dressing-room, "Good God! if I did not find that great little man, of
whom everybody is so afraid, playing in the next room, under the dining-
table, with Mrs. Nisbet's child!" A few days afterwards Mrs.
Nisbet herself was first introduced to him, and thanked him for the
partiality which he had shown to her little boy. Her manners were
mild and
winning; and the captain, whose heart was easily susceptible
of
attachment, found no such
imperious necessity for subduing his
inclinations as had twice before
withheld him from marrying. They were
married on March 11, 1787: Prince William Henry, who had come
out to the West Indies the
preceding winter, being present, by his
own desire, to give away the bride. Mr. Herbert, her uncle, was at
this time so much displeased with his only daughter, that he had
resolved to disinherit her, and leave his whole fortune, which was
very great, to his niece. But Nelson, whose nature was too noble to
let him profit by an act of
injustice, interfered, and succeeded in
reconciling the president to his child.
"Yesterday," said one of his naval friends the day after the wedding,
"the navy lost one of its greatest ornaments by Nelson's marriage.
It is a national loss that such an officer should marry: had
it not been for this, Nelson would have become the greatest man
in the service." The man was
rightly estimated; but he who
delivered this opinion did not understand the effect of
domestic love
and duty upon a mind of the true
heroic stamp.
"We are often separate," said Nelson, in a letter to Mrs. Nisbet a
few months before their marriage; "but our
affection" target="_blank" title="n.友爱;慈爱">
affections are not by any
means on that
accountdiminished. Our country has the first
demand for our services; and private
convenience or happiness must
ever give way to the public good. Duty is the great business of a
sea officer: all private considerations must give way to it, however
painful." "Have you not often heard," says he in another letter,
"that salt water and
absence always wash away love ? Now I am
such a
heretic as not to believe that article, for, behold, every
morning I have had six pails of salt water poured upon my head, and
instead of
finding what seamen say to be true, it goes on so
contraryto the prescription, that you may, perhaps, see me before the fixed
time." More
frequently his
correspondence breathed a deeper strain.
"To write letters to you," says he,"is the next greatest pleasure I
feel to receiving them from you. What I experience when I read
such as I am sure are the pure sentiments of your heart, my poor
pen cannot express; nor, indeed, would I give much for any pen
or head which could express feelings of that kind. Absent from
you, I feel no pleasure: it is you who are everything to me. Without
you, I care not for this world; for I have found,
lately, nothing
in it but
vexation and trouble. These are my present sentiments.
God Almighty grant they may never change! Nor do I think they
will. Indeed there is, as far as human knowledge can judge, a
moral
certainty that they cannot; for it must be real
affection" target="_blank" title="n.友爱;慈爱">
affection that
brings us together, not interest or compulsion." Such were the
feelings, and such the sense of duty, with which Nelson became a
husband.
During his stay upon this station he had ample opportunity of
observing the scandalous practices of the contractors, prize-agents,
and other persons in the West Indies connected with the naval service.
When he was first left with the command, and bills were brought him
to sign for money which was owing for goods purchased for the navy,
he required the original voucher, that he might examine whether
those goods had been really purchased at the market price; but to
produce vouchers would not have been
convenient, and
therefore was
not the custom. Upon this Nelson wrote to Sir Charles Middleton,
then Comptroller of the Navy, representing the abuses which were
likely to be practised in this manner. The answer which he received
seemed to imply that the old forms were thought sufficient; and
thus, having no
alternative, he was compelled, with his eyes open, to
submit to a practice originating in fraudulent intentions. Soon
afterwards two Antigua merchants informed him that they were privy
to great frauds which had been committed upon government in
various departments; at Antigua, to the
amount of nearly L500,000;
at Lucie, L300,000; at Barbadoes, L250,000; at Jamaica,
upwards of
a million. The informers were both
shrewdsensible men of business;
they did not
affect to be actuated by a sense of justice, but required
a per-centage upon so much as government should
actually recover
through their means. Nelson examined the books and papers which
they produced, and was convinced that government had been most
infamously plundered. Vouchers, he found, in that country, were no
check
whatever: the principle was, that "a thing was always worth
what it would bring;" and the merchants were in the habit of signing
vouchers for each other, without even the appearance of looking at
the articles. These
accounts he sent home to the different
departments which had been defrauded; but the peculators were too
powerful, and they succeeded not merely in impeding
inquiry, but
even in raising prejudices against Nelson at the Board of Admiralty,
which it was many years before he could subdue.
Owing probably, to these prejudices, and the influence of the
peculators, he was treated, on his return to England, in a manner which
had nearly
driven him from the service. During the three years that
the BOREAS had remained upon a station which is usually so fatal, not
a single officer or man of her whole complement had died. This
almost unexampled
instance of good health, though
mostly, no doubt,
imputable to a
healthy season, must in some
measure, also, be ascribed
to the wise conduct of the captain. He never suffered the ships to
remain more than three or four weeks at a time at any of the islands;
and when the
hurricane months confined him to English Harbour, he
encouraged all kinds of useful amusements--music, dancing, and
cudgelling among the men; theatricals among the officers; anything
which could employ their attention, and keep their spirits cheerful.
The BOREAS arrived in England in June. Nelson, who had many
times been
supposed to be consumptive when in the West Indies,
and perhaps was saved from
consumption by that
climate, was still
in a
precarious state of health; and the raw wet weather of one of
our ungenial summers brought on cold, and sore
throat, and fever;
yet his
vessel was kept at the Nore from the end of June till the end
of November, serving as a slop and receiving ship. This
unworthytreatment, which more probably proceeded from inattention than
from
neglect, excited in Nelson the strongest
indignation. During
the whole five months he seldom or never quitted the ship, but carried
on the duty with
strict and
sullen attention. On the morning when
orders were received to prepare the BOREAS for being paid off, he
expressed his joy to the
senior officer in the Medway,
saying, "It will
release me for ever from an ungrateful service; for it is my firm and
unalterable
determination never again to set my foot on board a
king's ship. Immediately after my
arrival in town I shall wait on
the First Lord of the Admiralty, and
resign my commission." The
officer to whom he thus
communicated his intentions behaved in the
wisest and most friendly manner; for
finding it in vain to dissuade him
in his present state of feeling, he
secretly interfered with the First Lord
to save him from a step so
injurious to himself, little foreseeing how
deeply the
welfare and honour of England were at that moment at
stake. This
interference produced a letter from Lord Howe the day
before the ship was paid off, intimating a wish to see Captain Nelson
as soon as he arrived in town; when, being pleased with his convers-
ation, and
perfectly convinced, by what was then explained to him,
of the
propriety of his conduct, he desired that he might present him
to the king on the first levee-day; and the
gracious manner in which
Nelson was then received
effectually removed his resentment.
Prejudices had been, in like manner, excited against his friend,
Prince William Henry. "Nothing is
wanting, sir," said Nelson, in
one of his letters, "to make you the
darling of the English nation but
truth. Sorry am I to say, much to the
contrary has been dispersed."
This was not
flattery, for Nelson was no flatterer. The letter in
which this passage occurs shows in how wise and noble a manner he
dealt with the
prince. One of his royal
highness's officers had
applied for a court-martial upon a point in which he was unquestionably
wrong. His royal
highness, however, while he supported his own
character and authority, prevented the trial, which must have been
injurious to a brave and deserving man. "Now that you are parted,"