the picture. But the charm had gone out of the
tribute; and
looking at the picture, he thought how scant was the justice it
did her. Her face was so much sweeter, her eyes so much softer,
her hair so much more lustrous. The soul of his love had gone
from the room and from the picture and from his dreams. When he
tried to think of the Alice he loved he saw, not the
shadowyspirit
occupant of the west gable, but the young girl who had
stood under the pine, beautiful with the beauty of
moonlight, of
starshine on still water, of white, wind-swayed flowers growing in
silent,
shadowy places. He did not then realize what this meant:
had he realized it he would have suffered
bitterly; as it was he
felt only a vague discomfort--a curious sense of loss and gain
commingled.
He saw her again that afternoon on her way home. She did not
pause by the garden but walked
swiftly past. Thereafter, every
day for a week he watched
unseen to see her pass his home. Once a
little child was with her, clinging to her hand. No child had
ever before had any part in the shy man's dream life. But that
night in the
twilight the
vision of the rocking-chair was a girl
in a blue print dress, with a little, golden-haired shape at her
knee--a shape that lisped and prattled and called her "mother;"
and both of them were his.
It was the next day that he failed for the first time to put
flowers in the west gable. Instead, he cut a loose
handful of
daffodils and, looking furtively about him as if committing a
crime, he laid them across the footpath under the pine. She must
pass that way; her feet would crush them if she failed to see
them. Then he slipped back into his garden, half exultant, half
repentant. From a safe
retreat he saw her pass by and stoop to
lift his flowers. Thereafter he put some in the same place every
day.
When Alice Reade saw the flowers she knew at once who had put them
there, and divined that they were for her. She lifted them
tenderly in much surprise and pleasure. She had heard all about
Jasper Dale and his shyness; but before she had heard about him
she had seen him in church and liked him. She thought his face
and his dark blue eyes beautiful; she even liked the long brown
hair that Carlisle people laughed at. That he was quite different
from other people she had understood at once, but she thought the
difference in his favour. Perhaps her
sensitive nature divined
and responded to the beauty in his. At least, in her eyes Jasper
Dale was never a
ridiculous figure.
When she heard the story of the west gable, which most people
disbelieved, she believed it, although she did not understand it.
It invested the shy man with interest and
romance. She felt that
she would have liked, out of no impertinent
curiosity, to solve
the
mystery; she believed that it contained the key to his
character.
Thereafter, every day she found flowers under the pine tree; she
wished to see Jasper to thank him,
unaware that he watched her
daily from the
screen of shrubbery in his garden; but it was some
time before she found the opportunity. One evening she passed
when he, not expecting her, was leaning against his garden fence
with a book in his hand. She stopped under the pine.
"Mr. Dale," she said
softly, "I want to thank you for your
flowers."
Jasper, startled, wished that he might sink into the ground. His
anguish of
embarrassment made her smile a little. He could not
speak, so she went on gently.
"It has been so good of you. They have given me so much pleasure--
I wish you could know how much."
"It was nothing--nothing," stammered Jasper. His book had fallen
on the ground at her feet, and she picked it up and held it out to
him.
"So you like Ruskin," she said. "I do, too. But I haven't read
this."
"If you--would care--to read it--you may have it," Jasper
contrived to say.
She carried the book away with her. He did not again hide when
she passed, and when she brought the book back they talked a
little about it over the fence. He lent her others, and got some
from her in return; they fell into the habit of discussing them.
Jasper did not find it hard to talk to her now; it seemed as if he
were talking to his dream Alice, and it came
strangely natural to
him. He did not talk volubly, but Alice thought what he did say
was worth while. His words lingered in her memory and made music.
She always found his flowers under the pine, and she always wore
some of them, but she did not know if he noticed this or not.
One evening Jasper walked shyly with her from his gate up the pine
hill. After that he always walked that far with her. She would
have missed him much if he had failed to do so; yet it did not
occur to her that she was
learning to love him. She would have
laughed with girlish scorn at the idea. She liked him very much;
she thought his nature beautiful in its
simplicity and
purity; in
spite of his shyness she felt more
delightfully at home in his
society than in that of any other person she had ever met. He was
one of those rare souls whose friendship is at once a pleasure and
a benediction, showering light from their own
crystal clearness
into all the dark corners in the souls of others, until, for the
time being at least, they reflected his own
nobility. But she
never thought of love. Like other girls she had her dreams of a
possible Prince Charming, young and handsome and debonair. It
never occurred to her that he might be found in the shy,
dreamyrecluse of Golden Milestone.
In August came a day of gold and blue. Alice Reade, coming
through the trees, with the wind blowing her little dark love-
locks tricksily about under her wide blue hat, found a fragrant
heap of mignonette under the pine. She lifted it and buried her
face in it, drinking in the
wholesome,
modest perfume.
She had hoped Jasper would be in his garden, since she wished to
ask him for a book she greatly desired to read. But she saw him
sitting on the
rustic seat at the further side. His back was
towards her, and he was
partiallyscreened by a copse of lilacs.
Alice, blushing
slightly, unlatched the garden gate, and went down
the path. She had never been in the garden before, and she found
her heart
beating in a strange fashion.
He did not hear her footsteps, and she was close behind him when
she heard his voice, and realized that he was talking to himself,
in a low,
dreamy tone. As the meaning of his words dawned on her
consciousness she started and grew
crimson. She could not move or
speak; as one in a dream she stood and listened to the shy man's
reverie,
guiltless of any thought of eavesdropping.
"How much I love you, Alice," Jasper Dale was
saying, unafraid,
with no shyness in voice or manner. "I wonder what you would say
if you knew. You would laugh at me--sweet as you are, you would
laugh in
mockery. I can never tell you. I can only dream of
telling you. In my dream you are
standing here by me, dear. I
can see you very
plainly, my sweet lady, so tall and gracious,
with your dark hair and your
maiden eyes. I can dream that I tell
you my love; that--maddest, sweetest dream of all--that you love
me in return. Everything is possible in dreams, you know, dear.
My dreams are all I have, so I go far in them, even to dreaming
that you are my wife. I dream how I shall fix up my dull old
house for you. One room will need nothing more--it is your room,
dear, and has been ready for you a long time--long before that day