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cited: 'In consideration of saving the life of my

beloved grandchild, Bertha Willcox.'
"Of course, after that no power on earth could

prevent them from getting married.
"Her infatuation endured. People saw her go-

ing out to meet him in the evening. She stared
with unblinking, fascinated eyes up the road where

he was expected to appear, walking freely, with a
swing from the hip, and humming one of the love-

tunes of his country. When the boy was born, he
got elevated at the 'Coach and Horses,' essayed

again a song and a dance, and was again ejected.
People expressed their commiseration for a woman

married to that Jack-in-the-box. He didn't care.
There was a man now (he told me boastfully) to

whom he could sing and talk in the language of his
country, and show how to dance by-and-by.

"But I don't know. To me he appeared to have
grown less springy of step, heavier in body, less

keen of eye. Imagination, no doubt; but it seems
to me now as if the net of fate had been drawn

closer round him already.
"One day I met him on the footpath over the

Talfourd Hill. He told me that 'women were fun-
ny.' I had heard already of domestic differences.

People were saying that Amy Foster was begin-
ning to find out what sort of man she had married.

He looked upon the sea with indifferent, unseeing
eyes. His wife had snatched the child out of his

arms one day as he sat on the doorstep crooning to
it a song such as the mothers sing to babies in his

mountains. She seemed to think he was doing it
some harm. Women are funny. And she had ob-

jected to him praying aloud in the evening. Why?
He expected the boy to repeat the prayer aloud

after him by-and-by, as he used to do after his old
father when he was a child--in his own country.

And I discovered he longed for their boy to grow
up so that he could have a man to talk with in that

language that to our ears sounded so disturbing,
so passionate, and so bizarre. Why his wife

should dislike the idea he couldn't tell. But that
would pass, he said. And tilting his head know-

ingly, he tapped his breastbone to indicate that she
had a good heart: not hard, not fierce, open to com-

passion, charitable to the poor!
"I walked away thoughtfully; I wondered

whether his difference, his strangeness, were not
penetrating with repulsion that dull nature they

had begun by irresistibly attracting. I won-
dered. . . ."

The Doctor came to the window and looked out
at the frigid splendour of the sea, immense in

the haze, as if enclosing all the earth with all
the hearts lost among the passions of love and

fear.
"Physiologically, now," he said, turning away

abruptly, "it was possible. It was possible."
He remained silent. Then went on--

"At all events, the next time I saw him he was
ill--lung trouble. He was tough, but I daresay he

was not acclimatised as well as I had supposed. It
was a bad winter; and, of course, these mountain-

eers do get fits of home sickness; and a state of de-
pression would make him vulnerable. He was lying

half dressed on a couch downstairs.
"A table covered with a dark oilcloth took up all

the middle of the little room. There was a wicker
cradle on the floor, a kettle spouting steam on the

hob, and some child's linen lay drying on the
fender. The room was warm, but the door opens

right into the garden, as you noticed perhaps.
"He was very feverish, and kept on muttering

to himself. She sat on a chair and looked at him
fixedly across the table with her brown, blurred

eyes. 'Why don't you have him upstairs?' I
asked. With a start and a confused stammer she

said, 'Oh! ah! I couldn't sit with him upstairs,
Sir.'

"I gave her certain directions; and going out-
side, I said again that he ought to be in bed up-

stairs. She wrung her hands. 'I couldn't. I
couldn't. He keeps on saying something--I don't

know what.' With the memory of all the talk
against the man that had been dinned into her ears,

I looked at her narrowly. I looked into her short-
sighted eyes, at her dumb eyes that once in her life

had seen an enticing shape, but seemed, staring at
me, to see nothing at all now. But I saw she was

uneasy.
"'What's the matter with him?' she asked in a

sort of vacant trepidation. 'He doesn't look very
ill. I never did see anybody look like this be-

fore. . . .'
"'Do you think,' I asked indignantly" target="_blank" title="ad.愤慨地,义愤地">indignantly, 'he is

shamming?'
"'I can't help it, sir,' she said stolidly. And

suddenly she clapped her hands and looked right
and left. 'And there's the baby. I am so fright-

ened. He wanted me just now to give him the
baby. I can't understand what he says to it.'

