His
agitation was great, his voice became altered and broken;
and his face kindled over with that living fire with which
it was wont to burn, when he entered the battles of his country.
I arose from my seat as he spoke; and on recovering from
the magic of his tongue, found myself bending forward
to the voice of my friend, and my right hand stretched by my side;
it was stretched to my side for the sword that was wont to burn
in the presence of Marion when battle rose, and the crowding foe
was darkening around us. But thanks to God, 'twas sweet
delusion all.
No sword hung burning by my side; no crowding foe darkened around us.
In dust or in chains they had all vanished away, and bright in his scabbard
rested the sword of peace in my own pleasant halls on Winyaw bay.
Chapter 32.
The death of Marion -- his character.
"Next to Washington, O
glorious shade!
In page
historic shall thy name have place.
Deep on thy country's memory are portrayed
Those
gallant deeds which time shall ne'er erase.
Ah! full of honors, and of years farewell!
Thus o'er thy tomb shall Carolina sigh;
Each tongue thy valor and thy worth shall tell,
Which taught the young to fight, the old to die."
The next morning, I set out for my
plantation on Winyaw bay.
Marion, as usual, accompanied me to my horse, and, at parting,
begged I would come and see him again soon, for that he felt
he had not long to stay. As the reader may suppose, I paid
but little heed to this expression, which I looked on as no more
than the common cant of the aged. But I soon had cause
to remember it with sorrow. For I had been but a few weeks at home,
before,
opening a Charleston paper, I found in a
mourning column,
"THE DEATH OF GENERAL MARION". Never shall I forget the heart-sickness
of that moment; never forget what I felt when first I
learnedthat Marion was no more. Though the grave was between us,
yet his
beloved image seemed to appear before me fresher than ever.
All our former friendships, all our former wars returned.
But alas! he who was to me the soul of all the rest; the foremost
in every battle; the dearest at every feast; he shall return no more!
"Oh Marion, my friend!" my bursting heart seemed to say, "and art thou gone?
Shall I no more hear that voice which was always so sweet; no more see
that smile which awakened up such joy in my soul! Must that
beloved form
be lost forever among the clods in the
valley. And those
godlikevirtues,
shall they pass away like the empty visions of the night!"
From this deep gloom which strong atheistic sorrow had poured
over my nerves, I was suddenly roused, as by an angel's touch,
to the bright hopes of religion. The
virtues of my
departed friend
all flashed at once upon my kindling thoughts: his countenance
so stern with honor; his tongue so
sacred to truth; that heart
always so ready to meet death in defence of the injured;
that eye ever
beaming benevolence to man, and that whole life
so reverential of God. The
remembrance, I say, of all these things,
came in streams of joy to my heart.
"O happy Marion!" I exclaimed, "thou art safe, my friend; thou art safe.
No tears of mine shall doubt thy blissful state. Surely if there be a God,
and that there is, all nature cries aloud through all her works,
he must delight in
virtue, and what he delights in must be happy."
Then it was, that I felt what a
benefactor Marion had been to me.
How dear his company while living; how sweet his memory when dead.
Like the sun travelling in
brightness, his smiles had ever been my joy,
his example my light. And though now set in the grave,
yet has he not left me in darkness. His
virtues, like stars,
are lighted up after him. They point my hopes to the path of glory;
and
proclaim, that, though fallen, he is not extinguished.
From the physicians and many others who attended him in his last illness,
I
learned that he had died as he had lived, a truly GREAT MAN. His chamber
was not, as is usual with dying persons, a scene of gloom and silent distress,
but rather like the
cheerfulparlor of one who was
setting out
on an
agreeable journey. "Some," said he, "have
spoken of death as a leap
in the dark; but for my part, I look on it as a
welcome resting place,
where
virtuous old age may throw down his pains and aches,
wipe off his old scores, and begin anew on an
innocent and happy state
that shall last for ever. What
weakness to wish to live
to such
ghastly dotage, as to
frighten the children, and make even the dogs
to bark at us as we
totter along the streets. Most certainly then,
there is a time when, to a good man, death is a great mercy even to his body;
and as to his soul, why should he tremble about that? Who can doubt
that God created us to be happy; and
thereto made us to love one another?
which is
plainly written in our hearts; whose every thought and work of love
is happiness, and as
plainly written as the
gospel; whose every line
breathes love, and every
precept enjoins good works.
Now, the man who has spent life in
bravely denying himself every inclination
that would make others
miserable, and in courageously doing all in his power
to make them happy, what has such a man to fear from death, or rather,
what
glorious things has he not to hope from it?"
Hearing one of his friends say that the methodists and baptists
were progressing rapidly in some parts of the state, he replied,
"Well, thank God for that; that is good news." The same gentleman
then asked him which he thought was the best religion. "I know
but one religion," he answered, "and that is
hearty love of God and man.
This is the only true religion; and I would to God our country was full of it.
For it is the only spice to embalm and to immortalize our
republic.
Any
politician can
sketch out a fine theory of
government,
but what is to bind the people to the practice? Archimedes used to mourn
that though his
mechanic powers were
irresistible, yet he could never
raise the world; because he had no place in the heavens,
whereon to fix his pullies. Even so, our
republic will never be raised
above the
shameful factions and
miserable end of all other
governments,