I had to go into Exeter
yesterday. I got there about
sunset,
transacted my business, and turned to walk home again through the
warm
twilight. In Southernhay, as I was passing a house of which
the ground-floor windows stood open, there sounded the notes of a
piano--chords touched by a skilful hand. I checked my step, hoping,
and in a minute or two the
musician began to play that nocturne of
Chopin which I love best--I don't know how to name it. My heart
leapt. There I stood in the thickening dusk, the
glorious sounds
floating about me; and I trembled with very
ecstasy of enjoyment.
When silence came, I waited in the hope of another piece, but
nothing followed, and so I went my way.
It is well for me that I cannot hear music when I will;
assuredly I
should not have such
intense pleasure as comes to me now and then by
haphazard. As I walked on, forgetting all about the distance, and
reaching home before I knew I was half way there, I felt gratitude
to my unknown benefactor--a state of mind I have often experienced
in the days long gone by. It happened at times--not in my barest
days, but in those of
decent poverty--that some one in the house
where I lodged played the piano--and how it rejoiced me when this
came to pass! I say "played the piano"--a
phrase that covers much.
For my own part, I was very
tolerant; anything that could by the
largest
interpretation be called music, I welcomed and was thankful;
for even "five-finger exercises" I found, at moments, better than
nothing. For it was when I was labouring at my desk that the notes
of the
instrument were
grateful and helpful to me. Some men, I
believe, would have been
drivenfrantic under the circumstances; to
me, anything like a
musical sound always came as a godsend; it tuned
my thoughts; it made the words flow. Even the street organs put me
in a happy mood; I owe many a page to them--written when I should
else have been sunk in bilious gloom.
More than once, too, when I was walking London streets by night,
penniless and
miserable, music from an open window has stayed my
step, even as
yesterday. Very well can I remember such a moment in
Eaton Square, one night when I was going back to Chelsea, tired,
hungry, racked by
frustrate passions. I had tramped miles and
miles, in the hope of wearying myself so that I could sleep and
forget. Then came the piano notes--I saw that there was
festival in
the house--and for an hour or so I revelled as none of the bidden
guests could possibly be doing. And when I reached my poor
lodgings, I was no longer
envious nor mad with desires, but as I
fell asleep I thanked the unknown
mortal who had played for me, and
given me peace.
XXVII
To-day I have read The Tempest. It is perhaps the play that I love
best, and, because I seem to myself to know it so well, I commonly
pass it over in
opening the book. Yet, as always in regard to
Shakespeare, having read it once more, I find that my knowledge was
less complete than I
supposed. So it would be, live as long as one
might; so it would ever be,
whilst one had strength to turn the
pages and a mind left to read them.
I like to believe that this was the poet's last work, that he wrote
it in his home at Stratford, walking day by day in the fields which
had taught his
boyhood to love rural England. It is ripe fruit of
the
supremeimagination, perfect craft of the master hand. For a
man whose life's business it has been to study the English tongue,
what joy can equal that of marking the happy ease wherewith
Shakespeare surpasses, in mere command of words, every achievement
of those even who, apart from him, are great? I could fancy that,
in The Tempest, he
wrought with a
peculiarconsciousness of this
power, smiling as the word of inimitable
felicity, the
phrase of
incomparable
cadence, was whispered to him by the Ariel that was his
genius. He seems to sport with language, to amuse himself with new
discovery of its resources. From king to
beggar, men of every rank
and every order of mind have
spoken with his lips; he has uttered
the lore of
fairyland; now it pleases him to create a being neither
man nor fairy, a something between brute and human nature, and to
endow its purposes with words. These words, how they smack of the
moist and spawning earth, of the life of creatures that cannot rise
above the soil! We do not think of it enough; we stint our wonder
because we fall short in
appreciation. A
miracle is worked before
us, and we
scarce give heed; it has become familiar to our minds as
any other of nature's marvels, which we
rarely pause to reflect
upon.
The Tempest contains the noblest meditative passage in all the
plays; that which embodies Shakespeare's final view of life, and is
the
inevitablequotation of all who would sum the teachings of
philosophy. It contains his most
exquisite lyrics, his tenderest
love passages, and one
glimpse of
fairyland which--I cannot but
think--outshines the
utmost beauty of A Midsummer Night's Dream:
Prospero's
farewell to the "elves of hills, brooks,
standing lakes,
and groves." Again a
miracle; these are things which cannot be
staled by
repetition. Come to them often as you will, they are ever
fresh as though new minted from the brain of the poet. Being
perfect, they can never droop under that satiety which arises from
the
perception of fault; their
virtue can never be so entirely
savoured as to leave no pungency of gusto for the next approach.
Among the many reasons which make me glad to have been born in
England, one of the first is that I read Shakespeare in my mother
tongue. If I try to imagine myself as one who cannot know him face
to face, who hears him only
speaking from afar, and that in accents
which only through the labouring
intelligence can touch the living
soul, there comes upon me a sense of chill
discouragement, of dreary
deprivation. I am wont to think that I can read Homer, and,
assuredly, if any man enjoys him, it is I; but can I for a moment
dream that Homer yields me all his music, that his word is to me as
to him who walked by the Hellenic shore when Hellas lived? I know
that there reaches me across the vast of time no more than a faint
and broken echo; I know that it would be fainter still, but for its
blending with those memories of youth which are as a
glimmer of the
world's primeval glory. Let every land have joy of its poet; for
the poet is the land itself, all its
greatness and its sweetness,
all that incommunicable
heritage for which men live and die. As I
close the book, love and
reverence possess me. Whether does my full
heart turn to the great Enchanter, or to the Island upon which he
has laid his spell? I know not. I cannot think of them apart. In
the love and
reverenceawakened by that voice of voices, Shakespeare
and England are but one.
AUTUMN
I
This has been a year of long
sunshine. Month has followed upon
month with little unkindness of the sky; I
scarcely marked when July
passed into August, August into September. I should think it summer
still, but that I see the lanes yellow-purfled with flowers of
autumn.
I am busy with the hawkweeds; that is to say, I am
learning to
distinguish and to name as many as I can. For scientific
classification I have little mind; it does not happen to fall in
with my habits of thought; but I like to be able to give its name
(the "trivial" by choice) to every flower I meet in my walks. Why
should I be content to say, "Oh, it's a hawkweed"? That is but one
degree less ungracious than if I dismissed all the yellow-rayed as
"dandelions." I feel as if the flower were pleased by my
recognition of its
personality. Seeing how much I owe them, one and
all, the least I can do is to greet them severally. For the same
reason I had rather say "hawkweed" than "hieracium"; the homelier
word has more of kindly friendship.
II
How the mood for a book sometimes rushes upon one, either one knows
not why, or in
consequence, perhaps, of some most trifling
suggestion. Yesterday I was walking at dusk. I came to an old
farmhouse; at the garden gate a
vehicle stood
waiting, and I saw it
was our doctor's gig. Having passed, I turned to look back. There
was a faint afterglow in the sky beyond the chimneys; a light
twinkled at one of the upper windows. I said to myself, "Tristram