the
delicacy of his features. She was
constantly charmed by the
nobility of his manners, as she herself attracted him by the grace of
hers.
They played together, like children, with nothings,--nothings that
brought them ever back to their love,--ceasing their play only to fall
into a revery of the "far niente." An air sung by Ginevra reproduced
to their souls the enchanting lights and shadows of their
passion.
Together, uniting their steps as they did their souls, they roamed
about the country,
finding everywhere their love,--in the flowers, in
the sky, in the glowing tints of the
setting sun; they read it in even
the capricious vapors which met and struggled in the ether. Each day
resembled in nothing its predecessors; their love increased, and still
increased, because it was a true love. They had tested each other in
what seemed only a short time; and,
instinctively, they recognized
that their souls were of a kind whose inexhaustible
riches promised
for the future unceasing joys.
Theirs was love in all its artlessness, with its interminable
conversations,
unfinished speeches, long silences,
oriental reposes,
and
oriental ardor. Luigi and Ginevra comprehended love. Love is like
the ocean: seen superficially, or in haste, it is called
monotonous by
common souls,
whereas some
privileged beings can pass their lives in
admiring it, and in
finding, ceaselessly, the varying
phenomena that
enchant them.
Soon, however,
prudence and
foresight drew the young couple from their
Eden; it was necessary to work to live. Ginevra, who possessed a
special
talent for imitating old
paintings, took up the business of
copying, and soon found many customers among the picture-dealers.
Luigi, on his side, sought long and
actively for
occupation, but it
was hard for a young officer whose
talents had been restricted to the
study of
strategy to find anything to do in Paris.
At last, weary of vain efforts, his soul filled with
despair at seeing
the whole burden of their
subsistence falling on Ginevra, it occurred
to him to make use of his
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handwriting, which was excellent. With a
persistency of which he saw an example in his wife, he went round
among the layers and notaries of Paris, asking for papers to copy. The
frankness of his manners and his situation interested many in his
favor; he soon
obtained enough work to be obliged to find young men to
assist him; and this
employment became, little by little, a regular
business. The profits of his office and the sale of Ginevra's pictures
gave the young couple a
competence of which they were
justly proud,
for it was the fruit of their industry.
This, to the busy pair, was the happiest period of their lives. The
days flowed rapidly by, filled with
occupation and the joys of their
love. At night, after
working all day, they met with delight in
Ginevra's
studio. Music refreshed their
weariness. No expression of
regret or
melancholy obscured the happy features of the young wife,
and never did she utter a
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complaint. She appeared to her Luigi with a
smile upon her lips and her eyes
beaming. Each cherished a ruling
thought which would have made them take pleasure in a labor still more
severe; Ginevra said in her heart that she worked for Luigi, and Luigi
the same for Ginevra.
Sometimes, in the
absence of her husband, the thought of the perfect
happiness she might have had if this life of love could have been
lived in the presence of her father and mother
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overcame the young
wife; and then, as she felt the full power of
remorse, she dropped
into
melancholy;
mournful pictures passed like shadows across her
imagination; she saw her old father alone, or her mother
weeping in
secret lest the inexorable Piombo should
perceive her tears. The two
white,
solemn heads rose suddenly before her, and the thought came
that never again should she see them except in memory. This thought
pursued her like a presentiment.
She
celebrated the
anniversary of her marriage by giving her husband a
portrait he had long desired,--that of his Ginevra, painted by
herself. Never had the young artist done so
remarkable a work. Aside
from the
resemblance, the glow of her beauty, the
purity of her
feelings, the happiness of love were there depicted by a sort of
magic. This
masterpiece of her art and her joy was a votive offering
to their
wedded felicity.
Another year of ease and comfort went by. The history of their life
may be given in three words: THEY WERE HAPPY. No event happened to
them of sufficient importance to be recorded.
CHAPTER VI
RETRIBUTION
At the
beginning of the year 1819 the picture-dealers requested
Ginevra to give them something beside copies; for
competition had so
increased that they could no longer sell her work to
advantage. Madame
Porta then
perceived the mistake she had made in not exercising her
talent for "genre"
painting, which might, by this time, have brought
her
reputation. She now attempted
portrait-
painting. But here she was
forced to
compete against a crowd of artists in greater need of money
than herself. However, as Luigi and Ginevra had laid by a few savings,
they were not, as yet,
uneasy about the future.
Toward the end of the winter of that year Luigi worked without
intermission. He, too, was struggling against competitors. The payment
for
writing had so decreased that he found it impossible to employ
assistance; he was forced,
therefore, to work a much longer time
himself to
obtain the same emolument. His wife had finished several
pictures which were not without merit; but the dealers were scarcely
buying those of artists with
reputations;
consequently, her
paintings
had little chance. Ginevra offered them for almost nothing, but
without success.
The situation of the household now began to be alarming. The souls of
the husband and wife floated on the ocean of their happiness, love
overwhelmed them with its treasures, while
poverty rose, like a
skeleton, amid their
harvest of joy. Yet, all the while, they hid from
each other their secret
anxiety. When Ginevra felt like
weeping as she
watched Luigi's worn and
suffering face, she redoubled her caresses;
and Luigi, keeping his dark forebodings in the depths of his soul,
expressed to his Ginevra the tenderest love. They sought a
compensation for their troubles in exalting their feelings; and their
words, their joys, their caresses became suffused, as it were, with a
species of
frenzy. They feared the future. What feeling can be
compared in strength with that of a
passion which may cease on the
morrow, killed by death or want? When they talked together of their
poverty each felt the necessity of deceiving the other, and they
fastened with
mutual ardor on the slightest hope.
One night Ginevra woke and missed Luigi from her side. She rose in
terror. A faint light shining on the opposite wall of the little
court-yard revealed to her that her husband was
working in his study
at night. Luigi was now in the habit of
waiting till his wife was
asleep, and then going up to his
garret to write. Four o'clock struck.
Ginevra lay down again, and pretended to sleep. Presently Luigi
returned,
overcome with
fatigue and drowsiness. Ginevra looked sadly
on the beautiful, worn face, where toil and care were already drawing
lines of wrinkles.
"It is for me he spends his nights in
writing," she said to herself,
weeping.
A thought dried her tears. She would
imitate Luigi. That same day she
went to a print-shop, and, by help of a letter of
recommendation she
had
obtained from Elie Magus, one of her picture-dealers, she
obtained
an order for the coloring of lithographs. During the day she painted
her pictures and attended to the cares of the household; then, when
night came, she colored the engravings. This
loving couple entered
their
nuptial bed only to
deceive each other; both feigned sleep, and
left it,--Luigi, as soon as he thought his wife was
sleeping, Ginevra
as soon as he had gone.
One night Luigi, burning with a sort of fever, induced by a toil under
which his strength was
beginning to give way, opened the
casement of
his
garret to breathe the morning air, and shake off, for a moment,
the burden of his care. Happening to glance
downward, he saw the
reflection of Ginevra's lamp on the opposite wall, and the poor fellow
guessed the truth. He went down, stepping
softly, and surprised his
wife in her
studio, coloring engravings.
"Oh, Ginevra!" he cried.
She gave a convulsive bound in her chair, and blushed.
"Could I sleep while you were wearing yourself out with toil?" she