pryings to do with the needs of the heart and the
finding of God!
Within the last few years there have been a score or so of such
volumes as that recently compiled by Dr. Foakes Jackson, entitled
"The Faith and the War," a
volume in which the curious reader may
contemplate deans and canons,
divines and church dignitaries, men
intelligent and enquiring and religiously disposed, all lying like
overladen camels, panting under this load of obsolete theological
responsibility, groaning great articles, outside the needle's eye
that leads to God.
6. THE COMING OF GOD
Modern religion bases its knowledge of God and its
account of God
entirely upon experience. It has encountered God. It does not
argue about God; it relates. It relates without any of those
wrappings of awe and
reverence that fold so
necessarily about
imposture, it relates as one tells of a friend and his assistance,
of a happy adventure, of a beautiful thing found and picked up by
the wayside.
So far as its
psychological phases go the new
account of personal
salvation tallies very closely with the
account of "conversion" as
it is given by other religions. It has little to tell that is not
already familiar to the reader of William James's "Varieties of
Religious Experience." It describes an
initial state of distress
with the aimlessness and cruelties of life, and particularly with
the futility of the individual life, a state of
helpless self-
disgust, of
inability to form any
satisfactory plan of living. This
is the common prelude known to many sorts of Christian as
"
conviction of sin"; it is, at any rate, a
conviction of hopeless
confusion. . . . Then in some way the idea of God comes into the
distressed mind, at first simply as an idea, without substance or
belief. It is read about or it is remembered; it is expounded by
some teacher or some happy
convert. In the case of all those of the
new faith with whose personal experience I have any
intimacy, the
idea of God has remained for some time simply as an idea floating
about in a mind still
dissatisfied. God is not believed in, but it
is realised that if there were such a being he would supply the
needed
consolation and direction, his continuing purpose would knit
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immortality would take
the sting from death. Under this realisation the idea is pursued
and elaborated. For a time there is a curious
resistance to the
suggestion that God is truly a person; he is
spoken of preferably by
such phrases as the Purpose in Things, as the Racial Consciousness,
as the Collective Mind.
I believe that this
resistance in so many
contemporary minds to the
idea of God as a person is due very largely to the enormous
prejudice against
divinepersonality created by the absurdities of
the Christian teaching and the
habitualmonopoly of the Christian
idea. The picture of Christ as the Good Shepherd
thrusts itself
before minds unaccustomed to the idea that they are lambs. The
cross in the
twilight bars the way. It is a
novelty and an enormous
relief to such people to realise that one may think of God without
being committed to think of either the Father, the Son, or the Holy
Ghost, or of all of them at once. That freedom had not seemed
possible to them. They had been hypnotised and obsessed by the idea
that the Christian God is the only thinkable God. They had heard so
much about that God and so little of any other. With that release
their minds become, as it were, nascent and ready for the coming of
God.
Then suddenly, in a little while, in his own time, God comes. This
cardinal experience is an undoubting, immediate sense of God. It is
the
attainment of an
absolutecertainty that one is not alone in
oneself. It is as if one was touched at every point by a being akin
to oneself,
sympathetic, beyond
measure wiser,
steadfast and pure in
aim. It is completer and more
intimate, but it is like standing
side by side with and
touching someone that we love very
dearly and
trust completely. It is as if this being bridged a thousand
misunderstandings and brought us into
fellowship with a great
multitude of other people. . . .
"Closer he is than breathing, and nearer than hands and feet."
The moment may come while we are alone in the darkness, under the
stars, or while we walk by ourselves or in a crowd, or while we sit
and muse. It may come upon the sinking ship or in the
tumult of the
battle. There is no
saying when it may not come to us. . . . But
after it has come our lives are changed, God is with us and there is
no more doubt of God. Thereafter one goes about the world like one
who was
lonely and has found a lover, like one who was perplexed and
has found a
solution. One is
assured that there is a Power that
fights with us against the
confusion and evil within us and without.
There comes into the heart an
essential and
enduring happiness and
courage.
There is but one God, there is but one true religious experience,
but under a
multitude of names, under veils and darknesses, God has
in this manner come into
countless lives. There is scarcely a
faith, however mean and
preposterous, that has not been a way to
holiness. God who is himself finite, who himself struggles in his
great effort from strength to strength, has no spite against error.
Far beyond halfway he hastens to meet the purblind. But God is
against the darkness in their eyes. The faith which is returning to
men girds at veils and shadows, and would see God
plainly. It has
little respect for mysteries. It rends the veil of the
temple in
rags and tatters. It has no
superstitious fear of this huge
friendliness, of this great brother and leader of our little beings.
To find God is but the
beginning of
wisdom, because then for all our
days we have to learn his purpose with us and to live our lives with
him.
CHAPTER THE SECOND
HERESIES; OR THE THINGS THAT GOD IS NOT
1. HERESIES ARE MISCONCEPTIONS OF GOD
Religion is not a plant that has grown from one seed; it is like a
lake that has been fed by
countless springs. It is a great pool of
living water, mingled from many sources and tainted with much
impurity. It is synthetic in its nature; it becomes simpler from
original complexities; the sediment subsides.
A life
perfectlyadjusted to its surroundings is a life without
mentality; no judgment is called for, no inhibition, no disturbance
of the
instinctive flow of perfect reactions. Such a life is bliss,
or nirvana. It is un
consciousness below dreaming. Consciousness is
discord evoking the will to
adjust; it is
inseparable from need. At
every need
consciousness breaks into being. Imperfect
adjustments,
needs, are the rents and tatters in the smooth dark veil of being
through which the light of
consciousness shines--the light of
consciousness and will of which God is the sun.
So that every need of human life, every
disappointment and
dissatisfaction and call for help and effort, is a means
whereby men
may and do come to the realisation of God.
There is no
cardinal need, there is no sort of experience in human
life from which there does not come or has not come a contribution
to men's religious ideas. At every
challenge men have to put forth
effort, feel doubt of adequacy, be thwarted,
perceive the chill
shadow of their
mortality. At every
challenge comes the possibility
of help from without, the idea of eluding
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immortality. It is possible to
classify the
appeals men make for God under the headings of their chief
system of
effort, their efforts to understand, their fear and their struggles
for safety and happiness, the
craving of their
restlessness for
peace, their angers against
disorder and their desire for the
avenger; their
sexual passions and perplexities. . . .
Each of these great
systems of needs and efforts brings its own sort
of sediment into religion. Each, that is to say, has its own kind
of
heresy, its
distinctive mis
apprehension of God. It is only in
the synthesis and
mutualcorrection of many divergent ideas that the
idea of God grows clear. The effort to understand completely, for
example, leads to the endless Heresies of Theory. Men trip over the
inherent infirmities of the human mind. But in these days one does
not argue greatly about dogma. Almost every
conceivable error about
unity, about
personality, about time and quantity and genus and
species, about begetting and
beginning and
limitation and similarity
and every kink in the difficult mind of man, has been
thrust forward
in some form of dogma. Beside the errors of thought are the errors
of
emotion. Fear and feebleness go straight to the Heresies that
God is Magic or that God is Providence;
restless egotism at leisure