"'Can't you ask a neighbour to come in to-
night?' I asked.

"'Please, sir, nobody seems to care to come,' she
muttered, dully resigned all at once.

"I impressed upon her the necessity of the
greatest care, and then had to go. There was a

good deal of sickness that winter. 'Oh, I hope he
won't talk!' she exclaimed softly just as I was go-

ing away.
"I don't know how it is I did not see--but I

didn't. And yet, turning in my trap, I saw her
lingering before the door, very still, and as if med-

itating a flight up the miry road.
"Towards the night his fever increased.

"He tossed, moaned, and now and then muttered
a complaint. And she sat with the table between

her and the couch, watching every movement and
every sound, with the terror, the unreasonable ter-

ror, of that man she could not understand creeping
over her. She had drawn the wicker cradle close

to her feet. There was nothing in her now but the
maternal instinct and that unaccountable fear.

"Suddenly coming to himself, parched, he de-
manded a drink of water. She did not move. She

had not understood, though he may have thought
he was speaking in English. He waited, looking at

her, burning with fever, amazed at her silence and
immobility, and then he shouted impatiently,

'Water! Give me water!'
"She jumped to her feet, snatched up the child,

and stood still. He spoke to her, and his passion-
ate remonstrances only increased her fear of that

strange man. I believe he spoke to her for a long
time, entreating, wondering, pleading, ordering, I

suppose. She says she bore it as long as she could.
And then a gust of rage came over him.

"He sat up and called out terribly one word--
some word. Then he got up as though he hadn't

been ill at all, she says. And as in fevered dismay,
indignation, and wonder he tried to get to her

round the table, she simply opened the door and ran
out with the child in her arms. She heard him call

twice after her down the road in a terrible voice--
and fled. . . . Ah! but you should have seen stir-

ring behind the dull, blurred glance of these eyes
the spectre of the fear which had hunted her on

that night three miles and a half to the door of Fos-
ter's cottage! I did the next day.

"And it was I who found him lying face down
and his body in a puddle, just outside the little

wicket-gate.
"I had been called out that night to an urgent

case in the village, and on my way home at day-
break passed by the cottage. The door stood open.

My man helped me to carry him in. We laid him
on the couch. The lamp smoked, the fire was out,

the chill of the stormy night oozed from the cheer-
less yellow paper on the wall. 'Amy!' I called

aloud, and my voice seemed to lose itself in the
emptiness of this tiny house as if I had cried in a

desert. He opened his eyes. 'Gone!' he said dis-
tinctly. 'I had only asked for water--only for a

little water. . . .'
"He was muddy. I covered him up and stood

waiting in silence, catching a painfully gasped
word now and then. They were no longer in his

own language. The fever had left him, taking
with it the heat of life. And with his panting

breast and lustrous eyes he reminded me again of a
wild creature under the net; of a bird caught in a

snare. She had left him. She had left him--sick
--helpless--thirsty. The spear of the hunter had

entered his very soul. 'Why?' he cried in the pen-
etrating and indignant voice of a man calling to a

responsible Maker. A gust of wind and a swish of
rain answered.

"And as I turned away to shut the door he pro-
nounced the word 'Merciful!' and expired.

"Eventually I certified heart-failure as the im-
mediate cause of death. His heart must have in-

deed failed him, or else he might have stood this
night of storm and exposure, too. I closed his eyes

and drove away. Not very far from the cottage I
met Foster walking sturdily between the dripping

hedges with his collie at his heels.
"'Do you know where your daughter is?' I

asked.
"'Don't I!' he cried. 'I am going to talk to

him a bit. Frightening a poor woman like this.'
"'He won't frighten her any more,' I said.

'He is dead.'
"He struck with his stick at the mud.

"'And there's the child.'
"Then, after thinking deeply for a while--

"'I don't know that it isn't for the best.'
"That's what he said. And she says nothing at

all now. Not a word of him. Never. Is his im-
age as utterly gone from her mind as his lithe and

striding figure, his carolling voice are gone from
our fields? He is no longer before her eyes to ex-



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