greatest sensibility to one in particular, a young Frederic, whom I take on
my lap and sigh over for his dear uncle's sake.
Poor Mainwaring! I need not tell you how much I miss him, how
perpetually he is in my thoughts. I found a
dismal letter from him on my
arrival here, full of complaints of his wife and sister, and lamentations
on the
cruelty of his fate. I passed off the letter as his wife's, to the
Vernons, and when I write to him it must be under cover to you.
Ever yours,
S. VERNON.
VI
MRS. VERNON TO MR. DE COURCY
Churchhill.
Well, my dear Reginald, I have seen this dangerous creature, and must
give you some
description of her, though I hope you will soon be able to
form your own judgment she is really excessively pretty; however you may
choose to question the allurements of a lady no longer young, I must, for
my own part, declare that I have seldom seen so lovely a woman as Lady
Susan. She is
delicately fair, with fine grey eyes and dark eyelashes; and
from her appearance one would not suppose her more than five and twenty,
though she must in fact be ten years older, I was certainly not disposed to
admire her, though always
hearing she was beautiful; but I cannot help
feeling that she possesses an
uncommon union of symmetry, brilliancy, and
grace. Her address to me was so gentle, frank, and even
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affectionate, that,
if I had not known how much she has always
disliked me for marrying Mr.
Vernon, and that we had never met before, I should have imagined her an
attached friend. One is apt, I believe, to connect
assurance of manner with
coquetry, and to expect that an impudent address will naturally attend an
impudent mind; at least I was myself prepared for an
improper degree of
confidence in Lady Susan; but her
countenance is
absolutely sweet, and her
voice and manner winningly mild. I am sorry it is so, for what is this but
deceit? Unfortunately, one knows her too well. She is clever and
agreeable,
has all that knowledge of the world which makes conversation easy, and
talks very well, with a happy command of language, which is too often used,
I believe, to make black appear white. She has already almost
persuaded me
of her being warmly attached to her daughter, though I have been so long
convinced to the
contrary. She speaks of her with so much
tenderness and
anxiety, lamenting so
bitterly the
neglect of her education, which she
represents however as
wholly unavoidable, that I am forced to
recollect how
many
successive springs her ladyship spent in town, while her daughter was
left in Staffordshire to the care of servants, or a
governess very little
better, to prevent my believing what she says.
If her manners have so great an influence on my resentful heart, you may
judge how much more
strongly they
operate on Mr. Vernon's
generous temper.
I wish I could be as well satisfied as he is, that it was really her choice
to leave Langford for Churchhill; and if she had not stayed there for
months before she discovered that her friend's manner of living did not
suit her situation or feelings, I might have believed that concern for the
loss of such a husband as Mr. Vernon, to whom her own behaviour was far
from unexceptionable, might for a time make her wish for
retirement. But
I cannot forget the length of her visit to the Mainwarings, and when I
reflect on the different mode of life which she led with them from that to
which she must now
submit, I can only suppose that the wish of establishing
her
reputation by following though late the path of
propriety, occasioned
her
removal from a family where she must in
reality have been particularly
happy. Your friend Mr. Smith's story, however, cannot be quite correct, as
she corresponds
regularly with Mrs. Mainwaring. At any rate it must be
exaggerated. It is scarcely possible that two men should be so grossly
deceived by her at once.
Yours, &c.,
CATHERINE VERNON
VII
LADY SUSAN VERNON TO MRS. JOHNSON
Churchhill.
