To-morrow
by Joseph Conrad
What was known of Captain Hagberd in the little
seaport of Colebrook was not exactly in his favour.
He did not belong to the place. He had come to
settle there under circumstances not at all myste-
rious--he used to be very communicative about
them at the time--but
extremely morbid and un-
reasonable. He was possessed of some little money
evidently, because he bought a plot of ground, and
had a pair of ugly yellow brick cottages run up
very cheaply. He occupied one of them himself
and let the other to Josiah Carvil--blind Carvil,
the
retired boat-builder--a man of evil
repute as a
domestic tyrant.
These cottages had one wall in common, shared
in a line of iron
railing dividing their front gar-
dens; a
wooden fence separated their back gardens.
Miss Bessie Carvil was allowed, as it were of right,
to throw over it the tea-cloths, blue rags, or an
apron that wanted drying.
"It rots the wood, Bessie my girl," the captain
would remark
mildly, from his side of the fence,
each time he saw her exercising that privilege.
She was a tall girl; the fence was low, and
she could spread her elbows on the top. Her hands
would be red with the bit of washing she had done,
but her forearms were white and shapely, and she
would look at her father's
landlord in silence--in
an informed silence which had an air of knowledge,
expectation and desire.
"It rots the wood,"
repeated Captain Hagberd.
"It is the only unthrifty,
careless habit I know in
you. Why don't you have a clothes line out in your
back yard?"
Miss Carvil would say nothing to this--she only
shook her head negatively. The tiny back yard
on her side had a few stone-bordered little beds of
black earth, in which the simple flowers she found
time to
cultivate appeared somehow extravagantly
overgrown, as if belonging to an exotic clime; and
Captain Hagberd's
upright, hale person, clad in
No. 1 sail-cloth from head to foot, would be emer-
ging knee-deep out of rank grass and the tall weeks
on his side of the fence. He appeared, with the col-
our and
uncouth stiffness of the
extraordinary ma-
terial in which he chose to clothe himself--"for the
time being," would be his mumbled remark to any
observation on the subject--like a man roughened
out of
granite,
standing in a
wilderness not big
enough for a
decent billiard-room. A heavy figure
of a man of stone, with a red handsome face, a blue
wandering eye, and a great white beard flowing
to his waist and never trimmed as far as Colebrook
knew.
Seven years before, he had
seriously answered,
"Next month, I think," to the chaffing attempt to
secure his custom made by that
distinguished local
wit, the Colebrook
barber, who happened to be sit-
ting insolently in the tap-room of the New Inn near
the harbour, where the captain had entered to buy
an ounce of
tobacco. After paying for his pur-
chase with three half-pence extracted from the cor-
ner of a
handkerchief which he carried in the cuff
of his
sleeve, Captain Hagberd went out. As soon
as the door was shut the
barber laughed. "The
old one and the young one will be strolling arm in
arm to get shaved in my place
presently. The
tailor shall be set to work, and the
barber, and the
candlestick maker; high old times are coming for
Colebrook, they are coming, to be sure. It used to
be 'next week,' now it has come to 'next month,'
and so on--soon it will be next spring, for all I
know."
Noticing a stranger listening to him with a va-
cant grin, he explained, stretching out his legs cyn-
ically, that this queer old Hagberd, a
retired coast-
ing-
skipper, was
waiting for the return of a son of
his. The boy had been
driven away from home, he
shouldn't wonder; had run away to sea and had
never been heard of since. Put to rest in Davy
Jones's locker this many a day, as likely as not.
That old man came flying to Colebrook three
years ago all in black broadcloth (had lost his wife
lately then), getting out of a third-class smoker
as if the devil had been at his heels; and the only
thing that brought him down was a letter--a hoax
probably. Some joker had written to him about a
seafaring man with some such name who was sup-
posed to be
hanging about some girl or other, either
in Colebrook or in the neighbourhood. "Funny,
ain't it?" The old chap had been
advertising in
the London papers for Harry Hagberd, and offer-
ing rewards for any sort of likely information.
