AMY FOSTER
by Joseph Conrad
Kennedy is a country doctor, and lives in Cole-
brook, on the shores of Eastbay. The high
ground rising
abruptly behind the red roofs of the
little town crowds the
quaint High Street against
the wall which defends it from the sea. Beyond
the sea-wall there curves for miles in a vast and
regular sweep the
barren beach of
shingle, with the
village of Brenzett
standing out
darkly across the
water, a spire in a clump of trees; and still further
out the
perpendicularcolumn of a
lighthouse, look-
ing in the distance no bigger than a lead pencil,
marks the vanishing-point of the land. The coun-
try at the back of Brenzett is low and flat, but the
bay is fairly well sheltered from the seas, and occa-
sionally a big ship, windbound or through stress
of weather, makes use of the
anchoring ground a
mile and a half due north from you as you stand
at the back door of the "Ship Inn" in Brenzett.
A dilapidated windmill near by lifting its shattered
arms from a mound no loftier than a
rubbish heap,
and a Martello tower squatting at the water's edge
half a mile to the south of the Coastguard
cottages,
are familiar to the skippers of small craft. These
are the official seamarks for the patch of trust-
worthy bottom represented on the Admiralty charts
by an
irregular oval of dots enclosing several fig-
ures six, with a tiny
anchor engraved among them,
and the legend "mud and shells" over all.
The brow of the
upland overtops the square
tower of the Colebrook Church. The slope is
green and looped by a white road. Ascending
along this road, you open a
valley broad and shal-
low, a wide green
trough of pastures and hedges
merging
inland into a vista of
purple tints and
flowing lines closing the view.
In this
valley down to Brenzett and Colebrook
and up to Darnford, the market town fourteen
miles away, lies the practice of my friend Kennedy.
He had begun life as
surgeon in the Navy, and
afterwards had been the
companion of a famous
traveller, in the days when there were continents
with unexplored interiors. His papers on the
fauna and flora made him known to
scientific socie-
ties. And now he had come to a country practice
--from choice. The penetrating power of his
mind,
acting like a corrosive fluid, had destroyed
his
ambition, I fancy. His
intelligence is of a
scientific order, of an investigating habit, and of
that unappeasable
curiosity which believes that
there is a
particle of a general truth in every mys-
tery.
A good many years ago now, on my return from
abroad, he invited me to stay with him. I came
readily enough, and as he could not
neglect his
patients to keep me company, he took me on his
rounds--thirty miles or so of an afternoon, some-
times. I waited for him on the roads; the horse
reached after the leafy twigs, and, sitting in
the dogcart, I could hear Kennedy's laugh through
the half-open door left open of some
cottage. He
had a big,
hearty laugh that would have fitted a
man twice his size, a brisk manner, a bronzed face,
and a pair of grey,
profoundlyattentive eyes. He
had the
talent of making people talk to him freely,
and an inexhaustible
patience in listening to their
tales.
One day, as we trotted out of a large village into
a shady bit of road, I saw on our left hand a low,
black
cottage, with diamond panes in the windows,
a creeper on the end wall, a roof of
shingle, and
some roses climbing on the rickety trellis-work of
the tiny porch. Kennedy pulled up to a walk. A
woman, in full
sunlight, was throwing a dripping
blanket over a line stretched between two old ap-
ple-trees. And as the bobtailed, long-necked chest-
nut,
trying to get his head, jerked the left hand,
covered by a thick dogskin glove, the doctor raised
his voice over the hedge: "How's your child,
Amy?"
I had the time to see her dull face, red, not with
a mantling blush, but as if her flat cheeks had been
vigorously slapped, and to take in the squat figure,
the
scanty, dusty brown hair drawn into a tight
knot at the back of the head. She looked quite
young. With a
distinct catch in her
breath, her
voice sounded low and timid.
"He's well, thank you."
We trotted again. "A young patient of
yours," I said; and the doctor, flicking the chest-
nut
absently, muttered, "Her husband used to be."
"She seems a dull creature," I remarked list-
lessly.
"Precisely," said Kennedy. "She is very pas-
sive. It's enough to look at the red hands hanging
at the end of those short arms, at those slow, prom-
inent brown eyes, to know the inertness of her mind
--an inertness that one would think made it ever-
lastingly safe from all the surprises of imagina-
tion. And yet which of us is safe? At any rate,
such as you see her, she had enough
imaginationto fall in love. She's the daughter of one Isaac
Foster, who from a small farmer has sunk into a
shepherd; the
beginning of his misfortunes dating
from his
runaway marriage with the cook of his
widowed father--a
well-to-do, apoplectic grazier,
who
passionately struck his name off his will, and
had been heard to utter threats against his life.
But this old affair, scandalous enough to serve as
a
motive for a Greek
tragedy, arose from the simi-
larity of their characters. There are other trage-
dies, less scandalous and of a subtler poignancy,
arising from irreconcilable differences and from
that fear of the Incomprehensible that hangs over
all our heads--over all our heads. . . ."
The tired
chestnut dropped into a walk; and the
rim of the sun, all red in a speckless sky, touched
familiarly the smooth top of a ploughed rise near
the road as I had seen it times
innumerable touch
the distant
horizon of the sea. The uniform
brownness of the harrowed field glowed with a rosy
tinge, as though the powdered clods had sweated
out in minute pearls of blood the toil of uncounted
ploughmen. From the edge of a copse a waggon
with two horses was rolling
gently along the ridge.