To hear him, you become aware that Alick himself had a taste for
virtue. He thought his own
idleness and the other's industry equally
becoming. He was no more
anxious to
insure his own
reputation as a
liar than to
uphold the truthfulness of his
companion; and he seemed
unaware of what was incongruous in his attitude, and was
plainlysincere in both
characters.
It was not
surprising that he should take an interest in the
Devonian, for the lad worshipped and served him in love and wonder.
Busy as he was, he would find time to warn Alick of an approaching
officer, or even to tell him that the coast was clear, and he might
slip off and smoke a pipe in safety. 'Tom,' he once said to him, for
that was the name which Alick ordered him to use, 'if you don't like
going to the
galley, I'll go for you. You ain't used to this kind of
thing, you ain't. But I'm a sailor; and I can understand the
feelings of any fellow, I can.' Again, he was hard up, and casting
about for some
tobacco, for he was not so liberally used in this
respect as others perhaps less
worthy, when Alick offered him the
half of one of his fifteen sticks. I think, for my part, he might
have increased the offer to a whole one, or perhaps a pair of them,
and not lived to regret his liberality. But the Devonian refused.
'No,' he said, 'you're a stowaway like me; I won't take it from you,
I'll take it from some one who's not down on his luck.'
It was
notable in this
generous lad that he was
strongly under the
influence of sex. If a woman passed near where he was
working, his
eyes lit up, his hand paused, and his mind wandered
instantly to
other thoughts. It was natural that he should exercise a fascination
proportionally strong upon women. He begged, you will remember, from
women only, and was never refused. Without wishing to explain away
the
charity of those who helped him, I cannot but fancy he may have
owed a little to his handsome face, and to that quick, responsive
nature, formed for love, which speaks eloquently through all
disguises, and can stamp an
impression in ten minutes' talk or an
exchange of glances. He was the more dangerous in that he was far
from bold, but seemed to woo in spite of himself, and with a soft and
pleading eye. Ragged as he was, and many a scarecrow is in that
respect more
comfortably furnished, even on board he was not without
some curious admirers.
There was a girl among the passengers, a tall, blonde, handsome,
strapping Irishwoman, with a wild, accommodating eye, whom Alick had
dubbed Tommy, with that transcendental appropriateness that defies
analysis. One day the Devonian was lying for
warmth in the upper
stoke-hole, which stands open on the deck, when Irish Tommy came
past, very neatly attired, as was her custom.
'Poor fellow,' she said, stopping, 'you haven't a vest.'
'No,' he said; 'I wish I 'ad.'
Then she stood and gazed on him in silence, until, in his
embarrassment, for he knew not how to look under this scrutiny, he
pulled out his pipe and began to fill it with
tobacco.
'Do you want a match?' she asked. And before he had time to reply,
she ran off and
presently returned with more than one.
That was the
beginning and the end, as far as our passage is
concerned, of what I will make bold to call this love-affair. There
are many relations which go on to marriage and last during a
lifetime, in which less human feeling is engaged than in this scene
of five minutes at the stoke-hole.
Rigidly
speaking, this would end the chapter of the stowaways; but in
a larger sense of the word I have yet more to add. Jones had
discovered and
pointed out to me a young woman who was remarkable
among her fellows for a
pleasing and interesting air. She was poorly
clad, to the verge, if not over the line, of disrespectability, with
a
ragged old
jacket and a bit of a sealskin cap no bigger than your
fist; but her eyes, her whole expression, and her manner, even in
ordinary moments, told of a true womanly nature,
capable of love,
anger, and
devotion. She had a look, too, of
refinement, like one
who might have been a better lady than most, had she been allowed the
opportunity. When alone she seemed
preoccupied and sad; but she was
not often alone; there was usually by her side a heavy, dull, gross
man in rough clothes, chary of speech and
gesture - not from caution,
but
poverty of
disposition; a man like a ditcher, unlovely and
uninteresting; whom she petted and tended and waited on with her eyes
as if he had been Amadis of Gaul. It was strange to see this hulking
fellow dog-sick, and this
delicate, sad woman caring for him. He
seemed, from first to last,
insensible of her caresses and
attentions, and she seemed
unconscious of his insensibility. The
Irish husband, who sang his wife to sleep, and this Scottish girl
serving her Orson, were the two bits of human nature that most
appealed to me throughout the
voyage.
On the Thursday before we arrived, the tickets were collected; and
soon a rumour began to go round the
vessel; and this girl, with her
bit of sealskin cap, became the centre of whispering and
pointedfingers. She also, it was said, was a stowaway of a sort; for she
was on board with neither ticket nor money; and the man with whom she
travelled was the father of a family, who had left wife and children
to be hers. The ship's officers discouraged the story, which may
therefore have been a story and no more; but it was believed in the
steerage, and the poor girl had to
encounter many curious eyes from
that day forth.
PERSONAL EXPERIENCE AND REVIEW
Travel is of two kinds; and this
voyage of mine across the ocean
combined both. 'Out of my country and myself I go,' sings the old
poet: and I was not only travelling out of my country in latitude
and
longitude, but out of myself in diet, associates, and
consideration. Part of the interest and a great deal of the
amusement flowed, at least to me, from this novel situation in the
world.
I found that I had what they call fallen in life with absolute
success and verisimilitude. I was taken for a steerage passenger; no
one seemed surprised that I should be so; and there was nothing but
the brass plate between decks to
remind me that I had once been a
gentleman. In a former book, describing a former journey, I
expressed some wonder that I could be
readily and naturally taken for
a
pedlar, and explained the accident by the difference of language
and manners between England and France. I must now take a
humbler
view; for here I was among my own countrymen, somewhat
roughly clad
to be sure, but with every
advantage of speech and manner; and I am
bound to
confess that I passed for nearly anything you please except
an educated gentleman. The sailors called me 'mate,' the officers
addressed me as 'my man,' my comrades accepted me without hesitation
for a person of their own
character and experience, but with some
curious information. One, a mason himself, believed I was a mason;
several, and among these at least one of the
seaman, judged me to be
a petty officer in the American navy; and I was so often set down for
a practical engineer that at last I had not the heart to deny it.
From all these guesses I drew one
conclusion, which told against the
insight of my
companions. They might be close observers in their own
way, and read the manners in the face; but it was plain that they did
not extend their
observation to the hands.
To the
saloon passengers also I sustained my part without a hitch.
It is true I came little in their way; but when we did
encounter,
there was no
recognition in their eye, although I
confess I sometimes
courted it in silence. All these, my inferiors and equals, took me,
like the transformed
monarch in the story, for a mere common, human
man. They gave me a hard, dead look, with the flesh about the eye
kept unrelaxed.
With the women this surprised me less, as I had already experimented
on the sex by going
abroad through a
suburban part of London simply
attired in a sleeve-waistcoat. The result was curious. I then
learned for the first time, and by the exhaustive process, how much
attention ladies are accustomed to
bestow on all male creatures of
their own station; for, in my
humble rig, each one who went by me
caused me a certain shock of surprise and a sense of something
wanting. In my
normal circumstances, it appeared every young lady
must have paid me some
tribute of a glance; and though I had often