My dear Alicia,--You are very good in
taking notice of Frederica, and I
am
grateful for it as a mark of your friendship; but as I cannot have any
doubt of the
warmth of your
affection, I am far from
exacting so heavy a
sacrifice. She is a
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recommend her. I would
not,
therefore, on my
account, have you encumber one moment of your
precious time by sending for her to Edward Street, especially as every
visit is so much deducted from the grand affair of education, which I
really wish to have attended to while she remains at Miss Summers's. I want
her to play and sing with some
portion of taste and a good deal of
assurance, as she has my hand and arm and a tolerable voice. I was so much
indulged in my
infant years that I was never obliged to attend to anything,
and
consequently am without the accomplishments which are now necessary to
finish a pretty woman. Not that I am an
advocate for the
prevailing fashion
of acquiring a perfect knowledge of all languages, arts, and sciences. It
is throwing time away to be
mistress of French, Italian, and German:
music, singing, and
drawing, &c., will gain a woman some
applause, but will
not add one lover to her list--grace and manner, after all, are of the
greatest importance. I do not mean,
therefore, that Frederica's
acquirements should be more than
superficial, and I
flatter myself that she
will not remain long enough at school to understand anything
thoroughly. I
hope to see her the wife of Sir James within a twelvemonth. You know on
what I ground my hope, and it is certainly a good
foundation, for school
must be very humiliating to a girl of Frederica's age. And, by-the-by, you
had better not invite her any more on that
account, as I wish her to find
her situation as
unpleasant as possible. I am sure of Sir James at any
time, and could make him renew his
application by a line. I shall trouble
you
meanwhile to prevent his forming any other
attachment when he comes to
town. Ask him to your house
occasionally, and talk to him of Frederica,
that he may not forget her. Upon the whole, I
commend my own conduct in
this affair
extremely, and regard it as a very happy
instance of
circumspection and
tenderness. Some mothers would have insisted on their
daughter's accepting so good an offer on the first overture; but I could
not
reconcile it to myself to force Frederica into a marriage from which
her heart revolted, and instead of adopting so harsh a
measure merely
propose to make it her own choice, by rendering her
thoroughlyuncomfortable till she does accept him--but enough of this
tiresome girl.
You may well wonder how I
contrive to pass my time here, and for the first
week it was insufferably dull. Now, however, we begin to mend, our party is
enlarged by Mrs. Vernon's brother, a handsome young man, who promises me
some
amusement. There is something about him which rather interests me, a
sort of sauciness and
familiarity which I shall teach him to correct. He is
lively, and seems clever, and when I have inspired him with greater respect
for me than his sister's kind offices have implanted, he may be an
agreeable flirt. There is
exquisite pleasure in subduing an insolent
spirit, in making a person predetermined to
dislikeacknowledge one's
superiority. I have disconcerted him already by my calm reserve, and it
shall be my
endeavour to
humble the pride of these self important De
Courcys still lower, to
convince Mrs. Vernon that her sisterly cautions
have been bestowed in vain, and to
persuade Reginald that she has
scandalously belied me. This
project will serve at least to amuse me, and
prevent my feeling so acutely this
dreadfulseparation from you and all
whom I love.
Yours ever,
S. VERNON.
VIII
MRS. VERNON TO LADY DE COURCY
Churchhill.
My dear Mother,--You must not expect Reginald back again for some time.
He desires me to tell you that the present open weather induces him to
accept Mr. Vernon's
invitation to
prolong his stay in Sussex, that they may
have some
hunting together. He means to send for his horses immediately,
and it is impossible to say when you may see him in Kent. I will not
disguise my sentiments on this change from you, my dear mother, though I
think you had better not
communicate them to my father, whose excessive
anxiety about Reginald would subject him to an alarm which might seriously
affect his health and spirits. Lady Susan has certainly
contrived, in the
space of a
fortnight, to make my brother like her. In short, I am
persuaded
that his continuing here beyond the time
originally fixed for his return is
occasioned as much by a degree of
fascination towards her, as by the wish
of
hunting with Mr. Vernon, and of course I cannot receive that pleasure
from the length of his visit which my brother's company would otherwise
give me. I am, indeed, provoked at the artifice of this unprincipled woman;
what stronger proof of her dangerous abilities can be given than this
perversion of Reginald's judgment, which when he entered the house was so
decidedly against her! In his last letter he
actually gave me some
particulars of her behaviour at Langford, such as he received from a
gentleman who knew her
perfectly well, which, if true, must raise