To cloak offences with a
cunning brow.
'They think not but that every eye can see
The same
disgrace which they themselves behold;
And
therefore would they still in darkness be,
To have their
unseen sin remain untold;
For they their guilt with
weeping will unfold,
And grave, like water that doth eat in steel,
Upon my cheeks what
helpless shame I feel.'
Here she exclaims against
repose and rest,
And bids her eyes
hereafter still be blind.
She wakes her heart by
beating on her breast,
And bids it leap from
thence, where it may find
Some purer chest to close so pure a mind.
Frantic with grief thus breathes she forth her spite
Against the
unseensecrecy of night:
'O comfort-killing Night, image of hell!
Dim
register and notary of shame!
Black stage for tragedies and murders fell!
Vast sin-concealing chaos! nurse of blame!
Blind muffled bawd! dark harbour for defame!
Grim cave of death! whisp'ring conspirator
With close-tongued
treason and the ravisher!
'O
hateful, vaporous and foggy Night!
Since thou art
guilty of my cureless crime,
Muster thy mists to meet the eastern light,
Make war against proportioned course of time;
Or if thou wilt permit the sun to climb
His wonted
height, yet ere he go to bed,
Knit
poisonous clouds about his golden head.
'With
rotten damps ravish the morning air;
Let their exhaled unwholesome breaths make sick
The life of
purity, the
supreme fair,
Ere he arrive his weary noon-tide prick;
And let thy musty vapours march so thick
That in their smoky ranks his smoth'red light
May set at noon and make
perpetual night.
'Were Tarquin Night, as he is but Night's child,
The silver-shining queen he would distain;
Her twinkling handmaids too, by him defiled,
Through Night's black bosom should not peep again;
So should I have co-partners in my pain;
And
fellowship in woe doth woe assuage,
As palmers' chat makes short their pilgrimage.
'Where now I have no one to blush with me,
To cross their arms and hang their heads with mine,
To mask their brows and hide their infamy;
But I alone alone sit and pine,
Seasoning the earth with show'rs of silver brine,
Mingling my talk with tears, my grief with groans,
Poor
wasting monuments of
lasting moans.
'O Night, thou
furnace of foul-reeking smoke,
Let not the
jealous Day behold that face
Which
underneath thy black all-hiding cloak
Immodestly lies martyred with
disgrace!
Keep still possession of thy
gloomy place,
That all the faults which in thy reign are made
May
likewise be sepulchred in thy shade!
'Make me not object to the tell-tale Day.
The light will show, charactered in my brow,
The story of sweet chastity's decay,
The
impiousbreach of holy wedlock vow;
Yea, the
illiterate, that know not how
To cipher what is writ in
learned books,
Will quote my
loathsometrespass in my looks.
'The nurse, to still her child, will tell my story,
And
fright her crying babe with Tarquin's name;
The
orator, to deck his
oratory,
Will couple my
reproach to Tarquin's shame;
Feast-finding minstrels, tuning my defame,
Will tie the hearers to attend each line,
How Tarquin wronged me, I Collatine
'Let my good name, that
senseless reputation,
For Collatine's dear love be kept unspotted;
If that be made a theme for disputation,
The branches of another root are rotted,
And undeserved
reproach to him allotted
That is as clear from this attaint of mine
As I ere this was pure to Collatine.
'O
unseen shame!
invisibledisgrace!
O unfelt sore! crest-wounding, private scar!
Reproach is stamped in Collatinus' face,
And Tarquin's eye may read the mot afar,
"How he in peace is wounded, not in war.
"Alas, how many bear such
shameful blows,
Which not themselves, but he that gives them knows!
'If, Collatine, thine honour lay in me,
From me by strong
assault it is bereft.
My honey lost, and I, a drone-like bee,
Have no
perfection of my summer left,
But robbed and ransacked by
injurious theft.
In thy weak hive a wand'ring wasp hath crept,
And sucked the honey which thy
chaste bee kept.
'Yet am I
guilty of thy honour's wrack;
Yet for thy honour did I
entertain him;
Coming from thee, I could not put him back,
For it had been dishonour to
disdain him;
Besides, of
weariness he did
complain him,
And talked of
virtue: O unlooked-for evil,
When
virtue is profaned in such a devil!
'Why should the worm
intrude the
maiden bud?
Or
hateful cuckoos hatch in sparrows' nests?
Or toads
infect fair founts with venom mud?
Or
tyrant folly lurk in gentle breasts?
Or kings be breakers of their own behests?
"But no
perfection is so absolute
That some im
purity doth not pollute.
'The aged man that coffers up his gold
Is plagued with cramps and gouts and
painful fits,
And
scarce hath eyes his treasure to behold,
But like still-pining Tantalus he sits,
And
useless barns the
harvest of his wits,
Having no other pleasure of his gain
But
torment that it cannot cure his pain.
'So then he hath it when he cannot use it,
And leaves it to be mast'red by his young;
Who in their pride do
presently abuse it.
Their father was too weak, and they strong,
To hold their cursed-blessed fortune long.
"The sweets we wish for turn to loathed sours
"Even in the moment that we call them ours.
'Unruly blasts wait on the tender spring;
Unwholesome weeds take root with precious flowers:
The adder hisses where the sweet birds sing;
What
virtue breeds
iniquity devours.
We have no good that we can say is ours
But ill-annexed Opportunity
Or kills his life or else his quality.
'O Opportunity, thy guilt is great!
'Tis thou that execut'st the
traitor's
treason;
Thou sets the wolf where he the lamb may get;