different the fact is! How much does one of us
foresee of his own life?
Short way ahead of us it is all dim; an unwound skein of possibilities, of
apprehensions, attemptabilities, vague-looming hopes. This Cromwell had
_not_ his life lying all in that fashion of Program, which he needed then,
with that unfathomable
cunning of his, only to enact dramatically, scene
after scene! Not so. We see it so; but to him it was in no
measure so.
What absurdities would fall away of themselves, were this one undeniable
fact kept
honestly in view by History! Historians indeed will tell you
that they do keep it in view;--but look whether such is practically the
fact! Vulgar History, as in this Cromwell's case, omits it
altogether;
even the best kinds of History only remember it now and then. To remember
it duly with rigorous
perfection, as in the fact it _stood_, requires
indeed a rare
faculty; rare, nay impossible. A very Shakspeare for
faculty; or more than Shakspeare; who could _enact_ a brother man's
biography, see with the brother man's eyes at all points of his course what
things _he_ saw; in short, _know_ his course and him, as few "Historians"
are like to do. Half or more of all the thick-plied perversions which
distort our image of Cromwell, will disappear, if we
honestly so much as
try to represent them so; in
sequence, as they _were_; not in the lump, as
they are thrown down before us.
But a second error, which I think the generality
commit, refers to this
same "
ambition" itself. We
exaggerate the
ambition of Great Men; we
mistake what the nature of it is. Great Men are not
ambitious in that
sense; he is a small poor man that is
ambitious so. Examine the man who
lives in
misery because he does not shine above other men; who goes about
producing himself, pruriently
anxious about his gifts and claims;
struggling to force everybody, as it were begging everybody for God's sake,
to
acknowledge him a great man, and set him over the heads of men! Such a
creature is among the wretchedest sights seen under this sun. A _great_
man? A poor morbid prurient empty man; fitter for the ward of a hospital,
than for a
throne among men. I
advise you to keep out of his way. He
cannot walk on quiet paths; unless you will look at him, wonder at him,
write paragraphs about him, he cannot live. It is the _emptiness_ of the
man, not his
greatness. Because there is nothing in himself, he hungers
and thirsts that you would find something in him. In good truth, I believe
no great man, not so much as a
genuine man who had health and real
substance in him of
whatevermagnitude, was ever much tormented in this
way.
Your Cromwell, what good could it do him to be "noticed" by noisy crowds of
people? God his Maker already noticed him. He, Cromwell, was already
there; no notice would make _him_ other than he already was. Till his hair
was grown gray; and Life from the down-hill slope was all seen to be
limited, not
infinite but finite, and all a measurable matter _how_ it
went,--he had been content to
plough the ground, and read his Bible. He in
his old days could not support it any longer, without selling himself to
Falsehood, that he might ride in gilt carriages to Whitehall, and have
clerks with bundles of papers haunting him, "Decide this, decide that,"
which in
utmost sorrow of heart no man can
perfectly decide! What could
gilt carriages do for this man? From of old, was there not in his life a
weight of meaning, a
terror and a
splendor as of Heaven itself? His
existence there as man set him beyond the need of gilding. Death, Judgment
and Eternity: these already lay as the
background of
whatsoever he thought
or did. All his life lay begirt as in a sea of
nameless Thoughts, which no
speech of a
mortal could name. God's Word, as the Puritan prophets of that
time had read it: this was great, and all else was little to him. To call
such a man "
ambitious," to figure him as the prurient wind-bag described
above, seems to me the poorest solecism. Such a man will say: "Keep your
gilt carriages and huzzaing mobs, keep your red-tape clerks, your
influentialities, your important businesses. Leave me alone, leave me
alone; there is _too much of life_ in me already!" Old Samuel Johnson, the
greatest soul in England in his day, was not
ambitious. "Corsica Boswell"
flaunted at public shows with printed ribbons round his hat; but the great
old Samuel stayed at home. The world-wide soul wrapt up in its thoughts,
in its sorrows;--what could paradings, and ribbons in the hat, do for it?
Ah yes, I will say again: The great _silent_ men! Looking round on the
noisy inanity of the world, words with little meaning, actions with little
worth, one loves to
reflect on the great Empire of _Silence_. The noble
silent men, scattered here and there, each in his department;
silentlythinking,
silentlyworking; whom no Morning Newspaper makes mention of!
