promise and asked its
fulfilment. In reply she sent me the
written love story of Jasper Dale and Alice Reade. Now, when
Alice sleeps under the whispering elms of the old Carlisle
churchyard, beside the husband of her youth, that story may be
given, in all its
old-timesweetness, to the world.
CHAPTER XXV
THE LOVE STORY OF THE AWKWARD MAN
(Written by the Story Girl)
Jasper Dale lived alone in the old
homestead which he had named
Golden Milestone. In Carlisle this giving one's farm a name was
looked upon as a piece of affectation; but if a place must be
named why not give it a
sensible name with some meaning to it? Why
Golden Milestone, when Pinewood or Hillslope or, if you wanted to
be very fanciful, Ivy Lodge, might be had for the taking?
He had lived alone at Golden Milestone since his mother's death;
he had been twenty then and he was close upon forty now, though he
did not look it. But neither could it be said that he looked
young; he had never at any time looked young with common youth;
there had always been something in his appearance that stamped him
as different from the ordinary run of men, and, apart from his
shyness, built up an intangible,
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invisiblebarrier between him and
his kind. He had lived all his life in Carlisle; and all the
Carlisle people knew of or about him--although they thought they
knew everything--was that he was
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painfully, abnormally shy. He
never went
anywhere except to church; he never took part in
Carlisle's simple social life; even with most men he was distant
and reserved; as for women, he never spoke to or looked at them;
if one spoke to him, even if she were a matronly old mother in
Israel, he was at once in an agony of
painful blushes. He had no
friends in the sense of companions; to all
outward appearance his
life was
solitary and
devoid of any human interest.
He had no
housekeeper; but his old house, furnished as it had been
in his mother's
lifetime, was
cleanly and daintily kept. The
quaint rooms were as free from dust and
disorder as a woman could
have had them. This was known, because Jasper Dale occasionally
had his hired man's wife, Mrs. Griggs, in to scrub for him. On
the morning she was expected he betook himself to woods and
fields, returning only at night-fall. During his
absence Mrs.
Griggs was
frankly wont to
explore the house from
cellar to attic,
and her report of its condition was always the same--"neat as
wax." To be sure, there was one room that was always locked
against her, the west gable, looking out on the garden and the
hill of pines beyond. But Mrs. Griggs knew that in the
lifetimeof Jasper Dale's mother it had been unfurnished. She
supposed it
still remained so, and felt no
especialcuriosityconcerning it,
though she always tried the door.
Jasper Dale had a good farm, well
cultivated; he had a large
garden where he worked most of his spare time in summer; it was
supposed that he read a great deal, since the postmistress
declared that he was always getting books and magazines by mail.
He seemed well
contented with his
existence and people let him
alone, since that was the greatest kindness they could do him. It
was unsupposable that he would ever marry; nobody ever had
supposed it.
"Jasper Dale never so much as THOUGHT about a woman," Carlisle
oracles declared. Oracles, however, are not always to be trusted.
One day Mrs. Griggs went away from the Dale place with a very
curious story, which she
diligently spread far and wide. It made
a good deal of talk, but people, although they listened
eagerly,
and wondered and questioned, were rather
incredulous about it.
They thought Mrs. Griggs must be
drawingconsiderably upon her
imagination; there were not
lacking those who declared that she
had invented the whole
account, since her
reputation for strict
veracity was not
wholly unquestioned.
Mrs. Griggs's story was as follows:--
One day she found the door of the west gable unlocked. She went
in, expecting to see bare walls and a
collection of odds and ends.
Instead she found herself in a
finely furnished room. Delicate
lace curtains hung before the small, square, broad-silled windows.
The walls were adorned with pictures in much finer taste than Mrs.
Griggs could
appreciate. There was a
bookcase between the windows
filled with choicely bound books. Beside it stood a little table
with a very
dainty work-basket on it. By the basket Mrs. Griggs
saw a pair of tiny
scissors and a silver
thimble. A wicker
rocker, comfortable with silk cushions, was near it. Above the
bookcase a woman's picture hung--a water-colour, if Mrs. Griggs
had but known it--representing a pale, very sweet face, with
large, dark eyes and a
wistful expression under loose masses of
black, lustrous hair. Just beneath the picture, on the top shelf
of the
bookcase, was a vaseful of flowers. Another vaseful stood
on the table beside the basket.
All this was
astonishing enough. But what puzzled Mrs. Griggs
completely was the fact that a woman's dress was
hanging over a
chair before the mirror--a pale blue,
silken affair. And on the
floor beside it were two little blue satin slippers!
Good Mrs. Griggs did not leave the room until she had thoroughly
explored it, even to shaking out the blue dress and discovering it
to be a tea-gown--wrapper, she called it. But she found nothing
to throw any light on the
mystery. The fact that the simple name
"Alice" was written on the fly-leaves of all the books only
deepened it, for it was a name unknown in the Dale family. In
this puzzled state she was obliged to depart, nor did she ever
find the door unlocked again; and, discovering that people thought
she was romancing when she talked about the
mysterious west gable
at Golden Milestone, she
indignantly held her peace
concerning the
whole affair.
But Mrs. Griggs had told no more than the simple truth. Jasper
Dale, under all his shyness and aloofness, possessed a nature full
of
delicateromance and poesy, which, denied expression in the
common ways of life, bloomed out in the realm of fancy and
imagination. Left alone, just when the boy's nature was deepening
into the man's, he turned to this ideal kingdom for all he
believed the real world could never give him. Love--a strange,
almost mystical love--played its part here for him. He shadowed
forth to himself the
vision of a woman,
loving and
beloved; he
cherished it until it became almost as real to him as his own
personality and he gave this dream woman the name he liked best--
Alice. In fancy he walked and talked with her, spoke words of love
to her, and heard words of love in return. When he came from work
at the close of day she met him at his
threshold in the
twilight--
a strange, fair,
starry shape, as elusive and
spiritual as a
blossom reflected in a pool by moonlight--with
welcome on her lips
and in her eyes.
One day, when he was in Charlottetown on business, he had been
struck by a picture in the window of a store. It was strangely
like the woman of his dream love. He went in,
awkward and
embarrassed, and bought it. When he took it home he did not know
where to put it. It was out of place among the dim old engravings
of bewigged portraits and
conventional landscapes on the walls of
Golden Milestone. As he pondered the matter in his garden that
evening he had an
inspiration. The
sunset,
flaming on the windows
of the west gable, kindled them into burning rose. Amid the
splendour he fancied Alice's fair face peeping archly down at him
from the room. The
inspiration came then. It should be her room;
he would fit it up for her; and her picture should hang there.
He was all summer carrying out his plan. Nobody must know or
suspect, so he must go slowly and
secretly. One by one the
furnishings were purchased and brought home under cover of
darkness. He arranged them with his own hands. He bought the
books he thought she would like best and wrote her name in them;
he got the little
feminine knick-knacks of basket and
thimble.
Finally he saw in a store a pale blue tea-gown and the satin