing was to unlatch the
heavy doors and give them a gentle swing
outward. Then, oh, ever
new Paradise! Then, oh, ever lovely green and growing world! For
Rebecca had that something in her soul that
"Gives to seas and
sunset skies The unspent beauty of surprise."
At the top of Guide Board hill she could see Alice Robinson's
barn with its shining weather vane, a huge burnished fish that
swam with the wind and
foretold the day to all Riverboro. The
meadow, with its sunny slopes stretching up to the pine woods,
was sometimes a flowing sheet of shimmering grass,
sometimes--when daisies and buttercups were blooming--a
vision of
white and gold. Sometimes the shorn
stubble would be dotted with
"the happy hills of hay," and a little later the rock maple on
the edge of the pines would stand out like a golden ball against
the green; its neighbor, the sugar maple, glowing beside it,
brave in scarlet.
It was on one of these autumn days with a
wintry nip in the air
that Adam Ladd (Rebecca's favorite "Mr. Aladdin"), after
searching for her in field and garden, suddenly noticed the open
doors of the barn
chamber, and called to her. At the sound of his
vice she dropped her precious diary, and flew to the edge of the
haymow. He never forgot the
vision of the startled little
poetess, book in one mittened hand, pencil in the other, dark
hair all ruffled, with the
picturesqueaddition of an
occasionalglade of straw, her cheeks
crimson, her eyes shining.
"A Sappho in mittens!" he cried laughingly, and at her eager
question told her to look up the unknown lady in the school
encyclopedia, when she was admitted to the Female Seminary at
Wareham.
Now, all being ready, Rebecca went to a corner of the haymow, and
withdrew a thick blank-book with mottled covers. Out of her
gingham apron pocket came a pencil, a bit of
rubber, and some
pieces of brown paper; then she seated herself
gravely on the
floor, and drew an inverted soapbox nearer to her for a table.
The book was reverently opened, and there was a serious reading
of the extracts already carefully copied
therein. Most of them
were
apparently to the writer's
liking, for dimples of pleasure
showed themselves now and then, and smiles of
obvious delight
played about her face; but once in a while there was a
knittingof the brows and a sigh of
discouragement, showing that the
artist in the child was not
wholly satisfied.
Then came the crucial moment when the budding author was
supposedly to be racked with the throes of
composition; but
seemingly there were no throes. Other girls could wield the
darning or
crochet or
knittingneedle, and send the tatting
shuttle through loops of the finest cotton; hemstitch, oversew,
braid hair in thirteen strands, but the pencil was never obedient
in their fingers, and the pen and ink-pot were a
horror from
early
childhood to the end of time.
Not so with Rebecca; her pencil moved as easily as her tongue,
and no more
striking simile could possibly be used. Her
handwriting was not Spencerian; she had neither time, nor
patience, it is to be feared, for copybook methods, and her
unformed characters were frequently the
despair of her teachers;
but write she could, write she would, write she must and did, in
season and out; from the time she made pothooks at six, till now,