They are the salt of the Earth. A country that has none or few of these is
in a bad way. Like a forest which had no _roots_; which had all turned
into leaves and boughs;--which must soon
wither and be no forest. Woe for
us if we had nothing but what we can _show_, or speak. Silence, the great
Empire of Silence: higher than the stars; deeper than the Kingdoms of
Death! It alone is great; all else is small.--I hope we English will long
maintain our _grand
talent pour le silence_. Let others that cannot do
without
standing on barrel-heads, to spout, and be seen of all the
market-place,
cultivate speech exclusively,--become a most green forest
without roots! Solomon says, There is a time to speak; but also a time to
keep silence. Of some great silent Samuel, not urged to
writing, as old
Samuel Johnson says he was, by _want of money_, and nothing other, one
might ask, "Why do not you too get up and speak; promulgate your system,
found your sect?" "Truly," he will answer, "I am _continent_ of my thought
hitherto; happily I have yet had the
ability to keep it in me, no
compulsion strong enough to speak it. My 'system' is not for promulgation
first of all; it is for serving myself to live by. That is the great
purpose of it to me. And then the 'honor'? Alas, yes;--but as Cato said
of the
statue: So many
statues in that Forum of yours, may it not be
better if they ask, Where is Cato's
statue?"--
But now, by way of counterpoise to this of Silence, let me say that there
are two kinds of
ambition; one
wholly blamable, the other laudable and
inevitable. Nature has provided that the great silent Samuel shall not be
silent too long. The
selfish wish to shine over others, let it be
accounted
altogether poor and
miserable. "Seekest thou great things, seek
them not:" this is most true. And yet, I say, there is an irrepressible
tendency in every man to develop himself according to the
magnitude which
Nature has made him of; to speak out, to act out, what nature has laid in
him. This is proper, fit,
inevitable; nay it is a duty, and even the
summary of duties for a man. The meaning of life here on earth might be
defined as consisting in this: To
unfold your _self_, to work what thing
you have the
faculty for. It is a necessity for the human being, the first
law of our
existence. Coleridge
beautifully remarks that the
infant learns
to _speak_ by this necessity it feels.--We will say
therefore: To decide
about
ambition, whether it is bad or not, you have two things to take into
view. Not the coveting of the place alone, but the
fitness of the man for
the place
withal: that is the question. Perhaps the place was _his_;
perhaps he had a natural right, and even
obligation, to seek the place!
Mirabeau's
ambition to be Prime Minister, how shall we blame it, if he were
"the only man in France that could have done any good there"? Hopefuler
perhaps had he not so clearly _felt_ how much good he could do! But a poor
Necker, who could do no good, and had even felt that he could do none, yet
sitting broken-hearted because they had flung him out, and he was now quit
of it, well might Gibbon mourn over him.--Nature, I say, has provided amply
that the silent great man shall
strive to speak
withal; _too_ amply,
rather!
Fancy, for example, you had revealed to the brave old Samuel Johnson, in
his shrouded-up
existence, that it was possible for him to do priceless
divine work for his country and the whole world. That the perfect Heavenly
Law might be made Law on this Earth; that the prayer he prayed daily, "Thy
kingdom come," was at length to be fulfilled! If you had convinced his
judgment of this; that it was possible,
practicable; that he the mournful
silent Samuel was called to take a part in it! Would not the whole soul of
the man have flamed up into a
divineclearness, into noble
utterance and
determination to act; casting all sorrows and misgivings under his feet,
counting all
affliction and
contradiction small,--the whole dark element of
his
existence blazing into
articulateradiance of light and
lightning? It
were a true
ambition this! And think now how it
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actually was with
Cromwell. From of old, the sufferings of God's Church, true zealous
Preachers of the truth flung into dungeons, whips, set on pillories, their
ears crops off, God's Gospel-cause trodden under foot of the
unworthy: all
this had lain heavy on his soul. Long years he had looked upon it, in
silence, in prayer;
seeing no
remedy on Earth;
trusting well that a
remedyin Heaven's
goodness would come,--that such a course was false,
unjust, and
could not last forever. And now behold the dawn of it; after twelve years
silent
waiting, all England stirs itself; there is to be once more a
Parliament, the Right will get a voice for itself: inexpressible
well-grounded hope has come again into the Earth. Was not such a
Parliament worth being a member of? Cromwell threw down his
ploughs, and
hastened thither.