his sensations, his personality--all this seemed to be lost in
the
abominable desire, in the
priceless promise of that woman.
He was not, of course, able to
discern clearly the causes of his
misery; but there are none so
ignorant as not to know suffering,
none so simple as not to feel and suffer from the shock of
warring impulses. The
ignorant must feel and suffer from their
complexity as well as the wisest; but to them the pain of
struggle and defeat appears strange,
mysterious, remediable and
unjust. He stood watching her, watching himself. He tingled
with rage from head to foot, as if he had been struck in the
face. Suddenly he laughed; but his laugh was like a distorted
echo of some insincere mirth very far away.
From the other side of the fire Babalatchi spoke hurriedly--
"Here is Tuan Abdulla."
CHAPTER FIVE
Directly on stepping outside Omar's hut Abdulla caught sight of
Willems. He expected, of course, to see a white man, but not
that white man, whom he knew so well. Everybody who traded in
the islands, and who had any dealings with Hudig, knew Willems.
For the last two years of his stay in Macassar the
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very slight
supervision only on the part of the master. So
everybody knew Willems, Abdulla
amongst others--but he was
ignorant of Willems'
disgrace. As a matter of fact the thing had
been kept very quiet--so quiet that a good many people in
Macassar were expecting Willems' return there, supposing him to
be
absent on some
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surprise, hesitated on the
threshold. He had prepared himself to
see some seaman--some old officer of Lingard's; a common man--
perhaps difficult to deal with, but still no match for him.
Instead, he saw himself confronted by an individual whose
reputation for
sagacity in business was well known to him. How
did he get here, and why? Abdulla, recovering from his surprise,
advanced in a
dignified manner towards the fire, keeping his eyes
fixed
steadily on Willems. When within two paces from Willems he
stopped and lifted his right hand in grave
salutation. Willems
nodded
slightly and spoke after a while.
"We know each other, Tuan Abdulla," he said, with an assumption
of easy
indifference.
"We have traded together," answered Abdulla,
solemnly, "but it
was far from here."
"And we may trade here also," said Willems.
"The place does not matter. It is the open mind and the true
heart that are required in business."
"Very true. My heart is as open as my mind. I will tell you why
I am here."
"What need is there? In leaving home one learns life. You
travel. Travelling is victory! You shall return with much
wisdom."
"I shall never return," interrupted Willems. "I have done with
my people. I am a man without brothers. Injustice destroys
fidelity."
Abdulla expressed his surprise by elevating his eyebrows. At the
same time he made a vague
gesture with his arm that could be
taken as an
equivalent of an approving and conciliating "just
so!"
Till then the Arab had not taken any notice of Aissa, who stood
by the fire, but now she spoke in the
interval of silence
following Willems'
declaration. In a voice that was much
deadened by her wrappings she addressed Abdulla in a few words of
greeting,
calling him a kinsman. Abdulla glanced at her swiftly
for a second, and then, with perfect good
breeding, fixed his
eyes on the ground. She put out towards him her hand, covered
with a corner of her face-veil, and he took it, pressed it twice,
and dropping it turned towards Willems. She looked at the two
men searchingly, then backed away and seemed to melt suddenly
into the night.
"I know what you came for, Tuan Abdulla," said Willems; "I have
been told by that man there." He nodded towards Babalatchi, then
went on slowly, "It will be a difficult thing."
"Allah makes everything easy," interjected Babalatchi, piously,
from a distance.
The two men turned quickly and stood looking at him thoughtfully,
as if in deep
consideration of the truth of that proposition.
Under their sustained gaze Babalatchi
experienced an unwonted
feeling of shyness, and dared not approach nearer. At last
Willems moved
slightly, Abdulla followed
readily, and they both
walked down the
courtyard, their voices dying away in the
darkness. Soon they were heard returning, and the voices grew
distinct as their forms came out of the gloom. By the fire they
wheeled again, and Babalatchi caught a few words. Willems was
saying--
"I have been at sea with him many years when young. I have used
my knowledge to observe the way into the river when coming in,
this time."
Abdulla assented in general terms.
"In the
variety of knowledge there is safety," he said; and then
they passed out of earshot.
Babalatchi ran to the tree and took up his position in the solid
blackness under its branches, leaning against the trunk. There
he was about
midway between the fire and the other limit of the
two men's walk. They passed him close. Abdulla slim, very
straight, his head high, and his hands
hanging before him and
twisting
mechanically the string of beads; Willems tall, broad,
looking bigger and stronger in
contrast to the slight white
figure by the side of which he strolled
carelessly,
taking one
step to the other's two; his big arms in
constantmotion as he
gesticulated vehemently, bending forward to look Abdulla in the
face.
They passed and repassed close to Babalatchi some half a dozen
times, and,
whenever they were between him and the fire, he could
see them plain enough. Sometimes they would stop short, Willems
speaking
emphatically, Abdulla listening with rigid attention,
then, when the other had ceased, bending his head
slightly as if
consenting to some demand, or admitting some statement. Now and
then Babalatchi caught a word here and there, a
fragment of a
sentence, a loud
exclamation. Impelled by
curiosity he crept to
the very edge of the black shadow under the tree. They were
nearing him, and he heard Willems say--
"You will pay that money as soon as I come on board. That I must
have."
He could not catch Abdulla's reply. When they went past again,
Willems was saying--
"My life is in your hand anyway. The boat that brings me on
board your ship shall take the money to Omar. You must have it
ready in a sealed bag."
Again they were out of
hearing, but instead of coming back they
stopped by the fire facing each other. Willems moved his arm,
shook his hand on high talking all the time, then brought it down
jerkily--stamped his foot. A short period of immobility ensued.
Babalatchi, gazing
intently, saw Abdulla's lips move almost
imperceptibly. Suddenly Willems seized the Arab's
passive hand
and shook it. Babalatchi drew the long
breath of relieved
suspense. The
conference was over. All well, apparently.
He ventured now to approach the two men, who saw him and waited
in silence. Willems had
retired within himself already, and wore
a look of grim
indifference. Abdulla moved away a step or two.