true, and so far
effective that the fellows began to scratch
their heads and look irresolute. The
speaker then
pointed at the
window, exclaiming: "Look! there's all your crowd going away
quietly, and you silly chaps had better go after them and pray
God to
forgive you your evil thoughts."
This
appeal was an
unlucky inspiration.
In crowding clumsily to the window to see whether he was speaking
the truth, the fellows overturned the little writing-table. As
it fell over a chink of loose coin was heard. "There's money in
that thing," cried the
blacksmith. In a moment the top of the
delicate piece of furniture was smashed and there lay exposed in
a
drawer eighty half imperials. Gold coin was a rare sight in
Russia even at that time; it put the
peasants beside themselves.
"There must be more of that in the house, and we shall have it,"
yelled the ex-soldier
blacksmith. "This is war-time." The
others were already shouting out of the window, urging the crowd
to come back and help. The
priest,
abandoned suddenly at the
gate, flung his arms up and
hurried away so as not to see what
was going to happen.
In their search for money that bucolic mob smashed everything in
the house, ripping with
knives, splitting with hatchets, so that,
as the servant said, there were no two pieces of wood holding
together left in the whole house. They broke some very fine
mirrors, all the windows, and every piece of glass and china.
They threw the books and papers out on the lawn and set fire to
the heap for the mere fun of the thing,
apparently. Absolutely
the only one
solitary thing which they left whole was a small
ivory crucifix, which remained
hanging on the wall in the wrecked
bedroom above a wild heap of rags, broken
mahogany, and
splintered boards which had been Mr. Nicholas B.'s bedstead.
Detecting the servant in the act of stealing away with a japanned
tin box, they tore it from him, and because he resisted they
threw him out of the dining-room window. The house was on one
floor, but raised well above the ground, and the fall was so
serious that the man remained lying stunned till the cook and a
stable-boy ventured forth at dusk from their hiding-places and
picked him up. But by that time the mob had
departed, carrying
off the tin box, which they
supposed to be full of paper money.
Some distance from the house, in the middle of a field, they
broke it open. They found in side
documents engrossed on
parchment and the two crosses of the Legion of Honour and For
Valour. At the sight of these objects, which, the
blacksmithexplained, were marks of honour given only by the Tsar, they
became
extremely frightened at what they had done. They threw the
whole lot away into a ditch and dispersed hastily.
On
learning of this particular loss Mr. Nicholas B. broke down
completely. The mere sacking of his house did not seem to affect
him much. While he was still in bed from the shock, the two
crosses were found and returned to him. It helped somewhat his
slow convalescence, but the tin box and the parchments, though
searched for in all the ditches around, never turned up again.
He could not get over the loss of his Legion of Honour Patent,
whose preamble,
setting forth his services, he knew by heart to
the very letter, and after this blow volunteered sometimes to
recite, tears
standing in his eyes the while. Its terms haunted
him
apparently during the last two years of his life to such an
extent that he used to repeat them to himself. This is confirmed
by the remark made more than once by his old servant to the more
intimate friends. "What makes my heart heavy is to hear our
master in his room at night walking up and down and praying aloud
in the French language."
It must have been somewhat over a year afterward that I saw Mr.
Nicholas B.--or, more
correctly, that he saw me--for the last
time. It was, as I have already said, at the time when my mother
had a three months' leave from exile, which she was spending in
the house of her brother, and friends and relations were coming
from far and near to do her honour. It is inconceivable that Mr.
Nicholas B. should not have been of the number. The little child
a few months old he had taken up in his arms on the day of his
home-coming, after years of war and exile, was confessing her
faith in national
salvation by
suffering exile in her turn. I do
not know whether he was present on the very day of our
departure.
I have already admitted that for me he is more especially the man
who in his youth had eaten roast dog in the depths of a gloomy
forest of snow-loaded pines. My memory cannot place him in any
remembered scene. A
hooked nose, some sleek white hair, an
un
related evanescent
impression of a meagre, slight, rigid figure
militarily buttoned up to the
throat, is all that now exists on
earth of Mr. Nicholas B.; only this vague shadow pursued by the
memory of his grandnephew, the last surviving human being, I
suppose, of all those he had seen in the course of his taciturn
life.
But I remember well the day of our
departure back to exile. The
elongated, bizarre,
shabby travelling-
carriage with four
post-horses,
standing before the long front of the house with its
eight columns, four on each side of the broad
flight of stairs.
On the steps, groups of servants, a few relations, one or two
friends from the nearest neighbourhood, a perfect silence; on all
the faces an air of sober
concentration; my
grandmother, all in
black, gazing stoically; my uncle giving his arm to my mother
down to the
carriage in which I had been placed already; at the
top of the
flight my little cousin in a short skirt of a tartan
pattern with a deal of red in it, and like a small princess
attended by the women of her own household; the head gouvernante,
our dear, corpulent Francesca (who had been for thirty years in
the service of the B. family), the former nurse, now outdoor
attendant, a handsome
peasant face wearing a
compassionate
expression, and the good, ugly Mlle. Durand, the
governess, with
her black eyebrows meeting over a short, thick nose, and a
complexion like pale-brown paper. Of all the eyes turned toward
the
carriage, her
good-natured eyes only were dropping tears, and
it was her sobbing voice alone that broke the silence with an
appeal to me: "N'oublie pas ton francais, mon cheri." In three
months, simply by playing with us, she had taught me not only to
speak French, but to read it as well. She was indeed an
excellent
playmate. In the distance,
half-way down to the great
gates, a light, open trap, harnessed with three horses in Russian
fashion, stood drawn up on one side, with the police captain of
the district sitting in it, the vizor of his flat cap with a red
band pulled down over his eyes.
It seems strange that he should have been there to watch our
going so carefully. Without wishing to treat with levity the
just timidites of Imperialists all the world over, I may allow
myself the
reflection that a woman, practically condemned by the
doctors, and a small boy not quite six years old, could not be
regarded as
seriously dangerous, even for the largest of
conceivable empires saddled with the most
sacred of
responsibilities. And this good man I believe did not think so,
either.
I
learned afterward why he was present on that day. I don't
remember any
outward signs; but it seems that, about a month
before, my mother became so unwell that there was a doubt whether
she could be made fit to travel in the time. In this uncertainty
the Governor-General in Kiev was
petitioned to grant her a
fortnight's
extension of stay in her brother's house. No answer
whatever was returned to this prayer, but one day at dusk the
police captain of the district drove up to the house and told my
uncle's valet, who ran out to meet him, that he wanted to speak