Girl, it's been 5 years since I left you in that cold season. I still remember everything about you, your grins, smiles, tears, your promises and your desperations. I miss you, girl; I miss you very much! Are you all right now? Are you happy? Do you miss me sometimes?
Remember you always asked me if I love you? I always refused to give you a
positive answer, because of some kinds of man's self-respect. I could hint you,
enlighten you, but I just did not want to give a direct answer. The other reason is that I knew we could never be together, never!
There was one time you accompanied me for a job interview. You were waiting for me on the square when it started to rain. You didn't find a place to hide from the rain because you had promised me to let me see you from
upstairs. I saw you standing in the rain. People passing by were looking at you with strange faces, as if you were from another planet. Ignoring those people, you just stood there, looked up to my direction sometimes, waiting for me. Words couldn't describe my feelings at the time. I was so touched that I ran of f the building as soon as I had my interview done. Except
holding you
tightly inside my arms, I could say nothing.
I was a bit emotional and you were kind of
impulsive, so we quarreled. You had many male friends(not boyfriends), while I had none female friends. I felt jealous and
uneasy whenever you called your male friends. I told you I was not happy with that, and you just didn't give a shit about my complains. Then we fought, until we both felt tried about everything. Finally we broke up, making our story come to its final end.
Before broke up with me, you had a long conversation with me. You told me why you were sick on all those stuff, and why you had to leave me. I pretended to be cool and man enough to take all the shits. I didn't say a single word until you asked me if I love you. I refused to answer that question, cause I believed it would make no sense if I said yes. We would apart from each other soon anyway. Saying yes would hurt her even deeper and harder. Then I saw you crying sadly, like I was cutting you in the heart with a knife.
I remember I told you that I would not always remember you, but I would never forget you!
I know I owe you an answer, and I
hereby want to tell you: I loved you. I loved you so much that I would use my life to get you back. But not for now, cause we are all married, and I love my wife. Why not we leave our story behind us and give each other a warm greeting?
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