healed.
This
intenseapathy in all of us is the first great
mystery of life;
it stands in the way of every
perception, every
virtue. There is no
making ourselves feel enough
astonishment at it. That the
occupations or pastimes of life should have no
motive, is
understandable; but--That life itself should have no
motive--that we
neither care to find out what it may lead to, nor to guard against
its being for ever taken away from us--here is a
mystery indeed.
For just suppose I were able to call at this moment to any one in
this
audience by name, and to tell him
positively that I knew a
large
estate had been
lately left to him on some curious conditions;
but that though I knew it was large, I did not know how large, nor
even where it was--whether in the East Indies or the West, or in
England, or at the Antipodes. I only knew it was a vast
estate, and
that there was a chance of his losing it
altogether if he did not
soon find out on what terms it had been left to him. Suppose I were
able to say this
positively to any single man in this
audience, and
he knew that I did not speak without
warrant, do you think that he
would rest content with that vague knowledge, if it were anywise
possible to
obtain more? Would he not give every
energy to find
some trace of the facts, and never rest till he had ascertained
where this place was, and what it was like? And suppose he were a
young man, and all he could discover by his best
endeavour was that
the
estate was never to be his at all, unless he persevered, during
certain years of probation, in an
orderly and
industrious life; but
that, according to the rightness of his conduct, the
portion of the
estate assigned to him would be greater or less, so that it
literally depended on his behaviour from day to day whether he got
ten thousand a year, or thirty thousand a year, or nothing whatever-
-would you not think it strange if the youth never troubled himself
to satisfy the conditions in any way, nor even to know what was
required of him, but lived exactly as he chose, and never inquired
whether his chances of the
estate were increasing or passing away?
Well, you know that this is
actually and
literally so with the
greater number of the educated persons now living in Christian
countries. Nearly every man and woman in any company such as this,
outwardly professes to believe--and a large number unquestionably
think they believe--much more than this; not only that a quite
unlimited
estate is in
prospect for them if they please the Holder
of it, but that the
infinitecontrary of such a possession--an
estate of
perpetual misery--is in store for them if they displease
this great Land-Holder, this great Heaven-Holder. And yet there is
not one in a thousand of these human souls that cares to think, for
ten minutes of the day, where this
estate is or how beautiful it is,
or what kind of life they are to lead in it, or what kind of life
they must lead to
obtain it.
You fancy that you care to know this: so little do you care that,
probably, at this moment many of you are displeased with me for
talking of the matter! You came to hear about the Art of this
world, not about the Life of the next, and you are provoked with me
for talking of what you can hear any Sunday in church. But do not
be afraid. I will tell you something before you go about pictures,
and carvings, and
pottery, and what else you would like better to
hear of than the other world. Nay, perhaps you say, "We want you to
talk of pictures and
pottery, because we are sure that you know
something of them, and you know nothing of the other world." Well--
I don't. That is quite true. But the very strangeness and
mysteryof which I urge you to take notice, is in this--that I do not;--nor
you either. Can you answer a single bold question unflinchingly
about that other world?--Are you sure there is a heaven? Sure there
is a hell? Sure that men are dropping before your faces through the
pavements of these streets into
eternal fire, or sure that they are
not? Sure that at your own death you are going to be delivered from
all sorrow, to be endowed with all
virtue, to be
gifted with all
felicity, and raised into
perpetualcompanionship with a King,
compared to whom the kings of the earth are as grass-hoppers, and
the nations as the dust of His feet? Are you sure of this? or, if
not sure, do any of us so much as care to make it sure? and, if not,
how can anything that we do be right--how can anything we think be
wise? what honour can there be in the arts that amuse us, or what
profit in the possessions that please?
Is not this a
mystery of life?
But farther, you may, perhaps, think it a beneficent
ordinance for
the generality of men that they do not, with
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earnestness or anxiety,
dwell on such questions of the future because the business of the
day could not be done if this kind of thought were taken by all of
us for the
morrow. Be it so: but at least we might
anticipate that
the greatest and wisest of us, who were
evidently the appointed
teachers of the rest, would set themselves apart to seek out
whatever could be surely known of the future destinies of their
race; and to teach this in no rhetorical or ambiguous manner, but in
the plainest and most
severelyearnest words.
Now, the highest representatives of men who have thus
endeavoured,
during the Christian era, to search out these deep things, and
relate them, are Dante and Milton. There are none who for
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earnestness of thought, for
mastery of word, can be classed with
these. I am not at present, mind you,
speaking of persons set apart
in any priestly or
pastoral office, to deliver creeds to us, or
doctrines; but of men who try to discover and set forth, as far as
by human
intellect is possible, the facts of the other world.
Divines may perhaps teach us how to arrive there, but only these two
poets have in any powerful manner
striven to discover, or in any
definite words professed to tell, what we shall see and become
there; or how those upper and
nether worlds are, and have been,
inhabited.
And what have they told us? Milton's
account of the most important
event in his whole
system of the
universe, the fall of the angels,
is
evidently unbelievable to himself; and the more so, that it is
wholly founded on, and in a great part spoiled and degraded from,
Hesiod's
account of the
decisive war of the younger gods with the
Titans. The rest of his poem is a
picturesque drama, in which every
artifice of
invention is visibly and consciously employed; not a
single fact being, for an
instant, conceived as tenable by any
living faith. Dante's
conception is far more
intense, and, by
himself, for the time, not to be escaped from; it is indeed a
vision, but a
vision only, and that one of the wildest that ever
en
tranced a soul--a dream in which every
grotesque type or phantasy
of
heathentradition is renewed, and adorned; and the destinies of
the Christian Church, under their most
sacred symbols, become
literallysubordinate to the praise, and are only to be understood
by the aid, of one dear Florentine maiden.
I tell you truly that, as I
strive more with this strange lethargy
and
trance in myself, and awake to the meaning and power of life, it
seems daily more
amazing to me that men such as these should dare to
play with the most precious truths, (or the most
deadly untruths,)
by which the whole human race listening to them could be informed,
or deceived;--all the world their
audiences for ever, with pleased
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passionate heart;--and yet, to this submissive infinitude
of souls, and
evermore succeeding and succeeding
multitude, hungry
for bread of life, they do but play upon
sweetly modulated pipes;
with pompous nomenclature adorn the councils of hell; touch a
troubadour's
guitar to the courses of the suns; and fill the
openings of
eternity, before which prophets have veiled their faces,
and which angels desire to look into, with idle puppets of their
scholastic
imagination, and
melancholy lights of
frantic faith in
their lost
mortal love.
Is not this a
mystery of life?
But more. We have to remember that these two great teachers were
both of them warped in their
temper, and thwarted in their search
for truth. They were men of
intellectual war,
unable, through
darkness of
controversy, or
stress of personal grief, to discern
where their own
ambition modified their utterances of the moral law;
or their own agony mingled with their anger at its
violation. But
greater men than these have been--
innocent-hearted--too great for
contest. Men, like Homer and Shakespeare, of so unrecognised
personality, that it disappears in future ages, and becomes ghostly,
like the
tradition of a lost
heathen god. Men,
therefore, to whose
unoffended, uncondemning sight, the whole of human nature reveals
itself in a
patheticweakness, with which they will not
strive; or
in
mournful and transitory strength, which they dare not praise.
And all Pagan and Christian Civilization thus becomes subject to
them. It does not matter how little, or how much, any of us have