And the
barber would go on to describe with sar-
donic gusto, how that stranger in
mourning had
been seen exploring the country, in carts, on foot,
taking everybody into his confidence, visiting all
the inns and alehouses for miles around, stopping
people on the road with his questions, looking into
the very ditches almost; first in the greatest excite-
ment, then with a plodding sort of perseverance,
growing slower and slower; and he could not even
tell you
plainly how his son looked. The sailor
was
supposed to be one of two that had left a tim-
ber ship, and to have been seen dangling after some
girl; but the old man described a boy of fourteen
or so--"a clever-looking, high-spirited boy." And
when people only smiled at this he would rub his
forehead in a confused sort of way before he slunk
off, looking offended. He found nobody, of
course; not a trace of anybody--never heard of
anything worth
belief, at any rate; but he had not
been able somehow to tear himself away from Cole-
brook.
"It was the shock of this
disappointment, per-
haps, coming soon after the loss of his wife, that
had
driven him crazy on that point," the
barbersuggested, with an air of great
psychological in-
sight. After a time the old man
abandoned the ac-
tive search. His son had
evidently gone away;
but he settled himself to wait. His son had been
once at least in Colebrook in
preference to his na-
tive place. There must have been some reason for
it, he seemed to think, some very powerful induce-
ment, that would bring him back to Colebrook
again.
"Ha, ha, ha! Why, of course, Colebrook.
Where else? That's the only place in the United
Kingdom for your long-lost sons. So he sold up
his old home in Colchester, and down he comes here.
Well, it's a craze, like any other. Wouldn't catch
me going crazy over any of my youngsters clear-
ing out. I've got eight of them at home." The
barber was showing off his strength of mind in the
midst of a
laughter that shook the tap-room.
Strange, though, that sort of thing, he would
confess, with the
frankness of a superior intelli-
gence, seemed to be catching. His establishment,
for
instance, was near the harbour, and
whenever a
sailorman came in for a hair-cut or a shave--if it
was a strange face he couldn't help thinking di-
rectly, "Suppose he's the son of old Hagberd!"
He laughed at himself for it. It was a strong
craze. He could remember the time when the whole
town was full of it. But he had his hopes of the
old chap yet. He would cure him by a course of
judicious chaffing. He was watching the progress
of the
treatment. Next week--next month--next
year! When the old
skipper had put off the date
of that return till next year, he would be well on
his way to not
saying any more about it. In other
matters he was quite
rational, so this, too, was
bound to come. Such was the
barber's firm opin-
ion.
Nobody had ever contradicted him; his own hair
had gone grey since that time, and Captain Hag-
berd's beard had turned quite white, and had ac-
quired a
majestic flow over the No. 1
canvas suit,
which he had made for himself
secretly with tarred
twine, and had assumed suddenly, coming out in
it one fine morning,
whereas the evening before he
had been seen going home in his
mourning of
broadcloth. It caused a
sensation in the High
Street--shopkeepers coming to their doors, people
in the houses snatching up their hats to run out--
a stir at which he seemed
strangely surprised at
first, and then scared; but his only answer to the
wondering questions was that startled and evasive,
"For the present."
That
sensation had been forgotten, long ago;
and Captain Hagberd himself, if not forgotten,
had come to be disregarded--the
penalty of daili-
ness--as the sun itself is disregarded unless it
makes its power felt heavily. Captain Hagberd's
movements showed no
infirmity: he walked stiffly
in his suit of
canvas, a
quaint and
remarkable fig-
ure; only his eyes wandered more furtively perhaps
than of yore. His manner
abroad had lost its ex-
citable watchfulness; it had become puzzled and
diffident, as though he had suspected that there
was somewhere about him something
slightly com-
promising, some embarrassing oddity; and yet had
remained
unable to discover what on earth this
something wrong could be.
He was
unwilling now to talk with the townsfolk.
He had earned for himself the
reputation of an
awful skinflint, of a miser in the matter of living.
He mumbled regretfully in the shops, bought in-
ferior scraps of meat after long hesitations; and
discouraged all allusions to his
costume. It was
as the
barber had
foretold. For all one could tell,
he had recovered already from the disease of hope;
and only Miss Bessie Carvil knew that he said noth-
ing about his son's return because with him it was
no longer "next week," "next month," or even
"next year." It was "to-morrow."
In their
intimacy of back yard and front gar-
den he talked with her paternally,
reasonably, and
dogmatically, with a touch of arbitrariness. They
met on the ground of unreserved confidence, which